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"LOST" (feat. Hopsin) [NF:] Look Self-awareness, pride's a coat and yes, I like to wear it Buttoned up, don't like to let no air in With a pair of gloves, that I hope doesn't perish I discovered, though, when I get holes in 'em and I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot Just repeatin' lyrics, I can barely bear it when I'm lost Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel Aren't we all searchin' for the serum that could help us breathe and leave our state of peril? All of us have made defensive scarecrows, that we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes When they scare away the things that we should cherish 'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit that fear is that we're lost Yeah, but what does it matter? I get so combative Inside of me's a personal canvas, the paint can be splattered Get messy when I start to get rattled The heart of a savage, I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows But somethin' don't add up, I don't wanna be overdramatic But look at the data, it's obvious that humans are fragile We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out but the fact is we need someone that'll be honest when we fly off the handle I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel Keep my wits, been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle I like to row against the current, that's the way that I travel Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah I'd love to pack arenas and all But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts And put the reins on 'em, show 'em I'm the one that's the boss And pull 'em back when they get out of hand, I'm breakin' they jaws I'm takin' the flaws, that told me I could never evolve Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em, "Oh, you think you're in charge?" You oughta know better, ain't no way around it, I'm flawed The traits that I want, they say I can't afford what it cost But I, manifested this Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons, kids Take the worse and try to make the best of it 'Cause when you fail, just know it's a test and if You can learn to pick yourself back up again And train your brain to not be such a pessimist It's okay to make mistakes, just don't forget that There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost Yeah When I'm lost When I'm lost When I'm lost When I'm lost, lost [Hopsin:] Wow, these burdens are heavy And I'm hopin' it don't bury me I used to be joyful and skip so merrily But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully My mind left and it's nowhere to be found Am I a big ol' parody? 'Cause it's no fair to me And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends And if I ever take an L then they might grin And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in So when it come to anybody, there's no trust for no one Man, so what? My whole plan's to go nuts My shoulders ready for more shrugs, I'm gon' judge Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love (Hol' up) My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on Yes, that's a reward, I'm actually bored with having a sore heart It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore (Now hol' up) I was livin' so oblivious with millions, it really was a pity, huh? (A pity, huh?) It's kinda funny what a penny does, mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck) Life's got me by the neck, with a blade against it (What?) Guess I was runnin' late for the train and missed it (What?) The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance (What?) So I'ma act out like a raging misfit (What?) And every verse I lay gon' stay sadistic (Yeah) You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific (Good) You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I Yeah, manifested this Do not treat me like some adolescent kid

PRIDEFUL" Woah-oh Ooh, ooh Oh-oh, ooh Ooh Yeah Feels like I work my hardest when I'm at my lowest Even unhappy people can have happy moments Even small circles fall when the people you chose are Lookin' at you like you owe 'em that money you're grossin' Brief seconds that impacted my life, on a huge scale Weigh 'em like what's wrong and what's right Predictions I predicted often arrive Like they own a place, and suffocate the areas that I thrive Had some disagreements Business model got some cracks, that's your biggest weakness Way before I got involved, you knew that ship was sinkin' So tellin' me to dive in water you won't dip your feet in Tends to make me question you for lots of reasons Keep twistin' my words, you got some courage, I applaud you Tables, they turn, but was it worth what it cost you? Watch and observe, lot of concerns in my heart, still Angry and hurt, got what you earned bein' prideful Prideful (Yeah), prideful Takin' what you need, then blame it on me, man That's so prideful, ayy, prideful Callin' me conceited, oh, that's how you see it Well, that's so That's so shameful Guess that's what I get for bein' faithful Oh, you think I'm soulless 'cause the bank's full? Yeah, oh, you think I'm heartless 'cause I made dough? Yeah, that's so painful Didn't know what you was doin' on the down low Yeah, still you out here actin' like it's my fault Yeah, I ain't never said I was an angel, ah no I know myself enough to know what I need Showed your true colors, I don't like what I see Story keeps changin', I know what that means Know what that means, I know what that means How'd you go from bein' that somebody I believed Into bein' someone doubtin' me behind the scenes? Can't forgive a sorry that I ain't ever received I mean least you coulda done was gave me an apology But you're so Prideful (Yeah), prideful Takin' what you need, then blame it on me, man That's so (That's so), prideful, ayy, prideful Callin' me conceited, oh, that's how you see it Well, that's so (That's so, that's so) (Callin' me conceited, oh, that's how you see it) (That's so, that's so) (Callin' me conceited, oh, that's how you see it) (That's so, that's so) Woah-oh Ooh, ooh Oh-oh, ooh Ooh

w he knows I know Embarrassed, he stands above me and says "Sorry, Erin, but I don't have a choice," he holds the barrel up To my head I scream "You can't be serious" He shakes his head and says "I'm sorry," then the gun Get down, get on the ground Cashier yells to ask if I'm ok he's dialing 911 I run over to him grab his phone and try to help him up 911, what's your emergency? There's been a robbery the cashier was shot he needs an ambulance He looks kind of pale, I think he might of lost a lot of blood (Okay, help is on the way Has anybody else been injured?) Yeah, the robbers there were two of em (Can you tell me their condition Are they still alive?) Well, I'm not really sure but they don't look so good I'm pretty sure they're dead Yeah, I think they're dead (Alright take a deep breath Everything's going to be okay You're going to be alright)

