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🖍𝐃𝐨 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑪𝒂𝒏, 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑯𝒂𝒗𝒆, 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑨𝒓𝒆.🖌 ✵ᵠᵘᵒᵉᵗˢ💭 ✵ⁱᵐᵃᵍᵉˢ🎨 ✵ᵐᵒᵗⁱᵛᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ🤎 ✵ᵃⁿᵈ ᵐᵒʳᵉ🧩 🌷@fiction_Quote 🧸⚡ ⚡ 🧊 @fiction_Quote⚘

And that's okay @metanoia36 ✨

Lysm girls ❤️ I am lucky to have you all in my life. THE❤️BSS @FRIENDSZONE6

I love talking to people but I stooped talking to mostly everyone. I just didn't talk to people as much as I used to. You know what the problem is ? I get attached, fast. And once I get attached to someone, I do everything I can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what I want it's always everyone's needs before my own. I give out too many chances to people. They take advantage of me and I become a pushover. But I am okay with that because they are in my life and that's all I ever wanted. Even if they screw over me, I still be there for them. Because that's me, that's who I am. I really appreciate the good in me and I'll keep the loving and caring person inside me, I really love this Janet. But if there’s one thing I’ve learned from it all, it’s that we have to be our own heroes. No guy in a costume is coming to save us. We have to save ourselves. Sometimes we so tired desperately to fix others, when our own hands were shaking. I'm sorry that I didn't give myself enough time to heal. I'm sorry that sometimes smiling hurt but I forced myself to laugh so that no one had to worry about me. I am sorry that there were nights when I cried myself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. And I am sorry I didn't love me, like she deserved to be loved. J.M. Darhower, said "Never make someone else the main character in your own story." ( I feel him ). Then I decided to be the hero of my life. I helped myself, wiped my own tears, read a books that soothed my soul, give myself time, watched movies that made me smile...bit by bit ...piece by piece. I come back stronger than before. I was trying to change how I viewed myself, how I talked myself and how i felt about myself but not in a way anyone expected...I no longer changing myself for others, the pressure to fit in and be anything other than myself. If we don't give a second chance for ourselves, believe me no one else would. Sometimes God isolates you so you can get yourself together. Isolate yourself from everyone you think you attached to or close to. It's not because you don't have anyone to count on but to make sure you also matters the most and to understand yourself better. Loneliness adds beauty to life. Take some quite time stop talking to everyone and just listen your inner child and give her what she wants. It's been really, really hard but I've been so brave. There were a days I was thinking to give up on myself, but I keep listening my inner child. And it brought me here I look in the mirror and see myself. It's not easy to be positive all the time but when you develop to that "it's okay" level. You will stop blaming yourself, you will open up with your feelings but not get attached to anyone, you will be the hero of your life, you will stop faking smile to not bother anyone, you stop keep conversations that doesn't make you feel comfortable, you will believe in yourself it seems impossible but you can do it....when I was in this time as bas as it was I learned something about myself. That I could go through something like that and survive. I learned to be grateful about my life..the saddest part of my life is the best part of my story cause it makes me stronger.I am enough the way I am, always have been and always will be. And Now I will do what's best for me ! ~JANET 🦋 @metanoia36 ✨ @metanoia36 ✨

May there are no problems to bother you, no stress to give you any wrinkles but there is only smile to keep you healthy and happy. I want to make this day special for you, each and every day. I want to wish you again a very Happy Birthday my best friend. Always stay the same!!! PS: I love you so much bubble 💙 #Hearty @Friendszone6