Time of Transition (Bernhard Guenther & Laura Matsue)
Official Telegram of Bernhard Guenther (veilofreality.com ) and his wife Laura Matsue. This channel is for seekers of truth who are also interested in the necessary inner work we are here to do during these evolutionary times.
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“Official Telegram of Bernhard Guenther (veilofreality.com ) and his wife Laura Matsue. This channel is for seekers of truth who are also interested in the necessary inner work we are here to do during these evolutionary times.”
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| 2 | “There is no political solution.
There is no ideological solution, whether left, right, center, or anarchist.
There is no social justice solution.
There is no “law and order” solution of simply arresting or killing off the “bad guys.”
There is no social media solution: outrage posts and prayer memes won’t cut it.
There is no “expose all the conspiracies” solution.
There is no bypass solution: ignoring it all to focus only on “positive vibes.”
There is no “Love and Light” New Age solution.
There is no religious solution.
There is no external revolution solution.
There is no savior solution.
Bitcoin won’t fix it either, nor will technology, AI, or transhumanism.
None of it will work long-term.
This is a crisis of consciousness and a war on consciousness.
The solution must be psycho-spiritual in nature to change consciousness.
It is a spiritual war that works through us.
Once you realize this, not just intellectually, philosophically, or theoretically, but through direct experience, something shifts deeply within you.
You cross a threshold that points to the real exit from the matrix and the positive transformation of the world.
You begin to see how all kinds of forces, beings, entities, thought-forms, elementals, and egregores move through you, shaping your thoughts, actions, and desires, which you often mistake as your own, and the whole game changes.
Then the real work can begin: to differentiate within yourself what is truly yours and what is not, and to consciously choose what to align with.
As part of spiritual warfare, you must learn to discern within yourself:
1. What to integrate and heal
2. What to accept and align with
3. What to reject, clear, or resist
This process and awareness are necessary to purify your vessel, develop your spiritual organs, anchor the Divine Force, and become a seed for the next cycle of the new spiritualized human.
The Time of Transition is not an overnight event, nor will it be over in your lifetime.
Remember:
It is the soul that matters.
This is about soul evolution and aligning with Dharma and Divine Will to be the seed for the next cycle.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 175 – UFO Disclosure, False Light, and Spiritual Warfare
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2026/05/19/ufo-disclosure-false-light-and-spiritual-warfare-tcm-175-part-1
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| 3 | “When you begin to really examine yourself, you realize the personality you identify with is mostly made up of biological drives, memories, and unconscious stuff that form your desires and drives, most often in a very mechanical manner where there is not much free will.
You’re conditioned and programmed in many ways with beliefs, ideas, and thoughts you mistake for your own. But these influences come from your parents, family, and the people you surround yourself with.
And it’s not just the conscious influence of your parents. For example, you pick up on their unexpressed thoughts, desires, beliefs, emotions, and even their unacknowledged shadow.
This is also why it’s so important for parents to do this work as well, so you don’t give these things to your children that you have not processed yourself, because children pick up on not just how they’re being treated and what happened to them, but all the stuff that has been suppressed and unexpressed as well.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 134, Part 2 – Unveiling The Psyche: Sub-Personalities And Invisible Influences On The Mind
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| 4 | “With the intense polarization and tribalism in the world, much of society is acting very borderline. People are constantly dividing the world into who is good and who is bad.
If you say one thing that someone disagrees with, instead of just saying, “Oh, I don’t agree with that point,” they put you in the camp of evil or the enemy, while they’re in the camp of good.
You see this everywhere, especially with this idea that you’re either on the right side of history or the wrong side, and that’s actually subjective. People in America are saying that on both sides, you’re on the side of good or evil, or you’re a leftist or MAGA.
There’s very little room for someone to say, “Well, I agree with this particular point but disagree with this one,” without being immediately assigned a label or placed in a particular camp.
Splitting is a defense against the inability to hold complexity, ambiguity, and nuance. It’s very hard to tolerate psychologically, so we want to reduce things into a simple either/or conclusion. It gives us a sense of certainty, and it makes reality feel more manageable.
Psychologically, in a destabilized world, we split because we want to feel relaxed, calm, and certain.”
-Laura Matsue
Episode 182 – Why We Don’t Understand Each Other: The Confusion of Tongues
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2026/09/17/why-we-dont-understand-each-other-the-confusion-of-tongues-tcm-182-part-1
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| 5 | “According to the occult law of agreement, no entity can have any effect on you or manipulate you if there is no entry point or access that “allows” the interference.
Most entry points are unconscious, and permission is also often given unconsciously, out of naivety, or simply through ignorance of these forces. But ignorance of occult laws is no defense.
Dion Fortune made a very similar point. She emphasized that occult interference requires a response from within the person: “Once this reaction is achieved, the battle is half over, for the gate of the city has been opened from within, and there is free ingress.”
She also pointed out that even when an outside force provides the temptation, there still has to be something within the person that responds to it: “The weak spot in the defence was after all in her own nature.”