"STORY" Woke up in a bad place Should probably get up so I'm not late Stared at my phone for the past 8 Minutes at nothing my head aches Bottle's empty by the lampshade I'm out of Excedrin again great Too early to tell but at this rate I'm thinking this might be a bad day I walk out the bedroom my roommate's Asleep on the couch with her twofaced Boyfriend who lives here but don't pay A penny for rent but he still stays She says he's broke I'm like "No way" Probably sells drugs but she won't say Told me he dabbles in real estate I mean I don't believe it but ok Ok, pull out the driveway Notice my gas tank's On E again well of course it is Guess I probably should stop at the gas station So I take a right pull up to the pump while it's pumpin' I look at my ashtray Then remember I need to get cigarettes Anything to help my mind state So I park and walk inside wait? I should probably Get something to drink and eat I guess So I find and grab a couple bags of chips Where's the candy aisle? Oh yeah here it is Which one should I get? Should I grab the Starburst or... change it up and maybe grab the Twix Mmmm Grab the Starburst Then I started walkin' as I pass the garbage and I reach the fridge I hear someone yelling at the front... Of the store Probably just a homeless guy getting bored Probably just a customer whose card didn't work And now he wants to start a war Man I can't afford to Keep buying energy drinks every day I shut the door then Turn around And as I'm heading towards the counter with my drink I hear "Hey open up the drawer!" Crouching on the floor Peak around the aisle Gun is on the fore- head of the man that's behind the counter Now my heart is poundin' and I'm praying to the Lord I don't die today I can't die today I got things to do Trying not to shake Plotting my escape Where's my cell phone at Left it in my car? Icing on the cake I start crawling I can hear em yelling "I want every penny I want every dime" Yeah "Once you finish with the cash open up the back throw some cigarettes inside" Yeah "Which ones do you want Which ones do you want" "I'm not picky give me any kind Give me all of em! Yeah just toss em in Keep it moving though I'm running low on time... An I'd advise ya To move a little quicker Trust me, I don't wanna have to pull the trigger I've done it before it's not a pretty picture What you don't believe me? I'm just playin with ya Well, no I'm not (no I'm not) Just do what I say cause if you even think of Tryin' to pull a fast one on me promise you'll be sorry Oh, my driver's calling, I can't miss my pick up" That's when I did something stupid And my jacket knocked over a can of soup and then It got quiet did he hear me moving shh Hold my breath he must of heard me do it huh? I'm assuming the Noise must of made em turn his head enough To let the guy that was At gunpoint grab his own gun now they both Got weapons maybe I should help him Sneak up slow and deck him Time to go time to go time to go It's goin' be a bloody miracle Now or never, God, if I had any blessings coming In my future could you send them to my present Peak around the edge then I start running at him He don't see me coming does he steppin' Closer grab his neck and hold em Squeezing on his throat I'm tryin' to choke em then his elbow hits my nose an Think he broke it I think he broke it my Blood is leaking all over my clothes I tried Not to let go But my hands begin to slip and bullets start to fly (Shot shot shot) Can't see out my eyes Cashier still alive? I can't tell I'm tryin' to crawl away here comes another guy He runs inside, like "Where's the money? Did you get the money? Where's the bag you brought" Hey "I don't know, I think it's still behind the counter Prolly by the cashier I just shot" Hey "Who's this on the floor? Who's this on floor?" "I don't know" "Well did they call the cops?" He runs up to me then he grabs my shoulder As he flips me over then my jaw it drops cause I thought his voice sounded real familiar he's Got a mask on but the shirt he's wearing Is the same one he had on this morning Staring in my eyes, I kno

