Pleasure diary

Looking forward to facilitating at the TEMPLE OF GODX FESTIVAL 🌷 Helsinki, 28.08-30.08 https://www.centerforeverything.com/now/temple-of-godx-festival My offers: ‘HOW TO USE ME’ laboratory 🤟🟣 Create a kinky manual about yourself This laboratory is a space to reflect on and explore your desires, boundaries, and the unique sensitivity of your body — and turn what you discover into your own personal booklet. We’ll write and draw in cute, pocket-size booklets that you can keep for yourself or give to someone. You can come and go during the session. 🪷Flower Bondage🪷 Flower bondage is bondage without ropes — instead using flowers. Imagine people holding stems and branches between their fingers, hands, bodies. Nothing should fall. You may find yourself in a creative space, discovering new ways to interact with the body. Or experience yourself as a sculpture, an art object, fully focused on a simple task. The play can be fun, challenging, meditative, artistic. This is a playground to experiment with flowers in a sensual, kinky way. 🎈Creative Speed Dating🎈 This is an invitation to meet new people through short, playful experiences. Instead of classic speed dating, we create a space for silly, thoughtful, and connecting exercises in pairs or trios. Some activities involve talking, others movement, creativity, or consensual touch. You are always free to join, pause, skip, or adapt anything so it feels comfortable for you. Come with curiosity and find new connections! You can come and go during this session. Hope to see you there! 🤗🤗🤗

Just checkin’ if i still remember how to perform femininity 🌷🫦

Hi dears! There’s an interesting thing happening in Berlin: https://gruppegorgone.de/fight-or-flight-sex There’s ongoing exhibition, workshops and performances, only FLINTA artists show different perspectives on sex I will be there on 18.07. at 14:00 – 18:00, playing and holding space for S+ Playfight Experience together with other amazing people STUDIO1 | KUNSTQUARTIER BETHANIEN MARIANNENPLATZ 2 | 10967 BERLIN Come, join us, and let’s playfight!🤗🙃

Check out this instrument to plan your sexy date, it’s kinda cool 👀🔥 https://playmood.lovable.app

A few sunsets that took my breath away. I captured these over the last few years 😍 I’m absolutely amazed by how beautiful nature can be Do you have some awesome sunsets to share? Please do!

Ah, dears! I want to share a topic I’m working on right now. I call it: Contact Thai After my trainings in Thai massage and several years of contact improvisation, I feel inspired to combine, mix, fuse these two practices. I have a theory: when we dance CI, we often share responsibility 50/50. When we give or receive a massage using classical techniques, one person often has 100% responsibility, while the other often has 0%. I’d like to experiment and shift this dynamic. As a massage therapist, I am used to touching passive humans on the massage table/mat; and I love when my clients move their bodies during the session – so I can follow their impulses. As a dancer, I am used to interecting with active movers. I also love to rest during the dance and do “nothing”, when another person moves-massages me; as well i enjoy moving another relaxed body. I want to research how we can mix bodywork/massage with dance; find a flow in exchange of leading and following, in active and passive, in giving and receiving – and enjoy all the spaces in between. Yuriy and I had our first Contact Thai laboratory yesterday, and we’re planning to do it again ^^ and explore it with more people Does this sound interesting? Please contact me @Natalia_Kuzmina :) Especially if you practice both CI and Thai massage. Hugs 🤗

– I used to dance a lot, but now, when I’m almost 70, my body cannot move that easily anymore. And still, I enjoy being in spaces with young and free people, and offer emotional support for them. Such events give me hope that the world can be a better place, — said Margit. We had this talk on our way to Love Riot – a sex-positive festival in West Germany. This conversation was refreshing for me. Because sometimes, when I am swimming in self-doubts and perfectionism, I forget that there will be a moment when my body simply won’t be able to do certain things anymore. This is a good reminder to actually DO what feels exciting (and maybe scary) For me, for example, it is facilitating kinky workshops and perform naked on stage. I did it at the festival! Love Riot is special to me, because it was the first time when I was invited as a facilitator and a performer, so I could share my ideas and approach to pleasure, touch and movement. It was a beautiful place with like-minded people. I felt happy to be part of it. I remember warm bodies jumping and twerking in shared spaces, tears and laughter in a big sharing circle every morning, my personal “salmon play” in the cold river, sometimes feeling alienated, sometimes feeling connected to the group, and a small “Thai and tie” experiment — where my new friend combined Thai massage with rope bondage. I enjoyed playful encounters, felt lost, felt found… and did a great job with my offerings 👍 And now, on my way back to Berlin, my thoughts return to the conversation with Margit. These questions come up in my mind: What else I find exciting and scary? Which topics and activities I find meaningful to myself now? It is my dream and vision to cultivate and expand conscious sex-positive ideas. I want to nurture the community and grow within it, bring playfulness and creativity into body-related practices, create unique workshops, performances, facilitate in different languages. Now i have more ideas and – what’s more important – i feel courage to do it 💪 What about you — do you have ideas or wishes that feel both exciting and scary, where you sometimes feel not good enough? I’d love to hear about it. Maybe we can support each other 🫶🏻

