Chaos🫯

sometimes i literally miss u so bad, it hurts. but then i remember u knew we were never seeing each other again but u were still such a massive piece of shit abt it. u ignored my fucking feelings and acted like u hated my guts the whole time. ngl that makes me hate u with my mind not my stupid heart.

my fav hobby is daydreaming abt shit that are never gonna happen. it's like omg that's lifeee😩

عاشق سین اینجام هرکی میخواد لف بده قبلش یه نگا میندازه

in the end, ppl do things they swore they would never do, like leave u.

in the end, ppl do things they swore they would never do,like leave u.

I don't have "trust issues" i have "i've seen this before and know how it ends" issues.

kirm to in zendegi.

days go by without leaving a trace in me; It is as if I've become a shadow of myself that wanders between ppl and things. I've no desire for tomorrow, no regret for yesterday, no desire to fight and no motivation to continue. I just prefer silence to any words and I have closed all the doors to the outside, because solitude is the only place where I don't need to remove the mask of indifference.

silence is my fav way of saying u R not worth it.

if you knew what a hard and long road some ppl have been through just to find their peace and happiness again, you'd understand why they're so careful about not letting any negative energy into their life. then you'd get why they're so selective and cautious about who they let into their life.

we all understand some things way too late, right when all we can do is just sit with the pain and cope.painful realization.

fr real, once u see the truth, u can’t unsee it. u can’t go back to being oblivious, u can’t change the past, and you definitely can’t get back the trust u just handed over.

u finally see why they were acting weird that one day, why their words and actions were totally out of sync, and why u had that heavy vibe in ur fucking chest but kept ignoring it.

time goes by, u gain some distance, ur brain finally stops spiraling, and then boom🫯 one word, a tiny gesture, or just a random memory hits u and it’s like, "wait, what?"

some stuff just hits u way too late.

If I go back again, I won't even greet to u

as if they've placed it next to burning coal so I just can watch them turn to ash