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"what's wrong with you" a lot actually.

keep hating on me, I kinda felt lonely to do it all by myself honestly.

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3:39 should I? could I? could I? the preacher saw the sight of I. ignite, will everyone decide that I, that I burn bright?

1:51 you're stuck between the thoughts you never said. now I'm lost without you, I bleed out 'til I'm dead. crimson red, cause in his salvation I am laid to rest, no.

burn me with a Bible, we will never be around. the promise of the reverend, we will never make a sound.

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you're a martyr, it's all inside your head. you beg for forgiveness when all you do is forget. so I'm lost between the stages, I'm resenting the scripture now. question the cage that I am held in, the melody I send to God, "Why?"

should I go out for a little walk to improve my mental health or jump off from the nearest bridge in my location and kms?

all my life I was nothing but a sinner, because my whole existence was a sin.

it hurts to look at something that you know you can't have it cuz it's like a sin.

"دوست دارم چیزی رو از خودم برات به‌جا بذارم." " تو همین الان هم چیزهای زیادی از خودت برام به‌جا گذاشتی." "اما اگر دست من بود، دوست داشتم خودم رو پیشت جا بذارم."

من هیچوقت نمیتونم مووآن کنم، احتمالا باید بمیرم تا دیگه به اون موضوع فکر نکنم.

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I would rather crashout so badly that makes me end up in a mental hospital instead of actually talking about it to someone.

there's a very thin line between being a people pleaser and being an attention whore. make sure to drive in line.

but honestly, I just wanted to be seen. I never tried to be the one who got looked at. your expectations will be lowered when you live and feel like shit.

the fact of trying to be seen is so humiliating, what did I do to deserve to point the gun to my forehead for you to notice me?

I'm both present and absent at the same time. you may see me, but I'm nothing but just a hollow.