lions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you

JUST LIKE YOU" Just in case my car goes off the highway Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you It's strange the way the mind can wander But also stop to gossip And chat with memories that you and me aren't really fond of Maybe you're out to find love Maybe you lost who you was Maybe you're just like me and feel the need to stay in your rut 'Cause if you left it You might feel like you're no longer you It's so impressive The way the mind can play with the truth It's interestin' That nobody can walk in your shoes But still relate and feel the same so in a way, guess we do You ever think about what it would be like If the clouds were gone and you could see light If the door was open would you take flight Or just close the curtains up and stay inside Take a walk with me, take a risk with me I'm scared too and it gets so tempting When you're so empty, to disown everything you hold Dearly, when you know Clearly, You've been so Buried, in your own Fairy Tale, the soul's tearing bunch of holes in me, I relate to it But in case you been thinking no one does Here's a great theory Throw a Hail Mary Let ya' mind fly To the sunrise Could be so scary Make your faith vary Feel the pain glaring But the weight carried Ain't in vain hear me (Hear me) Just in case my car goes off the highway Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you So often I feel desperate I think my heart's infected How about yours? How about yours? How about yours? I guess if You feel the best when Your life is hectic You might be destined To stay defective So join the club, it ain't that hard to get in It's hard to leave though Look at the guest list I bet that Your name is on it, don't believe me? Check it See dead ends In life we come to tend to raise some questions Suggestion Know that your feelings might give wrong directions Infested Yeah, with the feeling of failure Let it take over your body it makes ya' Question the life that you have situations You might have enjoyed, become nothing but dated Old and forgotten but what would you say if I told you that there was some hope we could make it? I know what you're thinkin', I'm thinkin' it too Could you really improve and be something worth savin'? See, I could pretend like I have all the answers But none of us do, it's the reason we battle Convincing yourself that you don't really matters Like feeding a cancer and letting it travel To every part of you but what if we did The unthinkable and cancel our trips? What's achievable depends on the risk So pick up your chin and listen to this Just in case my car goes off the highway Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you Just like you, like you Yeah Everybody falls sometimes Just remember that that's alright, it's the Rainy days that give us love for the Sun And if it isn't, I guess I'll be fine believin' it does, oh yeah Everybody falls sometimes Just remember that that's alright, it's the Lows in life that make you cherish the highs And if isn't, I guess I'll be fine believin' a lie, ay Just in case my car goes off the highway Or the plane that I get on decides that it's my last day I want you to know when you're alone and you feel afraid You're not the only person in the world that isn't okay There's mil

That's a, that's a joke (Joke) Funny, yeah, that's a joke (Joke) That's a, that's a joke (Joke) Funny, woo, that's a joke (Joke) That's a, that's a joke (Joke) Funny, ayy, that's a joke That's a joke (Haha)

THAT'S A JOKE" I'm not on your radar? Then your radar is broke Don't blame me for the way y'alls jokes Fall flat, get your mouth slapped-ain't no hoax I get an inkling, they picked me for the weak link I'm gonna have to pose A question for the ones that don't accept that I been exceptional 'Cause the moment I get involved, is the moment a song takes off So how could you think I wouldn't last long in a game that I was made to play? What do y'all take me for? Rest assured When I do come back to tour, it'll be Christmas mor- Ning in a way 'cause I'ma wake up with a present so big, they'll jump for joy Yeah, let it be known I'm better when I'm outta control I can not be the butt of a joke I'm cutting in the front of you posers talkin' like you really a pro When you ain't even part of the convo Nothin' but an amateur, I'll slow down when I want it colossal Only way to put it if I chose I could be bigger, maybe consider it a bit of it was helpin' you all To comprehend, you condescend (You're gone) Incompetent, the consequences (Are) Hard to miss, it's common sense (I'm on) One, so wrap your head around it (Or) I might have to get up off the porch Show you how it's done, I got the form Power trippin' on me, get destroyed Pull the plug, I'm rollin' up your cord Fool me once-shame on you Fool me twice-shame on you Fool me three times, hold up, rewind That's not even possible Me, I keep it honorable Who's your favorite? Let me know Tally up, count the votes Wasn't me? That's a joke Yeah, ayy, that's a joke That's a, that's a joke Funny, yeah, that's a joke That's a, that's a joke Funny, woo, that's a joke That's a, that's a joke Funny, ayy, that's a joke That's a joke (Haha) Yeah, I took a minute now, I'm at the better end of all of it The day I wanna quit'll be a bitter one to swallow 'Cause I meant it when I said I wasn't really into audibles I guess you gotta call 'em when your odds are at the bottom And it's stackin' up against you, it's a pity, but they gotta give a nod to me I'm runnin' with the best, I been the kind to make a profit Off of everything that you told me was impossible So why would you continue with the narrative And not admit I'm someone incredible, look of a general Hit 'em with the end of shovel, they wanna forget it I put 'em on the ground and I get up and open the pit of my stomach To remind 'em again I'm a whole different animal Whatever the case, I'ma get it, I'm in it, no doubt, I would give it Everything if I gotta, but not if the commas Are pushin' me to run with the common, the jokin' aside If you took away the dummies and bias, you'll notice that I'm insane (Insane) Improved a lot, but I still feel It's hard to keep my lid from poppin' off, but I prevail How you gonna skip over the details And tell me to be focused? Hold that thought Don't tell me you mean well if you don't mean well I call the shots, but don't need my hand held When it comes to makin' records Who you know that does that better? The way I connect letters You'd think that the alphabet was made by me When it comes to storytellin', I'm great at it Tune in or get tuned out, my face got redder 'Cause I'm embarrassed for the ones unaware of my work What, did I stutter? Known to be cordial But those that think that never seen me in a war zone My delivery gets better every time I spit I don't keep my sword low Tell me why would I do that? Doesn't make sense when you're in a game this cutthroat If you wanna maintain control, then you gotta keep up If you can't handle the workload Somebody else will How could you call me unskilled? That's like lookin' at Mount Everest and then calling it a small hill Not at all thrilled, I'm in awe still Tryin' not to laugh, but it just spills Out sometimes, I been writin' chill Just chew on this 'til the record's built, okay! Fool me once-shame on you Fool me twice-shame on you (On you) Fool me three times, hold up, rewind That's not even possible Me, I keep it honorable (Okay) Who's your favorite? Let me know (Lemme know) Tally up, count the votes Wasn't me? That's a joke Yeah, ayy, that's a joke (Joke)

