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i should steal mom's sweaters more often

18 january watched an unhealthy amount of heated rivalry edits, did laundry, cried like a baby in front of mom after ages, did a diy haircut (bad idea), read a few emily dickinson poems, had a pretty long vc (bad idea).

trust me, this is something bukowski would smirk at. human desire often crosses boundaries, and even something as tender as a kiss has the undertone of consuming the other, be it metaphorically, emotionally or physically

short vc karlo

i am cringe and not free. i’m cringe and extremely self-conscious. but will that stop me from being cringe? hell no. (see how cringe this channel is, and it still exists.)

i got my reactions back

i want my reactions back

realizing an old friend has actually become insufferable beyond recourse is the most freeing of all the unfortunate canon events of adulthood.

सुबह सुबह 😡

Let’s listen and choose the music together in real time. https://spotify.link/PTpIytTB0Zb

the way they think calling someone a feminist is an insult is concerning. and i think this roots back to pseudo-feminism and feminism itself being turned into an aesthetic or caricature of angry, bitter, and man hating women. i hope we recover from this sickness soon though.

i think jean was my favorite character in the entire show.

this wailing is going to haunt me forever