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deranged memes, obscure musings, mild obsessions and mixed emotions a locally hated berserk ambassador
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Channel Posts
| 2 | tutto passa summer | 164 |
| 3 | *inhales copium* | 1 360 |
| 4 | hey,
beauty supreme,
your words are a bonnet of pins,
embrace of an iron maiden feeling like
home;
you hate every second,
but what we have goes beyond that,
bamboo splinters under nails,
a wizard’s daughter, stuck in the heart
of a storm,
hair stuck to black honey lipgloss;
glittery eyeshadow rubs off all over me,
tiny specks of holographic
brilliance winking in the merciless overhead
light,
and I would feel like a star
about to combust,
but no flame can exist in the vast cold
of nothing
hugging our furball of a planet tightly.
soft kitty, warm kitty,
little ball of bloodied strings,
gasping for air,
a fish in a sea vortex of uncountable fish,
rainbow scales on cheap stick-on marble kitchen tiles;
take your ear to the glass shards,
do you think champagne purrs when bubbles explode?
bathing the world in an inland ocean of your glassy eyes.
when a stare is fixated once and forever,
isn’t it love?
ribbons and iceboxes,
a wheel of fortune making a full turn before
the walls begin to whisper,
before the bus stop tilts,
before there’s one more question in the
“no bag” —
“by card”
sequence;
soap smelling like irises and salt.
your tears don’t matter in the great scheme
of things, in fact,
nobody does;
have you noticed spring evenings
are getting shorter? could Betelgeuse really be dead?
a light extinguished centuries ago,
yet so far off every night we bask in it,
red twinkle dancing against the blue.
isn’t it both beautiful and sad, in the best way?
I wish you still talked to me,
but I know you so well, I can talk for you sometimes,
I swear, it’s the best thing after white wine
and sour cream and onion chips,
really.
“could be dead, could be far from it”
hey, kitty, kitty…
why am I the only one talking?
#mixedwriting | 287 |
| 5 | (will bite though) | 397 |
| 6 | No text... | 394 |
| 7 | No text... | 353 |
| 8 | свежеуволенный админ осознает, что у него только что начались летние каникулы | 362 |
| 9 | хуже этого только это | 370 |
| 10 | ? | 373 |
| 11 | contemplating getting a little treat | 373 |
| 12 | планы на лето | 1 933 |
| 13 | No text... | 342 |
| 14 | что происходит с подписчиками, которые плохо себя ведут | 342 |
| 15 | No text... | 338 |
| 16 | берсерковый лут в этот раз примчался с рекордной скоростью, и на этой счастливой ноте админ, заебанный, но не сломленный, отваливается в отпуск 🏖
увидимся через 2 недели, крохи, не болейте, радуйтесь жизни
принесу свежую подкормку, включая долгожданные (и неожиданные!) писательские опусы, украденные картинки, евергрин мега тред про косметос и прочий давно обещанный контент среднего и низкого качества, в конце мая (а может и нет, как учили роберт и розалинда, все на свете — бесконечный коинфлип, а я в нем — ребро) | 473 |
| 17 | friday mood | 823 |
| 18 | we peaking | 455 |
| 19 | случайно обнаружила, что сегодня последний день предзаказа коллекционного и стандартного изданий англоязычных артбуков по clair obscur
за сто американских долларсов можно лутануть золотой армянский шик, чтобы хвастаться им перед воображаемыми друзьями, за шестьдесят — все то же самое, но не такое ультимативно шикарное
на мой скромный взгляд — однозначное берем, for those who come after 🫡 | 436 |
| 20 | pulling up to the function | 1 973 |
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