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Relish your freedom in a confined world, embrace your naviety since sophistication became overrated. All the writings are copyrighted. Since: 12th July 2024. Discussion Group: t.me/+GoYF-1s9P6QzZDc0 Suggestions: @FriendshipWithJesus
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"Nothing is a lot to handle, you are just too weak to be able to handle it."
😂🤣seems like I'm far off from being a man......still a boy.
✍Benon/Me
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Hidden notes - Chad
“....I saw you hitting my mom hard. I wished you knew what kind of pain you were inflicting on me and how much that would’ve affected my marriage now. To be honest I didn’t care about my mom. I respected your decision, father. You did what you thought was right. And as far as my mom was concerned she deserved it. But what did I do? Why are you punishing me for something I wasn’t involved in. Aren’t you seeing what I have become? A monster who would project his pain and anger to his wife...am I going to blame you dad, for making me an alcoholic and a person who shows no remorse for the things he has done? You were right when you slapped a person who was sleeping with another person or should I say “a brother” no no no “brothers”, All six of them at the same time for twelve straight years....the guts it must have taken for this woman to live in the same house with my dad while mounting on his brothers during the day when my father left for work. But you see dad, you have taught me how to control my wife but in a very bad way, so now I am doing the same. She isn’t doing nothing but even with the slightest arguments I have started hitting her thinking might I be able to submit her under my control...why did you show me this? I wished you would’ve used another way.....I wished you would’ve wept all day while hugging me, I wished you would’ve drank a lot and came late home. I wished you would’ve thrown mom out and beat me till I bleed, might that save my wife now from my hands. Won’t you save me from this torture? Won’t you save my wife? Save me, please......”
Chad knelt down sobbing his eyes out sitting on the empty space available near his father’s cemetery remembering what he had done to his wife before coming to his father’s burial hall.
Meanwhile, back at home his wife was still unconscious from the several punches, slaps and whips her body experienced....the blood that was running through her face had drenched the white rug underneath her.......
✍Benon/Me
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The beginning
The notes used to trail off,
Melodies evoked no emotions,
Lyrics never spoke their desires,
I seemed to play without their consent.
Till you came.
My fingers traced for beautiful symphony,
Craved to see you in my joyful harmony,
You blessed my ears with catching melody,
I needed no more but your alluring artistry.
Now here you’re.
Keys are placed in perfect place,
Played to soothe my raging covet,
I saw you in music itself nowadays,
Eliciting elegance providing the ease.
Pitch perfect notes are flying around,
Slowly enlightening me to regions of climax,
Perspiration flow in my body with arousal,
Realizing a change in me as I watch,
I come to know that love is in a near sight.
✍Benon/Me
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Pillow talk
Long forgotten tears came into life,
The silky night gave them the right,
Even the candle forbid his help,
Darkness showed thy self.
I looked for my phone,
Might it be of any help,
I thought,
Yet he provided nothing,
Silently shutting himself off.
What was I left with to cover the raging thoughts,
Will I be able to survive once the sun rose,
I doubt.
I looked down in denial,
All i once loved are long gone,
No one was here to tuck me in,
No one was here to tell me a story,
I needed a kiss which i received none,
Even the fluffy bears didn’t do their wonder.
I sat back and watch while the terror fill my head,
Of being lonely, long forgotten, unsaved,
I closed my eyes letting all go away,
Running towards the perfect world I create,
All I once knew and loved were with me,
Smiling, hugging,
Showering me with lots of kisses,
So did I,
Giving my response while hugging,
Clenching my pillow tight.
✍Benon/Me
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Hidden notes - Jessica
.....The light was switched on, nothing felt like before. Brad wasn’t there smiling from ear to ear enjoying my presence after which I would be long gone for a month or two traveling and reaching out from continent to continent, such an adventurous voyage which came with a price – leaving him alone. When I returned back to him, without complaining he would engulf me into his huge embrace, whispering words of love flowing as a sweet honey, sticking my ears to his broad trunk, I helplessly drown in his savage river of heartbeats eluding tension. Won’t I ever see a trace of hatred? But he burned my fatigue with his smile a treacherous craze. I would get the chance to dwell in his aroma, comforting, and felt like home. I would get the chance to touch his body while he cooked me a meal and I, would navigate through his body, kissing, touching and holding; searching for my place which I would express my love entirely.
But now, my darling is gone.....never to come back to me, leaving me alone. This time it was his time for a voyage, a voyage of a life time, on a cruise called afterlife.
✍Benon/Me
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Last day
In my vegetative state,
At the end of my journey,
I saw the leaves turned green,
Seemed bright and pretty.
