NF Real Music

Make a list of all my failed attempts Runnin' out of space again Highlight all the things I wish I never said 

April 6 I don't know why I put this on my calendar reminder but it's got be something special I forget to remember

You’re not selfish for wanting the same energy and love you give..

I hate people saying oh Marshall change. I didn't. I honestly I respect my own words if I give you my word I will not change it. I will not change my mind about you on you behavior. I maybe silent or be far away form you but am still the some guy. Am still Marshall

When someone asks you to listen a song, it's becuase the lyrics mean everything they are trying to say.

The more you try to ignore and leave it away the worst it get

I just want a day where it feels like I'm not falling apart anymore.

Do you ever lay in bed and realize how not okay you are.

Happy birthday Nate

unfamiliar feelings and unknown sounds Unknown sounds, unknown sounds

I wish you the best. I really do

"PAID MY DUES" Clicks, clicks, clicks, they'll do anything to get a few Tick, tick, tick, that's the sound before my head explodes Quit, quit, quit, look at you up on your pedestals Quick, quick, quick, here the critics come, it's time to go I read your article, it kinda hurt me I don't know who hired you Or what your friends say in your circle But the fact that you released it Tells me two things are for certain They get paid for trashing people I get paid 'cause I stay working Drop 'The Search' and They emerge up outta nowhere To the surface, just to peep behind the curtain Throwing salt at all my burdens I'm aware I shouldn't give this my attention Life's a journey, I should just stay on my path And learn to laugh, you think they heard me? Ears are burning, put em out Quiet, quiet, look around Why don't they find someone way more Interesting to write about? Us, we're kinda boring, aren't we? All we do is whine and pout It's confusing, so amusing How I argue with myself Hello I spit it with ease so leave it to me You doubt it, but you better believe I'm on a rampage, hit 'em, with the record release Depending the week, I'm probably gonna have to achieve Another goal, let me go when I'm over the beat I go into beast mode like I'm ready to feast I'm fed up with these thieves tryna get me to bleed They wanna see me take an L, yep, see what I mean? How many records I gotta give you to get with the program? Take it for granted, I'm 'bout to give you the whole plan Open your mind up but take a look at the blueprint Debate if you gotta, but gotta hold it with both hands Pick at the bars, you gotta be smart You really gotta dig in your heart If you wanna get to the root of an issue Pursuin' the mental can be dark and be difficult But the pay off at the end of it can help you to get through it, ay Paid my dues, made it through (woo woo woo) Spread the news, I'm on the loose (woo woo woo) Making moves, I need some room (woo woo woo) Thought we's cool, well, don't assume, don't assume, ay I'm the truth, oh, they want some proof Here, don't be rude, something new Even when I lose, I make it look cool Do the show, then we hit the room Wife is looking, oh What to do? I don't need the shades up to like the view It's time to get back in the swing of things When my life crashes, I'm not the guy that'll flee the scene I'll take ownership and own it and raise my hand if it's me Just remember though, I'm only a man, I'm a human being Don't they see, shoot the breeze, I'd rather just stay discrete People claim they're in your corner but leave you in times of need They don't listen, do they? (What?) They don't listen to anything I'll accept advice if it's not presented ignorantly Look, costs are high, they multiply Then cause divides, I'm forced to fight The poison I've been sipping on has quite the bite It killed me twice, they rigged the lights So y'all could see the parts of mine that aren't too bright See, often I apologize and authorize the awful times That pop up (Nate) like I'm right behind you I'd advise you not to try to climb inside the mind like I do Keep the rhyme book, expedite it, over-night it Hold it tight and hope the time is on my side 'Cause if it's not then I'll decide to override my own demise I tow the line too close and I can improvise and empathize But recognize the fact that I could jeopardize and wreck our lives You better give me your attention, the undivided Paid my dues, made it through (woo woo woo) Spread the news, I'm on the loose (woo woo woo) Making moves, I need some room (woo woo woo) Thought we's cool, well, don't assume, don't assume, ay Paid my dues, made it through (woo woo woo) Spread the news, I'm on the loose (woo woo woo) Making moves, I need some room (woo woo woo) Thought we's cool, well, don't assume, don't assume, ay

