𝙪𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚✨

You should feel how I feel when somebody says your name.

The second one is very rare, almost nonexistent.The last one, unfortunately, is my natural habitat.😭

I write when I'm falling apart, when I'm falling in love or when I have a final tommorow and bunch of notes to study.

#አርሲ " የሰላም፣ የፍቅርና የታሪክ ማህደር የሆነችው ቤተ ክርስቲያን በምድራዊ መከራ ውስጥ ያሉትን ምእመናን በምታጽናናበት በዚህ ወቅት ራሷ በፈተና ውስጥ ሆና ከመቸገሯም በላይ በአርሲ ምድር በተደጋጋሚ የሚስተዋለው በደልና ግፍ በሁላችንም ልቡና ውስጥ 'እስከ መቼ?' የሚል የቁጭት እና የኀዘን ጥያቄን ፈጥሯል " … " በመሆኑም ይህ መከራ እያበቃ ሳይሆን እየሰፋ በመምጣቱ የዜጎችን ደኅንነት የመጠበቅና ሰላምን የማስፈን አደራ የተጣለባችሁ የጸጥታ አካላትና በየመዋቅሩ ያላችሁ ሓላፊዎች ከምንም በላይ ታሪክ የሚጠይቃችሁ በሥልጣን ዘመናችሁ ለዜጎች ደኅንነት በምትከፍሉት ዋጋ ነውና ይህንን የጥቃት ሰንሰለት በማስቆምና ወንጀለኞችን ለሕግ በማቅረብ ከታሪክ ባለዕዳነት ትድኑ ዘንድ በቤተ ክርስቲያናችን ስም አበክረን እናሳስባለን " - ብፁዕ ወቅዱስ አቡነ ማትያስ

"አቤት ምህረትህ እንዴት ታላቅ ነው" was playing in the background when the lecturer ironically see the student cry in front of him because he let her add the course because she didnot submit assignment which was marked out of 10.

It takes strength to forgive,but i don't feel strong.

All Netflix and chill till I stress to death when the final is near 😭

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"and my head is full of poison and my heart is full of doubt I got toxin in my blood stream"

Eid Mubark❤️✨

To think that I’m now living in my answered prayers.The things stressing me today are the very things I once prayed for.Last year around this time, I was terrified of what the future would hold, and now I’m living in the future I once feared and hoped for at the same time.It’s such a beautiful reminder of God’s steadfast love and faithfulness.I’m beyond thankful.❤️

Should have started studying organic chemistry in my mother's womb. What the hell is that?

"We can’t choose where we come from, but we can choose where we go from there."🖤

As endless as it seems, though, we can break the cycle and be fulfilled from within, without heavily depending on our inner world on other people’s behavior. It is a good thing to notice patterns and realize that it is not your problem, but what happened to you, or how the people who gave birth to you were not responsible enough. But that is on them. Even if these patterns haunt our daily life, they can be broken.Though I’m still learning how, and we will get there eventually. Just remember you are not alone in this journey.

Growing up without a parental figure makes you constantly wonder what is wrong with you that made them leave. What are the things you are missing that made them abandon you? You start to see yourself as incomplete because you never got to experience love. Watching other kids with their loving parents makes you envious. You always seek that figure outside of your home, in other people. When you lack it within them, you think you are the problem. I thought I would get used to it and be okay with it, but then again, it shows up when you separate ways with people... when people get distant or don't want to do anything with you. Your inner wound gets triggered, and you are a 7-year-old again, thinking about what it is about you that is so unlovable and keeps pushing people away. You will try to see your worth based on the number of people that wanted you or noticed you, because that is just a sign of reassurance for your inner child that you can be loved. But that comes with performance and sacrifice... the sacrifice of your needs or even yourself, just so you can feel the love you grew up seeking. You will never feel fulfilled. You will spend your time thinking about what you should do to make people love you, so your life becomes a performance. But that is not right... you should be loved for being you, not for what you can contribute, you know? Love shouldn't be a reward. But then again, that feels like a fairytale for you, because you never experienced love without acting outside of your ways. It is just a screwed, never-ending loop, and it sucks.

I just love my girls😭

I love people who make you laugh until your cheeks hurt. People who let your inner child out. People who get you. People who let you be. Those with no forced interaction. Those you can sit with in silence. People with whom you can discuss anything.