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I remember moments sharp and bright as glass shards, but they cut deeper now. reminding me of what was and what will never be again. no matter how much I wish, this weary soul longs for an end. a soft release.

3:06 the sun will rise again, a cruel, indifferent dawn, but I won't be there to witness its arrival.

1:54 and I'm so tired. a weariness that seeps into the marrow. a cold, persistent ache.

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the taste of dust coats my tongue again. another morning, the same gray sky pressing down. nothing left to hold onto, nothing left to want, and I'm so tired.

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"what's wrong with you" a lot actually.

keep hating on me, I kinda felt lonely to do it all by myself honestly.

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3:39 should I? could I? could I? the preacher saw the sight of I. ignite, will everyone decide that I, that I burn bright?

1:51 you're stuck between the thoughts you never said. now I'm lost without you, I bleed out 'til I'm dead. crimson red, cause in his salvation I am laid to rest, no.

burn me with a Bible, we will never be around. the promise of the reverend, we will never make a sound.

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you're a martyr, it's all inside your head. you beg for forgiveness when all you do is forget. so I'm lost between the stages, I'm resenting the scripture now. question the cage that I am held in, the melody I send to God, "Why?"

should I go out for a little walk to improve my mental health or jump off from the nearest bridge in my location and kms?

all my life I was nothing but a sinner, because my whole existence was a sin.

it hurts to look at something that you know you can't have it cuz it's like a sin.

"دوست دارم چیزی رو از خودم برات به‌جا بذارم." " تو همین الان هم چیزهای زیادی از خودت برام به‌جا گذاشتی." "اما اگر دست من بود، دوست داشتم خودم رو پیشت جا بذارم."

من هیچوقت نمیتونم مووآن کنم، احتمالا باید بمیرم تا دیگه به اون موضوع فکر نکنم.