JOE LAMPTON

If you risk it all and do whatever it takes to not be a worm, you'll experience positive things but also nightmares Positive things: - Most of the time you feel like a bad bitch and have confidence - You don't have peasant problems. You have problems from the movies you used to watch as a teenager. - You listen to music from the United States and relate to what they're saying there - A documentary could be made out of your life, if people knew exactly what happened - You're mind is hyper stimulated because you get vibration from multiple angles - A wire just hit, a hater wrote a bad comment but you like it, you humiliated a bitch last night, you get loads of likes and shit when u post stuff so u sit there checking it like a low IQ attractive whore, u got lots of issues to solve every day so u don't get bored - On a daily basis you focus on tasks that you enjoy, things that energise you - You rarely jerk off to porn. You jerk off thinking of the bitches you fucked, fuck or will fuck soon. - You matter: many people look up to you, many people hate you - You laugh every day, of other people, of bad things that happen, of some whore etc. - You can do whatever the fuck you want. Wake up late, close your phone and not reply to no one, eat whatever you want, be lazy sometimes... you choose if you're a piece of shit today or not. - People treat you nicely because they want you to like them or want money from you or they're intimidated - Nobody says shit in real life because they cant beat you up, even though you're not necessarily a good person - You afford being retarded... IF you do something bad you can pay lawyers and shit. If you destroy stuff you buy other shit. You have the resources to be stupid take all the drugs, drink wherever you want when you want. - You are not needy. You can invent friends, whores, women that love you, new opportunities all the time so you're kind of relaxed compared to a civilian. - You can pay and resolve stuff faster than some worm. Negative things: - You raised the bar high so everything is more difficult to attain. You need a sophisticated combination of positive elements to feel happy. Ex. You can't appreciate a woman that's polite, you need a bitch that's a total slave... or you can't appreciate a bitch that's cute, you need a bitch that's REALLY BAD. You compare people to others from the past and you have high standards, you get turned off fast. - Loads of drama, anxiety and stress on your shoulders - You have to be more careful because what you do matters to others, u don't have the freedom of some lil worm what nobody knows / cares about - You're paranoid and think non stop of not being caught lacking, can't just walk on the street with headphones on like a civilian stress free - You did too much and think of the potential repercussions - You need to produce a lot of money because you raised your standards and can't afford going broke or living a normal life cause you'll go crazy - You can't find solutions to your problems on the internet because you have unique, nuanced issues that make no sense to most people - You rarely find someone that can give you advice, usually other rely on you to raise their morale or give them directions - Lots of ppl want you to fall because it would make them feel better about themselves or because you actually did them wrong - Everything bad is amplified and it's at a different level. Ex. If you get arrested, you get arrested on TV it's not just a normal procedure, it's 10x worse. If your bitch sucks dick, it's not 10 ppl that know about it, you get messages from strangers and everyone knows ))) if you have to pay a lawyer, you pay him MORE than a civilian because he knows you're rich and he extorts you etc etc Namaste.