Chaos🫯

we all understand some things way too late, right when all we can do is just sit with the pain and cope.painful realization.

fr real, once u see the truth, u can’t unsee it. u can’t go back to being oblivious, u can’t change the past, and you definitely can’t get back the trust u just handed over.

u finally see why they were acting weird that one day, why their words and actions were totally out of sync, and why u had that heavy vibe in ur fucking chest but kept ignoring it.

time goes by, u gain some distance, ur brain finally stops spiraling, and then boom🫯 one word, a tiny gesture, or just a random memory hits u and it’s like, "wait, what?"

some stuff just hits u way too late.

If I go back again, I won't even greet to u

as if they've placed it next to burning coal so I just can watch them turn to ash

like a piece of my heart is burning

every day things happen around me that make me just want the ground to open up and swallow me whole

Idk if I can see the future I'm killing myself for or what

Idk if I can see the future I'm killing myself for

Idk if I can see the future I'm killing myself for

Idk if I can see the future I'm killing myself for. every day things happen around me that make me just want the ground to open up and swallow me whole. like a piece of my heart is burning as if they've placed it next to burning coal, so I just can watch them turn to ash.

my accomplishment? bro what's ur mean, i'm still alive.