ππͺπ’πππ«πππ€βοΈ
Open in Telegram
numbivagant; (Adj.) Moving among cloudsπ«π« * βοΈ * . * * π§. β’ π β’ . . β’ . . *
Show more1 468
Subscribers
+124 hours
-17 days
+230 days
Data loading in progress...
Similar Channels
Incoming and Outgoing Mentions
---
---
---
---
---
---
Attracting Subscribers
September '26
September '26
+11
in 0 channels
August '26
+43
in 1 channels
Get PRO
July '26
+41
in 0 channels
Get PRO
June '26
+34
in 0 channels
Get PRO
May '26
+18
in 1 channels
Get PRO
April '26
+2
in 0 channels
Get PRO
March '26
+2
in 0 channels
Get PRO
February '260
in 0 channels
Get PRO
January '26
+6
in 0 channels
Get PRO
December '25
+13
in 0 channels
Get PRO
November '25
+19
in 0 channels
Get PRO
October '25
+15
in 0 channels
Get PRO
September '25
+9
in 0 channels
Get PRO
August '25
+10
in 0 channels
Get PRO
July '25
+17
in 0 channels
Get PRO
June '25
+23
in 1 channels
Get PRO
May '25
+11
in 0 channels
Get PRO
April '25
+13
in 2 channels
Get PRO
March '25
+31
in 2 channels
Get PRO
February '25
+16
in 2 channels
Get PRO
January '25
+59
in 4 channels
Get PRO
December '24
+56
in 6 channels
Get PRO
November '24
+41
in 2 channels
Get PRO
October '24
+32
in 1 channels
Get PRO
September '24
+17
in 2 channels
Get PRO
August '24
+51
in 3 channels
Get PRO
July '24
+60
in 3 channels
Get PRO
June '24
+47
in 0 channels
Get PRO
May '24
+43
in 5 channels
Get PRO
April '24
+66
in 4 channels
Get PRO
March '24
+68
in 3 channels
Get PRO
February '24
+78
in 5 channels
Get PRO
January '24
+121
in 3 channels
Get PRO
December '23
+92
in 4 channels
Get PRO
November '23
+32
in 7 channels
Get PRO
October '23
+50
in 5 channels
Get PRO
September '23
+9
in 0 channels
Get PRO
August '23
+7
in 0 channels
Get PRO
July '23
+3
in 0 channels
Get PRO
June '23
+2
in 0 channels
Get PRO
May '23
+8
in 0 channels
Get PRO
April '23
+8
in 0 channels
Get PRO
March '23
+30
in 0 channels
Get PRO
February '23
+17
in 0 channels
Get PRO
January '23
+38
in 0 channels
Get PRO
December '22
+2
in 0 channels
Get PRO
November '22
+7
in 0 channels
Get PRO
October '22
+16
in 0 channels
Get PRO
September '22
+15
in 0 channels
Get PRO
August '22
+30
in 0 channels
Get PRO
July '22
+70
in 0 channels
Get PRO
June '22
+14
in 0 channels
Get PRO
May '22
+47
in 0 channels
Get PRO
April '22
+34
in 0 channels
Get PRO
March '22
+62
in 0 channels
Get PRO
February '22
+75
in 0 channels
Get PRO
January '22
+153
in 0 channels
Get PRO
December '21
+199
in 0 channels
Get PRO
November '21
+192
in 0 channels
Get PRO
October '21
+247
in 0 channels
Get PRO
September '21
+186
in 0 channels
Get PRO
August '21
+214
in 0 channels
Get PRO
July '21
+298
in 0 channels
Get PRO
June '21
+416
in 0 channels
Get PRO
May '21
+276
in 0 channels
Get PRO
April '21
+264
in 0 channels
Get PRO
March '21
+234
in 0 channels
Get PRO
February '21
+140
in 0 channels
Get PRO
January '21
+177
in 0 channels
Get PRO
December '20
+1 408
in 0 channels
| Date | Subscriber Growth | Mentions | Channels | |
| 08 September | +1 | |||
| 07 September | +2 | |||
| 06 September | 0 | |||
| 05 September | +1 | |||
| 04 September | 0 | |||
| 03 September | +5 | |||
| 02 September | 0 | |||
| 01 September | +2 |
Channel Posts
| 2 |  Iβm not lazy, just unmotivated and life hasnβt felt right in so long, and I donβt know what I want to do with my life. I have no interests or passions, or the things Iβm passionate about arenβt good careers, and Iβm just stuck in a really weird place I canβt get out of. | 61 |
| 3 | I once read a quote that stayed with me:
βNo matter how many people love you, some pain can only be lived through by you.β
People can sit beside you.
They can hold your hand.
They can listen, comfort you, and remind you that youβre not alone.
But there are certain battles no one can enter for you.
Some grief has to pass through your own heart.
Some wounds require your own healing.
Some nights require you to find your own strength.
Support matters. Love matters. Having people beside you matters.
