Nocturne

نسل جدید یه‌طوری رفتار کردن که دروغ نگفتن، خیانت‌نکردن، احترام‌گذاشتن، مکالمه‌ و تعامل سالم برقرار کردن تبدیل به استاندارد شده. در صورتی‌که این‌ها پایه‌ای‌ترین "شروط" برای هر نوع رابطه‌ای هستن؟!

گاهی اوقات خیلی سعی می‌کنی یک‌سری از خصوصیات خودت رو بکشی ولی هیچ‌وقت نمی‌تونی ذهنیت بقیه رو نسبت به خودت تغییر بدی. چون برای راحتی خودشون هم که شده سعی می‌کنن با همون لنز قبلی تورو ببینن. و وقتی این‌کار رو می‌کنن انگار یه دستی از گذشته‌ت سعی می‌کنه تو رو بکشه عقب و تو دوباره باید با زور و جنگ خودت رو از چنگش خلاص کنی و موفق که شدی، دوباره این چرخه ادام-

My Roman Empire is Targaryen women.

بیشتر از این‌که بهم بگن زیبا هستی، دوست دارم بگن؛ الهام‌بخشی.

یا باید همیشه صبح باشه یا شب. به ظهر و عصر حساسیت دارم.

If I had a gun with only one bullet in it, I’d shoot disrespectful people twice.

I think one of the greatest achievements you can have is coming to the realization that you’ve never fought for someone’s attention. you’ve always been fully focused on your own self-contentment, your own goals, aware of the fact that no one’ll ever come to your rescue. You’ve always been in competition with yourself only. said no to things people your age have been consumed by and found your own happiness in little things that you made them exclusively yours. You’ve made a journal outta your life; all the pages filled with your own art. Never asked for external validation, everything you did so far has made you feel like you’re swimming freely; in an ocean you were once terrified of and the vastness of it makes you more hungry, more greedy even. The never ending pursuit. You’re just happy you can fight, sometimes exhausted yes, but still oblivious to the destination the water is taking you. so the life goes on and the journey brings about different colorful memories to your horizon and you’ll use them all on the pallet of your mind and paint a picture of yourself out of it for the gallery of the universe around.

Sometimes I look at some people and want to cry my love for them out. sometimes I love so deep I forget how cruel and miserable the world around me is. it’s unbelievable.