h) Please close your beak foes, delete scrolls Taken from me, thiefs chose to try to decode (Chyeah) Reload the beat, so I can reach each soul No cease, no finito, release (Go!) I am the chosen and everyone is beholdin' My energy is golden 'cause dominion is being broken From enemies in the open approachin', I'm never jokin' The remedy bein' spoken, I'm hopin' that you're soakin' it up (Chyeah) I'm in the motion, I'm dope and I'm never chokin' My devotion to floatin' like an ocean, the Holy Ghost and I'm scopin' the evil folk and revokin' the wicked notion I'm croakin', I'm really floatin' and quotin' that I'm closin' it up (Chyeah) Talkin' behind my back End up where N9ne is at see me and say Kinda wack, you could not find the knack Hit you with a rhyme attack freely and spray I'ma beat you 'cause I'm greedy and slay, if you're creepy and cray I'ma eat you like PB&J, kiwi and grapes I'ma demolish 'em when the T be in play, pray! A stunna recordin' in my number three Jordans Dungaree sportin', the tongue on me is gonna be scorchin' The punishin' hunter eat like a hung-ary orphan (Chyeah) T9 and NF are elephants In the room without a closet for skeletons Quit embellishin', a demon from hell is sent Yell it went, Donny, you're outta your element! (Ayy) Look what I, look what I done (Ayy) Helpin' 'em people I love (I love) My life is not what it was (No) I do whatever I must (Woo) Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy) Count on one hand who I trust (Yeah) Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy) Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy) Look what I, look what I done (What I done) Helpin' 'em people I love (I love) My life is not what it was (No) I do whatever I must (Woo) Count on one hand who I trust (I trust; ayy) Count on one hand who I trust (I trust; yeah) Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy) Count on one hand who I trust

"TRUST" (feat. Tech N9ne) Focus on it every single day, I wanna figure out a way To get ahead of what I think I know is coming It's obvious you got a problem if you always tryna make it seem As if you've never been afraid, then why you runnin'? I could never look at what I do the way that other people can And walk away, I can't be separated from it Stickin' out my neck is how I made it where I'm at You wanna cut it up but can't, man, they can never take it from me (I'm) Outlandish, take chances Gotta get it while I can with my damage My sanity could leave but if it vanished Don't matter to me, I'd still manage Gue-Guess you could say I'm at an advantage My vantage point can be quite lavish Got so many cadences No way to pick one, which bag is my hand in Depends what mood I'm in Oh, no, I'm in a mood again Lord knows I'm a hooligan Losin' it, who can get gruesome with You if it comes down to what you can bet? I shoot direct, defuse the threat And they wonder why the music has a huge effect? Could it be 'cause I've been the go-to when it comes to depth? 'Cause I'm the one that they be callin' when the people get fed up And want the music with the visuals, I got a vendetta For any part of me that wanna make it hard to get set up And take away the happiness, it can be kinda pathetic But when I look at everything that's tryna give me a headache I gotta be honest, I really been the cause of it, get it 'Cause I can see a side of me you'll never see, you can tell when I'm at the breakin' point, I finally had to sit with the devil I went into hell and I asked him what the problem is yellin' He tried to get me to live with him, even called me a sinner And told me everything about me doesn't feel like a winner So why continue when he's tellin' me I might as well give up? I took a moment, thought about it, feelin' caught in the middle But got offended when he told me I would live in a kennel And I can never leave it, even if I made it to heaven He'd find a way to get me back and send a demon to get me I'm like "Woah (Woah), hold up, I don't think so" Skin and bones meet my ego How's he look? He don't eat much Let him starve, I don't feed him I just beat him, I just leave him in his womb, in a fetal Let him cry, let him yell, let him scream, I don't need him Lift off when I'm ticked off, my pitfalls I latch onto like a pit dog I sit calm with a sick thought of a sitcom of the life I live Life I live's more like a sci-fi flick I hide in, wanna watch? Dive right in My silence doesn't mean I'm dyin' Just means I'm careful with the time I spend, so (Look, look) Look what I, look what I done (Ayy) Helpin' 'em people I love (I love) My life is not what it was (No) I do whatever I must (Woo) Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy) Count on one hand who I trust (Yeah) Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy) Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy) Tech N9na, next king up Everyone knowin' that I'm a death bringer That lingua vexing ya Leavin' a regular rapper resting, bruh (Chyeah) This is what, I give it such An incredible wicked rush, a vivid gush Of poetical livid stuff to rid his gruff Said, I better go rip it rough and I lit it up The prestige I gather from people lovin' the Tech speed (Whoop) Lyrically elect me, Jet Li The beat, it got ya bobbin' until your neck bleed (Whoop) That is tellin' me "Let's feed" On the bitter the bogus the hitter will focus Deliver the doses and give a critter the dopest Spitter to flow sick and now the quitter corrosive A swig of the roguish'll give your liver cirrhosis (Chyeah) The boogie monster rappin' with NF in the hoodie Want to step into the session and fully conquer The weapon to lessen our profession go bully bonkers (Chyeah) Left in a wreck, never checkin' nor could he stomp us Take his crown Thought he was gonna make us run away in a battle with his fakish frown Shake his ground Like I'm a Mechagodzilla, I'm such a killer when I break it down (Uh) These flows are the cheat code for the weak Joes That need those Elite bros with the heat, so They can eat on the D low Off a beast yo' ego, got it vetoed (Chyea

