Manic.

And you will because I dared to be alive

You don't like it when I cry, you would break me if you tried

I've got eight legs, a million eyes, if only i had eight more lives 'Cause I'm a spider on the ceiling and you're nothing but a guy

And i know you hate the sight of me, i haunt you when you're fast asleep

'Cause then I'm just a problem that you have to take outside

N god, how dare i even think of choosing here to die?

I should be getting better but I'm only getting worse

I'm minding my own business but my presence makes you curse

Drunk nights are really funny like i can have fun even w weird kind of songs, in bullshit situations

محشره

تا قبل از اینکه پلی شه داشتم خودکشی میکردم

Ofc, and something else

like me.

I always get the same drinks, same ice cream flavor, same food because I never get tired of what I truly love

Or these all are because i haven’t smoked today

My first therapist was right im suffering from having an unstable mental state