Were they waiting for my burial,
Yesterday they seemed too fragile,
For years I had to wait for them,
But came when I am about to die.
Did my tears gave them life?
Or did my sorrows helped them out,
She took the beauty I sought,
I was left to die.
Will you welcome me to be in you,
I pray that the fall brings you,
Fall in my failed last minute,
When all the liars shove me into soil.
Will you enjoy if I were your source,
A source needed for you to live,
I was driven away from this world,
Might I be needed in your dream?
And dear soil, will you welcome me?
✍Benon/Me
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Joyous Love
I never knew how to give,
Recieved love from all near me,
Cared none for the response,
Took everything for granted.
Why do I want to give now,
The urge to respond to all the love,
The affection I once tasted a lot.
Why do I need to be a giver,
Till none left of me.
Why do I want you to have more,
Never noticing to what I feel.
Why do I want to love you,
Maybe you're the gift I recieve by giving more.
✍Benon/Me
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Hidden notes - Jane
…...I couldn’t be able to bring myself closer to him, Raphael. I loved to sneak peak from a distance, his sculpturous body urging me to break loose and run towards him in a speed of light. Caressing him in my fantasies were where I would confide into if I thought about him, which by the way meant to be every time, every…single…time. I cared to meet him more than seeing the bright morning sun. Blazing sun and raging storms never stopped my wants, staying in those shady backgrounds, enjoying, hoping to be noticed which were my reason to stay alive for tomorrow. He started to become my deity, protecting me from my terrorizing nightmarish thoughts with his sweet lullabies. Isn’t it fair lord to call him my knight? An angel, a warrior just as his name whom my heart loved to invite on a daily basis.
✍️Benon/Me
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This one made me think real hard...
And everything came into light and I understood most of my relationships/friendships now.
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I see myself in you all...
Some, try to find joy while being alone,
Some, need people to feel whole,
I, seek one who'll embrace,
The loneliness of my soul.
Some, cry to cover their dignity,
Some, avoid sincerity,
I, seek to live with,
Who'll free me from my insanity.
They, encountered joy when needed,
They, lived on an immature world,
What a needy coward.
But then, who am I to judge....!
✍Benon/Me
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I wanna be like this....wanna live with honesty and overflowing love. I wanna adore people and express my feelings with all my might. I wanna love. I wanna be there and I wanna have those who will be there for me too......
Sometimes I wanna live with those who makes me wanna live.
✍Benon/Me
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"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another,
'What! You too? I thought I was the only one.'"
🧡🧡
#C.S._Lewis
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Don't know how to say goodbye
Bro, I see you!
Do you?
Yeah, I feel you!
Sure you do..
I had those who truly did,
But did get too comfy to realize,
Their part in my life,
After all,
Bet life tricked us all,
Ain't that right?
Used to hate their presence,
I now know that's my way of showing love,
I thought I knew myself a lot,
So life sent me you as a lesson and passed,
But I still don't know how to love,
Just a mere broken boy,
Who doesn't know how to say goodbye.
What a loss....
https://t.me/dailyscribbles
✍Benon/Me
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"If you'll never taste a bad apple, you'll never appreciate a good apple."
☆You've to experience life to understand life.
#turkish_saying
https://t.me/dailyscribbles
https://t.me/dailyscribbles
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That night
While my body rests,
My mind murmurs,
The little fat lies,
I try to cover.
Failed to control my feelings ,
I weep holding my mouth,
Scared to reveal the emotion,
Which I was trying so hard to conceal.
Pillows took my pain,
Became my punching bag,
Tears found their place,
And dried carrying my thoughts.
✍Benon/Me
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A friend who makes me smile,
Aiding me not to cry,
When I was fighting with myself,
And tears flowing my eyes couldn’t sway.
This friend tried to make me laugh,
Teeth got the freedom to show emotions.
I don’t have no one but you,
To whom my heart is open to,
Indelible mate beloved you,
You’re the only one I got,
Whom I perceive,
Like my family like my own sight.
Like a sister who was always there,
A brother who fought in my place,
Even when relatives forgot my existence,
You were there.
Fixed in the mind,
Always remaining the same,
My dearest treasure,
Deserving every minute I’ve in life.
Even if we part ways by God’s will,
This heart wouldn’t forget what you meant to him,
Even though we might live a lonely life afterwards,
Joy will cover her cherishing the memories we had.
And if anything goes wrong,
When it becomes hard to bear the weight,
Tears couldn’t help but to elicit your thoughts,
Please remember me like I did so.
P.S. To my imaginary friend who I never had...
✍Benon/Me