CLOUDS" (sduolc eht ni s'daeH) Calmly feel myself evolving Appalling, so much I'm not divulging Been stalling, I think I hear applauding, they're calling Mixtapes aren't my thing, but it's been awfully exhausting Hanging onto songs this long is daunting (Yeah) Which caused me to have to make a call I thought was ballsy Resulting in what you see today, proceed indulging As always, the one-trick pony's here, so quit your sulking Born efficient, got ambition, sorta vicious, yup, that's me Not artistic, unrealistic, chauvinistic, not those things Go the distance, so prolific, posts are cryptic, move swiftly Unsubmissive, the king of mischief The golden ticket, rare sight to see I stay committed, embrace the rigid I'm playful with it, yeah, basically Too great to mimic, you hate, you're bitter No favoritism, that's fine with me Create the riddles, portrayed uncivil Unsafe a little, oh, yes, indeed It's plain and simple, I'm far from brittle Unbreakable, you following? I'm Bruce Willis in a train wreck I'm like trading in your car for a new jack I'm like having a boss getting upset 'Cause you asked him for less on your paycheck I'm like doing headstands with a broke neck I'm like watching your kid take his first steps I'm like saying Bill Gates couldn't pay rent 'Cause he's too broke, where am I going with this? Unbelievable, yes, yes, inconceivable See myself as fairly reasonable But at times I can be stubborn, so If I have to I will rock the boat I don't tend to take the easy road That's just not the way I like to roll What you think's probably unfeasible I've done already a hundred fold, a hundred fold It's probable that I might press the envelope Ideas so astronomical Sometimes I find them comical Yeah, incomparable, replay value phenomenal Beat selection remarkable, slowing me down, impossible I don't rock no Rollies I don't hang around no phonies (No) I don't really got no trophies I don't know why God chose me (I don't know) Got something in the cup, ain't codeine (Never) Change my style, they told me Now they come around like, "Homie" Man, y'all better back up slowly, back up slowly Woo, who are you kidding? How could you doubt me? I've always delivered Ripping the teeth out of the back of my mouth's The closest you get to my wisdom See my initial thought was to wait But what can I say? I had to come visit Check on you guys, you doin' alright? Your year really sucked? Yeah, that's what I figured They cover they heads up whenever I drop Shake the whole industry, put 'em in shock Come out the clouds like a meteor rock Then land on the earth like "Ready or not?" Ain't no one like me, the cream of the crop Don't even front, better give me some props I pick up your body and throw it a block Okay, I admit it, that's over the top, not Deer in the headlights looks every time I step my foot on the ground I get mistook for a lame with no weight to his name Ground just shook, let's not beat around the bush Even my B-sides throw 'em off like how's he do it? Some say I'm a great influence I don't know about that, but I did do the best I could "Hollywood, Hollywood Hope Nate doesn't go Hollywood" You think that, you don't know me good You think that, you don't know me good "Hollywood, Hollywood Hope Nate doesn't go Hollywood" You think that, you don't know me good You think that, you don't know me I always advance, say how I feel, you know where I stand Raising the bar, I gotta expand Top of the charts, I'm setting up camp Pound in my stakes, I put up my tent Shoot for the stars, they fall in my hand Stick to my guns, I don't even flinch Can push all you want, ain't movin' an inch I rarely miss, you know I'm relentless Ain't got a choice, no way to prevent it Just who I am, and I don't regret it See what I want and then I go get it Followed my gut, I'm happy I did it Beat all the odds, I ain't got no limits Cannot be stopped, you paying attention? I ain't gotta say it, they know where my head is They know where my head is

I ain't never said I was an angel, 

Takin' what you need, then blame it on me, man That's so prideful, 

Even unhappy people can have happy moments

I wish I have that just sleep

Do you know how amazing is you can just lay down on your bed fall too sleep