My shibari journey has been such a rollercoaster! I didn’t like the feeling of ropes on my body when I tried them for the first time. The second time, I felt like a netted sausage in ropes and didn’t find it aesthetically pleasing, to say the least. Things changed when I found an emotional connection to rope in Kharkiv with my partner Sergiy, who is a rigger — about 5 years ago. Suddenly, ropes became an instrument for different sensations and feelings: pleasure, pain, excitement, helplessness, letting go, arousal, fun, relaxation, safety… I enjoyed being in ropes. I tried tying too, but my brain refused to remember the basic knots. Ah, I was angry, I cried, I tried again — zero result. So I gave up. But some time later, I took rope into my hands again — and somehow the knowledge of the basic knots was already there! I moved to Berlin and, highly motivated, started attending different shibari workshops. Again, I couldn’t repeat anything. For a few years, I lost interest in both tying and being tied; my attention moved away from shibari toward massages, playfights, dance… Recently, a friend asked if I could tie her, and I felt courageous enough to try. Suddenly, I was already making different rope patterns on her body and doing half-suspension 😱 Yesterday I surprised myself again. I watched a chest harness tutorial with friends, and Nadja and I decided to try it out in suspension — it turned into a whole session with transitions in the air! I don’t know where this confidence came from, but it felt so easy to do. I’m feeling really happy after yesterday’s spontaneous tying session ^^ I’m also grateful to Nadja for her trust, curiosity, and openness to explore and experiment together 🐱🧡🧡 It’s so interesting how sometimes the body needs time to learn and process new things. What’s your relationship with ropes? Have you experienced something similar in your own rope journey? 🪢 Please share 🙃

🤩🤩 🤩🤩 We went flower hunting 🌸💜 Thank you for this playful evening we created together, Sandra 🫶🏻 Insta: @sandra.tamko Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/

Do you love fruit altars as much as I do? 🍓🫐 These are some juicy tables I prepared for Spielwiese events. Every time it’s a pleasure to be a responsible Fruit Royalty👑 I’m really struggling with cooking sometimes — but decorating is pure joy ^^ The next fruit altar I’m creating will be at Spielwiese • Conscious Temple on July 13, hosted by my dear friends Till and Shirka 🥰 Hope to see you there! Check out the details👇 (Till and Shirka organize different sex-positive events in Berlin, Vienna & Zurich and a 4 days retreat in October!): https://t.me/TillTailorShirka ANNNND this time besides the fruit magic I’ll also be offering short Thai Massage sessions during the event on June 13th💆🦶Talk to me if you want to try ^^ @Natalia_Kuzmina

Hiii 🫶🏻 Do you still have some free space in your calendar for the festival? I will facilitate and perform at LOVE RYOT – body & intimacy festival (June 18-21, close to Cologne). Check it out! spoo.me/loveryot What will I be offering? KINKY MASSAGE Grounding, gentle, rough, teasing, scratchy, stingy… the touch can be so many things. In this workshop we will explore different ways of consensual touch: from feather-like and whisper massage to intense pressure points and playful body movement. LIQUID SELF-LOVE RITUAL (performance) It is a story of Natasha’s connection with their own naked body, movement, and pleasure — sensual, intimate, and deeply personal. This ritual is a blend of oily Lomi Lomi-inspired self-massage, improvisational dance, and authentic movement on the massage table. CREATIVE SPEED DATING It is an invitation to meet new people through short, playful experiences. Instead of classic speed dating, we create a space for silly, thoughtful, and connecting exercises in pairs or trios. Some activities involve talking, others movement, creativity, or consensual touch. You are always free to join, pause, skip, or adapt anything so it feels comfortable for you. “HOW TO USE ME” station Create a kinky manual about yourself. You’ll find a table with pocket-size books, where you can write and draw. The invitation is to reflect on and explore your desires, boundaries, the unique sensitivity of your body — and write your thoughts in these books, that you can later keep for yourself or give to someone. Hope to see you there 🤗

