Our Side of the Story

I was just having a normal Sunday when I started reading this book and suddenly my brain is twitching. Maybe I've said this before, I'm going to say it anyways. I love it when people try to pull you out from the struggles you're facing, being there for you and almost all the time whispering "hey life is beautiful, don't rob yourself the chance of living it by reminiscing your traumas" You see some of us may have loving parents, a very beautiful house with cars, fridge full of our favorite foods, friends that love and support us, our closets filled with the expensive brands plus whatever I didn't mention and some of us don't. Some of us grew up in a broken family, depraved of love and affection, learning how to take care of ourselves at a very young age, food and clothes not being that much of a concern. Life isn't beautiful for everyone, it's a dream for some and a nightmare for the others.

Eid Mubarak to everyone celebrating, have a good one fam🤍

This is really heartbreaking, we've lost such a difference maker and a needed soul. Rest easy zemi💔🕊

ወ/ሮ ዘሚ የኑስ በኮቪድ-19 ህይወታቸው አለፈ። የኒያ ፋውንዴሽን፣ ጆይ ኦውቲዝም ማዕከል መሥራች እንዲሁም ዳይሬክተር የሆኑት ወ/ሮ ዘሚ የኑስ በሚሊኒየም ኮቪድ-19 በፅኑ ህክምና ማዕከል ውስጥ በሕክምና ሲረዱ ቆይተው ህይወታቸው ማለፉ ተገልጿል። ከፋውንዴሽኑ በተገኘው መረጃ መሰረት የወ/ሮ ዘሚ ሥርዓተ ቀብር ዛሬ ይፈፀማል። ከስርዓተ ቀብሩ በፊት ከቀኑ 6:00 ሰዓት ጀምሮ ሳር ቤት አካባቢ በሚገኘው ኒያ ፋውንዴሽን ለነፍስሔር ዘሚ የክብር አሸኛኘት እንደሚደረግ ተገልጿል። @tikvahethiopia @tikvahethiopiaBOT

Once again here to remind you, your country needs your prayer. All this mess, injustice, and death is maddening💔

This week has been too much for me, a lot to be anxious about but hey God is good. Remember sometimes it's okay to lose control, you don't have to put everything in order. Just breathe and focus on today alright? Sleep well🤍

Consequences When I first saw him, I felt nothing and everything at the same time. I felt a pain deep inside that I had no idea existed. It was both the best and worst sensation. “IT'S HIM!!!” screamed my mind. It felt so safe to be with him. “How is it possible to be so angelic?” Every day, I ask myself this question. How would he put up with me when all I do is screw things up? “It's genuine and pure love,” my heart replied. Remember how I poured my heart out on the table in the pastry shop? “What if he crashes it right here and leaves?” I wondered. I guess I was constantly haunted by fear when we were dating. Knowing that we were getting closer to the end by the minute made me even more terrified. Observing who you associate with as well. But I knew I shouldn't get too close to him. Since I was harmed and couldn't love properly. "You don't let go of stuff, and that's messed up," people say. How do I let go of stuff when the things that people did to me in the past are still affecting my current relationships? I got too attached to him sometimes though I wasn't supposed to. I was too broken to trust him, even though he loved me despite my frailty. As a result, I had to hurt him before he could hurt me. I had no choice but to squander the only beautiful thing I'd ever been given. I always adore you in ways that no words could ever express. Against all odds, I do hope to steal your surname one day. Even though you said you didn't feel the same way, I'd like to wait for you whenever. I've never seen someone who is so imperfectly molded and seems so polished and collected; I've never seen a smile that sparked a fire in my cold soul; I've never touched a hand that stopped time. In every way, he is flawless. He's like the last piece of the puzzle you're missing to finish the frame. But it wasn't long before I realized I'd put the last puzzle piece in the wrong spot because the shape of the empty piece was nearly identical. As a result, I had to jumble it. And I discovered that loving you has consequences.

Accepting that I lost him is the hardest part of my life.