Hakseng’s notes

Planning my trip and getting prepared for my upcoming projects, hence, I decided to deactivate my account on Instagram and most probably I will be off here too. Although, I wanted to be more active with all of you. Also, I received a message that I looked tired and pretended to say I was good. Honestly, it was somehow the most offensive message I ever received. Who am I to lie to people when Allah SWT sees my actions and intentions? Almighty knows it for sure I have nothing to show off to people at all. However, if I give such a vibe, better if I stop my activity for a week or so to be more focused, let's see what happens InShaAllah. I decide very fast and spontaneously. See you soon guys!❤️

People are used to seeing me smiling all the time that today when I was observing the beautiful view by mulling over and sorting my thoughts came to ask me if I was feeling good or not.😆😂 Actually, I am too smiling and too serious a person without any balance.🤣

Not sure why it gets difficult to sleep even if I am tired. Sometimes I feel like I am too young to think about all of the problems of the world and Akhira. My mind works non-stop, my imagination, my plans. I sacrifice my sleeping hours for the projects I want to launch. I won’t leave this world with projects but it strives me to live for the best and leave something good after me. Specifically, knowledge. One of my friends has recently shared a post that she considers her as a unique personality and I admit. All the bullet points and qualifications she wrote matches somehow mine too but it gets difficult with 191929 thoughts 24/7. How to deal with overthinking and being super active? My mom says I was super energetic since my childhood, I used to love walking and travelling. By the way, the GREAT NEWS I had is related to one more upcoming trip I waited for SO LONG! InShaAllah will share soon and I am SOOOOO EXCITEEED!😭