Save the date! Playback community gathering at our friends’ summer house near Berlin (S Strausberg) ☀️ July 3–5 (You can join or leave at any time, sleep there or go back home) We will explore the theme: “BODIES HOLDING STORIES” For playbackers and friends — no experience required 🫶🏻 The concept: We are creating a space to share knowledge, ideas, and creative practices across different fields. A space to experiment, connect, and co-create. Every evening we will gather around the fire, share stories, and do playback theater jams. You can offer an embodied exercise, a voice or movement practice, clowning methods, a discussion on empathy in the world, cook something delicious, draw a mind map of our ideas, or meditate on the tree. Please think about: 1. What would you like to offer during this gathering? 2. What would you like to learn or explore? Money: We will share the cost of food + a 5–15€ donation per person for the house. What we can do there: • move, dance, sleep, laugh, cry, sing, scream, eat, play • swim in the lake • enjoy the sauna • cook together and have picnics in the garden • share stories by the fire and practice playback jams every day Sleeping: You can sleep in the house, in a large glamping tent, or bring your own tent. Maximum 10-15 people can sleep at the location. Maximum number of people around the fire — still to be discovered ^^ If you’re interested, write me @Natalia_Kuzmina More details coming soon 🤗

“Dancing with the Stones” 26.04.2026 Nöldnerpark, Berlin Everything moves at its own speed. Time is relative. The movement of stones is almost imperceptible from the human perspective — yet fast from the perspective of the Universe. This collective movement & voice experiment explored the relationship between human bodies and stones — touch, gravity and different experiences of time. Please watch the full art piece with sound on🔉

Hello from Greece, Athens! ☀️ I’m here for the Thai massage course with a wonderful teacher Takis. 11 days training in the Sunshine retreat center, and I am staying longer as a volunteer. It’s a second course with Takis, I am so excited! The dynamic Thai training was so good, so I decided to travel for the one more longer course. Anyone from Athens here? Let’s meet! Anyone wants to get a Thai massage in Berlin? Let’s plan for May,22 — when I’m back 🤗

Wow, I’m still enjoying the aftertaste of our massage exchange weekend 🫠 It was absolutely wonderful, and I’m grateful for every moment we shared together. Things are still unfolding, and the words aren’t quite ready yet to describe the experience. But what is ready… is a new invitation 😍 I’m happy to announce ✨ we’re doing it again! ✨ 30.10–01.11 — Massage Exchange Weekend #2 🥰 You can already message me if you’d like to join — more details coming soon.

Hello dears! I’m renting out a room in a cozy 2-room WG in Lichtenberg (S Nöldnerplatz). Dates: 29.04 – 09.06 (42 days) Price: 1050€ You will stay in two different rooms during this time: • First 3 weeks — room with a hanging chair • Last 2 weeks — room with glittery curtains Both rooms are similar in size and super cute 🫶🏻 This offer is only for friends or friends of friends (non-smokers). There is also a shorter option: 05.05 – 17.05 (13 days) During this time, both rooms are free, and you can rent the glittery room for 325€ Contact Natasha on Telegram: @Natalia_Kuzmina Contact Till on Telegram: @TillTailor

Hello dears! I’m excited to share my new project for sex-positive humans 🤗 “HOW TO USE ME” It is a pocket-size playbook with personal questions that center pleasure and joy. You can write your answers and transform this book into a manual about yourself ☀️ “How to use me” invites to reflect on and explore topics like consent, desires, boundaries, relationship agreements, safer sex, aftercare, and the unique sensitivity of your body. What can you do with it? 🌸Fill it out for yourself as a tool for self-reflection and self-discovery 🌸Prepare it as a gift for your partner(s) 🌸Use it as a way introduce yourself at sex-positive events I’d love to see it spread everywhere! (and yes, also receive some money for my work 💸). You can contact me and get a zine for a donation between €1–€10 (recommended donation is €5). If you want 20+ copies for your event, we can do €3 per zine, OR you cover the materials and create a cute little “How to Use Me” station with a donation box Please write to me if you have any feedback, questions, or suggestions! @Natalia_Kuzmina It’s very fresh, so I appreciate any thoughts 🙏🏻 thank youuu Hugs 🤗

I got really into acro yoga lately. For a long time I had this idea that “girls shouldn’t lift heavy things” – that it’s somehow bad for women’s health. And ofc generally be lighter, softer. And now I discovered how much I enjoy being a base😍: I love lifting people, feeling strong in my muscles, stable in my body. There’s something deeply satisfying in it. I notice a similar feeling when I do play fights or a bit of Jiu-jitsu and Brazilian jiu-jitsu. I remember a therapist years ago told me I could try boxing or any other type of martial arts, or challenging physical activity. At that time I was very connected to my softness and flexibility, and not connected to my anger or inner strength. It took me some years until I got there, and now I’m really enjoying ^^ It feels really good to lift, resist, and stay grounded 💪 Every Monday at 8 p.m. I go to an acro yoga class. And looking forward to the warm weather to practice in parks. Feel free to join me if you’re interested! 🙃