Our Side of the Story

I don’t think C.S Lewis has ever been more accurate than when he said grief could also feel like fear. I genuinely don’t like the mini heart attacks I go through when I call my mom more than two times and she doesn’t pick up.

I’m dumping videos too lol

But fr!

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Another essence less rant triggered by witnessing a few mental breakdowns in the dorms. I love school, having something to do with my hands and things to itch my brain with but I don’t enjoy the exhaustion and stress it brings with it. There’s no such thing as education without those two, I know. But after almost dying of panic attacks caused by school I have managed to convince myself that everything has it’s limits and I’m going to try my very best to attain it but if it somehow threatens the mental stability I’ve worked so hard to reach then it’s a no. Today I understood not everyone is on the same path as I am. I just came back from consoling too many people and wiping out the idea of withdrawal from their heads. If you’re learning because you have well set goals you want to reach then sit with yourself to come up with ways on how to cope with the stress it brings. And you’ll get through, I promise! But please having a grade that is not an A and missing two questions isn’t the end of the world. You try your best, study hard, eat and sleep well, take care of your physical and mental health and still if it’s beyond you then let it go, breathe. As always the things you stress so much for will no longer have meaning if you’re losing yourself over them.

I’ve been running from the truth enough now, I’m going to admit that I don’t like social interactions like at all.

Anyways, stay safe you guys. This new gunfan or variant ain’t a joke :)

I hate fevers!

Besides men who have set their common decency aside and act like pigs I loathe women who disrespect other women for a simple approval from men. And also women who trash marriage, kids and blatantly being grateful to whoever created abortion and abash their self respect, body and mind to look attractive. I pray no man ends up with a woman as such.

Lol I think I just realized that it’s very hard to live with people. No wonder everyone moves out and have their own place as soon as they get the chance.