Hakseng’s notes

Planning my trip and getting prepared for my upcoming projects, hence, I decided to deactivate my account on Instagram and most probably I will be off here too. Although, I wanted to be more active with all of you. Also, I received a message that I looked tired and pretended to say I was good. Honestly, it was somehow the most offensive message I ever received. Who am I to lie to people when Allah SWT sees my actions and intentions? Almighty knows it for sure I have nothing to show off to people at all. However, if I give such a vibe, better if I stop my activity for a week or so to be more focused, let's see what happens InShaAllah. I decide very fast and spontaneously. See you soon guys!❤️

People are used to seeing me smiling all the time that today when I was observing the beautiful view by mulling over and sorting my thoughts came to ask me if I was feeling good or not.😆😂 Actually, I am too smiling and too serious a person without any balance.🤣

Not sure why it gets difficult to sleep even if I am tired. Sometimes I feel like I am too young to think about all of the problems of the world and Akhira. My mind works non-stop, my imagination, my plans. I sacrifice my sleeping hours for the projects I want to launch. I won’t leave this world with projects but it strives me to live for the best and leave something good after me. Specifically, knowledge. One of my friends has recently shared a post that she considers her as a unique personality and I admit. All the bullet points and qualifications she wrote matches somehow mine too but it gets difficult with 191929 thoughts 24/7. How to deal with overthinking and being super active? My mom says I was super energetic since my childhood, I used to love walking and travelling. By the way, the GREAT NEWS I had is related to one more upcoming trip I waited for SO LONG! InShaAllah will share soon and I am SOOOOO EXCITEEED!😭

Can I please leave it here?🤍

Love such clients who appreciate the timing of the freelancers. Just to hire for a position he is paying because it is taking my time and if I am not a suitable candidate, still I will get paid for the time allocated to meet. 🙌🏻 When Allah takes you, He gives you the best!🤍

Yesterday closed a contract with a client who was the first irresponsible ever! In the middle of my contract, when all tasks were completed, he rejected my payment. I am not shy at all to tell this to hundreds of people here. So here is the conclusion: -if the client is replying to you slowly -doesn’t have a clear project task -requires you many tasks on the same day -tells you he will offer a lot RUN! Such clients will always disappoint you! Make sure you have good communication with a client. Don’t repeat the same mistake as me. However, the client had a 5.0 review and had 1 job completed. So, reviews are not always reliable. Hope it helps!

Having talked to one of my students while freelance mentorship, I realized that sometimes you feel like you are not doing enough just like others are doing quite a lot. But in the end, you just don’t see how you look at others, what others think about you. For someone, you are a role model or motivator. Don’t underestimate yourself!🤍

If you need vitamin 🌊

It has been a long time since I met the kindest Turkish people ever. I mean they all are so kind but nowadays so many people hate foreigners. Alhamdulillah such people who love and apologize on behalf of others because of the recent discrimination. They all were so smiling and one of the women there looked like my mom, really loved her.🥹🥰 Everyone is coming and complimenting me that I have such a different energy, literally 3-4 days ago another stranger woman told me the same. People told me that I really smile beautifully. I needed to give 10 tl for the entrance and another 10 to the taxi driver they both refused. And so many other memorable moments when people totally forgot this money relationship. You know 1 word but I am devoting a whole post to it. Be a little kind and feel the kindness. Can’t thank enough Allah for making me meet always and always loveliest people. P.S. sharing you photos from the trip and I have BIG NEWS FROM THE TRIP. I CAN’T GET EXCITED BECAUSE I REALLY HAVE THE BIGGEST BELIEVE ME! Will share soon InShaAllah. 🥰

Did you know that Izmir is the most unreligious part of Turkiye? Came to visit Izmir and can’t imagine how it’s surprising me. It’s really like reeeeallly beautiful like Karadeniz.😍 However, drinking people never stop you to amazed. We were brought to wine factories and shops. We can’t be surprised enough. It is not JUDGING but it is just my SHOCK. Pious people are willingly drinking and offering to others but here we as Muslims should remember that it has alcohol inside and not allowed to drink. Haram is haram. It is not only related to Alcohol just my example from our today’s experience. I think it may not be popular now in our country but can be the same after a while. My responsibility is to remind young girls/boys. Will do my best to share about Izmir. Have a good weekend everyone!🤍