soul’s gag reflex

В этот раз месячные из меня сделали кого-то, кого я не знаю (Лежу смотрю властелин колец кушая еду из доставки)

Вот полная режиссерская версия

Ребят это Соррентино или нет?

Очередной маленький глупый рисунок

Ha

How am I even possible

Not even admitting actually, but letting it deeper in my veins, allowing it to move me, affect me, change me, crack me open The transformative medicine I craved for so long was in the spoon I was holding

Picky eater

Not the ambrosiaaaaa fuckkkk

I should chicken IN

I chicken out

I keep learning the same lessons, but I can’t swallow them because it’s… it’s admitting who I am.

Boys were interchangeable, sadly, because they weren’t planets, they were asteroids, burning in my atmosphere They weren’t the same people when they weren’t close to me I was burning them with the light, some loved it, some hated it, but the truth is They don’t burn on their own They don’t give true heat and light They have no gravity They have no world They were just amazing channels and mirrors that showed me myself by burning while they were near It felt so good to have someone so close who didn’t fall apart instantly Everyone seem so far away and so fragile But I know there are planets waiting for me, pulling me in already I shouldn’t be ashamed of my size and temperature, even in a human form Pretending it’s not there is an inevitable pain, either for myself or others, because we will try to get closer and it will burn us both badly, me for protecting, them for closing their eyes

I seee It was just a reflection This was me all along I am just not letting my own love inside, because how could I, what a shameful thought, so I had to see it reflected back to me to realize how much I need it How transformative my power is This is pure DMT inside of me that I’ve created and now I am not letting it deeper It’s not a community It’s not love It’s me Always has been I really don’t need anyone The world will create itself when I collapse, explode and become a planet to hold it on me with effortless gravity

Ну и фак зем кидз Сама жизнь выебу

bro is a eunuch when it comes to life

The comedy of my life is impeccable