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| 2 | And for my birthday this year, I will do 1 nice things every day for month of November. | 25 |
| 3 | I have come to a realization I have not had a good cry for the past few months. So crazy it used to be my norm; where I would sob like crazy for 30 minutes or so every other day. I think I have been significantly happier being with my partner. | 71 |
| 4 | It is not all bad though. There are good days, some days I can tolerate my jobs. I have an amazing boyfriend that I adore. Life has been good lately, I just can’t help but feel like something is missing. Do I need another $100 of income each week? Will that finally make me whole? Do I need to make more money? | 103 |
| 5 | I think I was more articulate back then than I am now. Maybe it was because all I did was write and write till blister form on my ring finger from all the writings. All I had was a pen and paper to pour my heart out. Now that I am an adult, I have to find ways to communicate like a real person. To face the world and not live in a piece of paper only. I no longer have the luxury of time to ponder on my thoughts, I need to constantly show up for a job I don’t even enjoy doing. I am in another survival mode, this time it sucks the soul out of my eyes. | 96 |
| 6 |  بدون متن... | 109 |
| 7 |  بدون متن... | 97 |
| 8 |  بدون متن... | 90 |
| 9 |  بدون متن... | 93 |
| 10 | If I get my nails done, will I finally feel whole again? Or should I finally get that iPad mini and a coffee machine I have been wanting for so long. Retail therapy will be the death of me cause I can’t afford to spend beyond my means but I refuse to cut down my expenses. I just need to find ways to make more money to support my spending habits. | 109 |
| 11 |  بدون متن... | 223 |
| 12 | I’m so lost. I don’t know what to do. I guess I’ll start by fixing my salaah. I think that’s mainly why I feel so lost. I have been neglecting it and too focused on this dunya. I often forgot it’s temporary and it’s all a test. Maybe I won’t get what I want in this dunya, I will try to do better for my real future; the akhirah. | 151 |
| 13 | The 13 year old girl inside me still exists, the angry one who wants me dead. She occasionally surfaces when things don’t go my way, when I get upset. | 148 |
| 14 | Technically I can afford it now but back then I know I will never make it past 30 years old. Cause maybe by the time I am 30, time will fix itself. But it doesn’t just go away. | 138 |
| 15 | It is a crush to my ego to fully see myself and realise my flaws. When I realise there is so much work that needs to be done. I obviously need therapy, I don’t know why I have been putting it off. | 128 |
| 16 | In the meantime, I will give it to myself. I do not want to lose myself again in the process of loving someone else. | 114 |
| 17 | I think I want someone to give me what I want without having to tell them what I want. Them being curious enough that they would understand and figured me out. Cause if I have to explain it, it doesn’t feel the same. Because it doesn’t come from them but from me. | 104 |
| 18 | . | 101 |
| 19 | i long to be seen. | 89 |
| 20 |  بدون متن... | 89 |
