Manic.

N god, how dare i even think of choosing here to die?

I should be getting better but I'm only getting worse

I'm minding my own business but my presence makes you curse

Drunk nights are really funny like i can have fun even w weird kind of songs, in bullshit situations

محشره

تا قبل از اینکه پلی شه داشتم خودکشی میکردم

Ofc, and something else

like me.

I always get the same drinks, same ice cream flavor, same food because I never get tired of what I truly love

Or these all are because i haven’t smoked today

My first therapist was right im suffering from having an unstable mental state

One second im enjoying my life one second i wanna die

با امام زمان آشتی کن بنظرم

میتونم برات آدم بکشم و دنیا رو برات به آتیش بکشم

تو این چند دقیقه‌ای که طول کشید ضربانم میزون شه نود و هشت مدل فحش خانوادگی آب دار و کش دار ساختم برای نواحی تناسلی مادر کسی که ترقه زد