اگزیستانسیال

i had to forget what i’m becoming.

i had to forget what i’m becoming, oh, lord.

2:20 frozen moments, like a picture in my mind. catch up and carry me through the day, and i will find my way through this garden.

i'm a runner. i run from my problems, my future and anything that makes me feel uncomfortable. i'll run and i'll never look the fuck back.

being a fucking addict wasn't in my 2026 bingo card but fuck it, we ball.

the line between giving up on everything and giving in on anything has never been so thin.

remember to die before trying too hard for it, bc some ppl earn it without effort, and you may work your ass off and still not have it.

staying alive is self-harm on itself.

never let them let you down, be a step further, do a flip and jump.

you may fight for your future in an hour, but little did you know that the cycle never ends. we fight to die.

religious shit never scares me, i am the architect of my own hell.

please take your meds i need to dissappear.

1:53 fade away!

masquerade, hide behind what's false, lost my faith.

some days i wanna fade away, days i wanna fade away. most days i wanna fade away.