"DRIFTING" Drifting Watchin' the world go round World go, yeah (World go round) Listening To unfamiliar feelings and unknown sounds Unknown sounds, unknown sounds Slippin' through my fingertips (Ayy), lingerin' Shoulda, woulda, coulda, where'd I put the pen? (Woah) Make a list of all my failed attempts Runnin' out of space again Highlight all the things I wish I never said (Stop) If feeling makes you stronger, I'm the weakest That would mean I would have to separate from my beliefs It's not a secret, I'm a puzzle, got a lot of missin' pieces Underneath this strong persona I put on's a kid that's screamin' Aren't these waters so deceivin'? (So deceivin') They look different, don't they? Well, at least that's how they seem to me 'Cause we just drift and drift and drift Until we see something that we define as peaceful Grab the needle, shoot reminders in my veins That people leave you while I'm driftin' Watchin' the world go round World go, yeah (World go round) Listening To unfamiliar feelings and unknown sounds Unknown sounds, unknown sounds Lots of gossip, I've been watchin' you How you're talkin' to yourself is rude Driftin' I'm in the same boat as you Sinkin', dreamin', screamin' for some truth And (My, my) escalator's broke, I'll take the stairs, I guess Climb until I'm outta breath Questioning my every step (Woah) My train of thought is leading me to different tracks Positive that where I'm at is not where I should stay and that's (Why) Told you look into the mirror and say, "I love you" Convince yourself that no one in the world would ever want to Passin' by the people that have been there to support you From the get-go, disrespectful, drive you mental Might get stressful when I'm driftin' I see you in the distance Askin' me why I'm so distant, I'm convicted I'm convinced that I predict that all my wishes on my wish list won't be heard 'Cause I'm committed to the lie that feeling safe is unrealistic When I'm driftin' Watchin' the world go round World go, yeah (World go round) Listening To unfamiliar feelings and unknown sounds Unknown sounds, unknown sounds Ignorant to my ignorance Tell me I'm worth it, God Give me the faith to rise and help me diversify To take a step forward, immersed in my belligerence, amplified The feelings and words collide Intensified by living a life deprived I'd rather be burned alive Than go back to thinkin' I'm insignificant (Insignificant) Every impotent moment debated can trigger it God is my witness definitive Holdin' my head up, there isn't an innocent bone in my body But that's what gives me the energy lacked To renovate, have to innovate, past intimidates Can't remain afraid

"LAYERS" Yeah I got layers to me I got plans, I got goals, I got tricks up my sleeve I got calls, I got deals, I got people to meet I got drive, I got soul, I got everything I got scars, I got heart, I got family to feed I got people mad I ain't who they want me to be I got people I don't know tellin' me what I need Yeah, I got loved ones sayin' that they prayin' for me I'm thankful for the prayers, I need more of those Put my hands together, bow my head and thank the Lord for Everything He's done, yeah, ain't none of us immortal So while I'm still alive I got so much to look forward to Addicted to the craft (Woah), got no time to chat (Woah) Just a little something to hold 'em over for what's next (Woah) Even when I guess (Woah), I get it correct (Woah) Question my work ethic that's a question you don't ask (No, no, no, hey!) Don't ever question if I hustle, work a double Drop a bomb on me I climb right out the rubble Not a struggle, tossin' me under the bus will get you muzzled Pop your bubble (Pop), throw your compliments right out the window So unique with this, I could flip the script and change the schedule You'd still think that it, happened how it should of keep it subtle Bunch of geniuses, put they heads together try to huddle up But still they sit, confused about how I learn to juggle, hey Toss around some concepts till I pick one Usually I don't alter my traditions Foreign to me hit 'em with the switch up I just had to get this out my system Been a handful even with a mouth full of hand soap, I still say what I want to Getting passed? No, better chance beatin' Usain Bolt in my sandals To be candid, that's like puttin' minivans in NASCAR with a grandma In the driver seat with her hands up Show goes on even after the shows over To get passed me you would have to kill me Tossin' what you want aside for longevity, ain't meant to be If it causes everything, to collapse and affects your heart heavily What's worth it and what's not? What's certain and which side will the coin flip to and land on? When you guess wrong do you stand up or stand down Even with a man down I man up well rounded Held out for the right outlet Nine houses couldn't make me feel home childish Me left see the outcome every ounce of My childhood played a role in how I Wound up with an outlook so crowded No knowledge, couldn't see through the piles of My problems, still piled up Past tense man I wish it was but I've come So far so quickly, in it for the long haul it's routine Only thing I'm cool with losing is losin' sleep And it's only cool with me if it means I get to watch my dreams Come true if I kept it brief, still you'd think it was a long story Recording half of the things I think would Take six years, prepare, 'cause the chance that you asked for Might show up at your at your door one night like, "I'm here Gonna let me in or just stare" It's clear, yeah, six ain't enough that wouldn't come close To the content between my ears My layers have got layers My layers have got layers