But eventually, there are parts of life where you have to walk through the darkness yourself.
And somewhere along that lonely road, you discover a strength you never knew you had. | 58 |
| 4 | Waiting_for_Love-Avicii-6451776.flac | 72 |
| 5 | 2 - Bruno Mars - Locked Out Of Heaven.mp3 | 74 |
| 6 | Some days, nothing is technically wrong, but everything still feels heavy.
You answer messages, finish what needs to be done, and smile when someone speaks to you. From the outside, you look fine.
But inside, you're using almost all your energy just to keep going.
If today feels like that, don't force yourself to explain it. You don't need a dramatic reason to be tired. Sometimes your heart has simply been carrying more than you've admitted.
Do what you can. Leave the rest.
Tomorrow is allowed to meet a softer version of you. | 74 |
| 7 | People who are truly exhausted often donβt even realize theyβre tired. Their body and mind switch into survival mode, numbing the feeling of fatigue. Showing weakness can feel risky, so they keep pretending theyβre fine.
βIβve been feeling irritable lately.β
βI tear up over the smallest things.β
βNothing feels enjoyable anymore.β
Even when these warning signs appear, they tell themselves, βI canβt complain about something this minor,β or βI can still keep going,β and push forward.
Before they know it, theyβve lost their appetite but brush it off as βIβm just busy.β On their days off, they canβt get out of bed or get anything done, yet they blame themselves, thinking, βIβm just being lazy.β
In reality, their body has already gone past its limits, but their mind keeps pushing: βI have to do more.β
The hardest part is that the closer people get to their breaking point, the more they insist, βIβm fine.β No matter what you say, theyβll reply, βIβm okay,β and shut down any chance of asking for help.
If βIβm fineβ is becoming your go-to phrase, take it as a sign β youβre more exhausted than you think.. | 71 |
| 8 |  Surviving a Suiπdal crisis is a major accomplishment. We donβt have a bell to ring. The people who didnβt want to hear that we were struggling donβt always care to hear that we survived. There arenβt going to be parties thrown in our honor. However, none of that should keep us from celebrating. | 69 |
| 9 |  Is this supposed to be funny? | 82 |
| 10 |  UNSEEN CHAINS
Acrylic on Canvas β 50 Γ 60
By Yonathan Hawash
βSome feelings are never spoken. They stay buried within us, becoming invisible chains that only we can feel.β
Unseen Chains represents the emotions, pain, memories, and struggles that people carry silently inside. The figure is surrounded by darkness and a powerful red circle, symbolizing intense emotions that are difficult to escape. The prison bars within the body represent an inner prisonβnot one built by someone else, but one created by feelings we keep locked away.*
The hands holding the bars symbolize the desire to break free, while the embrace around the body represents how we sometimes hold onto the very emotions that hurt us. The painting is about the original feeling kept insideβthe things we never say, never show, but continue to carry.
βThe heaviest prison is the one we carry within.β | 117 |
| 11 |  If you ever start missing me, remember this:
I wasnβt the one who walked away.
I held on for as long as I could.
I kept reaching for you, even when I was exhausted.
I fought for us until I had almost nothing left to give.
But eventually, I had to accept that you were the one choosing to let me go.
So if my absence ever hurts, donβt remember me as the person who left.
Remember me as the person who tried to stay until staying was no longer possible.
Sometimes, we donβt lose people because they stopped loving us.
We lose them because we gave them too many reasons to stop fighting for us. | 109 |
| 12 | I thought I was handling everything just fine.
But then I noticed I was getting quieter.
Talking less about how I felt.
Spending more time alone.
And even a conversation lasting longer than an hour started to feel exhausting.
Sometimes, we donβt realize how overwhelmed weβve become because weβre still functioning.
We still wake up.
We still smile.
We still say, βIβm fine.β
But slowly, we begin withdrawing from the world.
Not every struggle looks like falling apart.
Sometimes, it looks like becoming quieter and quieter while trying to convince yourself youβre okay. | 94 |
| 13 | one of the best things i ever decided to do was stop telling people whats going on in my life. | 89 |
| 14 |  No text... | 92 |
| 15 | No text... | 105 |
| 16 |  When I say everything feels so heavy and I canβt breathe, this is exactly what it feels like. | 102 |
| 17 | Everything can look right and still not feel like home.
Life can be quiet.
The surroundings can be familiar.
The sun can be shining, and everything can seem exactly where it belongs.
Yet somewhere deep inside, you still feel homesick for a place you canβt name.
Maybe βhomeβ isnβt always where you live.
Maybe itβs a feeling.
A person.
A version of yourself you miss.
Or simply a place where your soul can finally exhale.
Sometimes, the hardest kind of longing is being home⦠and still wanting to go home. | 110 |
| 18 | capleton-who-dem.m4a | 101 |
| 19 | One Rebublic and Timbaland β Apologies.mp3 | 105 |
| 20 | Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown - No Air.mp3 | 105 |