That is why simply blaming entities or saying “the devil made me do it” is far too simplistic and one-sided.
Even the idea of merely “removing” an entity can become mere symptom management if the entry point itself is never addressed and can easily reinforce a victim consciousness that ultimately works in favor of those entities.
Whatever weakness of the lower nature, wound, desire, fear, or unconscious behavior allowed the interference in the first place still needs to be faced and taken responsibility for. Otherwise, the same entry point and can be used again.
Most occult influence does not even require a full entity attachment. Desires and thoughts can be injected through interference alone. But the key point is the inner weakness or entry point within a person that allows the interference to take hold.
The real question is not only, “What is influencing me?” but also, “What within me is responding to it?”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 161 – Deepening Spiritual Discernment in an Age of Deception
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2025/09/09/deepening-spiritual-discernment-in-an-age-of-deception-tcm-161-part-1
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| 6 | “As within, so without. As without, so within is a universal law. As you change within, the outside will inevitably change. If you’re stuck on the conspiracy level of informational awakening, you still separate yourself from the outside world.
You easily fall into seeing evil as something “out there,” not facing your own darkness within yourself, and you externalize everything. It’s like being caught in Plato’s allegory of the cave.
But if you’re sincere on the path of psychospiritual awakening, when you move beyond the informational level of awakening, you realize the connective nature of your inner life, how it relates to the outer world, and how it’s all deeply interconnected.
This is why the true “secret” of reality creation isn’t only happening on a conscious level, in trying to imagine what you manifest on this surface level. It doesn’t work anyway.
It’s happening in the unconscious, in how you are aligned within yourself, and that results in outside manifestation and in your relationships, including who you’re attracted to or what you attract.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 140, Part 2 – Spiritual Awakening and Its Impact on Relationships
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| 7 | “What you most fall in love with in the beginning stages of a romance is the projection of your own soul that you have cast onto the other person.
In order for love to survive past this stage, you have to withdraw that projection and learn how to love the person for the ordinary, mortal, flawed, human they are.
Often, when the romantic phase fades (as it inevitably will), people believe that they have fallen “out of love” with that person, but really they have fallen “out of a projection.”
You expected someone outside of you to live your soul life for you, to give your life ultimate meaning; but really that task was a journey you needed to take within the depths of your being all along.”
-Laura Matsue
Episode 173 – Why We Put People on Pedestals: The Golden Shadow
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2026/04/18/why-we-put-people-on-pedestals-the-golden-shadow-tcm-173-part-1
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| 8 | https://veilofreality.com/2026/10/13/the-shadow-side-of-sexuality/ | 1 |
| 9 | I had a great conversation with Leigh-Anne LoPinto about the shadow side of sexuality. We discussed my recent article, “The Occult Manipulation of Sexuality” and dove deeper into the following topics:
How unseen forces can influence our sexual desires, impulses, and attractions.
How repression, unresolved trauma, and unconscious desires contribute to unhealthy sexual expressions.
Misconceptions about shadow work: Why integrating the shadow doesn’t mean indulging every desire or impulse.
Repression versus indulgence: Why neither extreme leads to genuine healing.
Why intense sexual chemistry doesn’t necessarily indicate genuine love or higher consciousness.
The normalization of BDSM and sexual fetishes: Exploring their psychological roots and potential occult influences.
Pornography and sexual addiction: How constant sexual stimulation affects our consciousness and behavior.
The limitations of semen retention and neo-Tantra: Why sexual techniques alone don’t resolve underlying issues.
Sexual energy versus creative energy: How creative expression can help regulate compulsive sexual impulses.
The occult influence of media: How the content we consume affects us psychologically and energetically.
Inner differentiation: Learning to distinguish authentic desires, wounded inner parts, and possible external influences.
Entry points for occult interference: How trauma, unconscious agreements, and lower impulses create vulnerabilities.
The illusion of sexual empowerment: How using sexual magnetism for attention, power, or success can result in occult traps of agreemenr
The limitation of Entity removal and cord-cutting
How wounded inner parts can keep us attached to former partners.
Healthy sexuality and relationships: How self-knowledge, inner work, and alignment with the Divine transform our intimate relationships.
https://veilofreality.com/2026/10/13/the-shadow-side-of-sexuality/ | 887 |
| 10 | I had a great conversation with Leigh-Anne LoPinto about the shadow side of sexuality. We discussed my recent article, “The Occult Manipulation of Sexuality” and dove deeper into the following topics:
How unseen forces can influence our sexual desires, impulses, and attractions.
How repression, unresolved trauma, and unconscious desires contribute to unhealthy sexual expressions.
Misconceptions about shadow work: Why integrating the shadow doesn’t mean indulging every desire or impulse.
Repression versus indulgence: Why neither extreme leads to genuine healing.
Why intense sexual chemistry doesn’t necessarily indicate genuine love or higher consciousness.
The normalization of BDSM and sexual fetishes: Exploring their psychological roots and potential occult influences.
Pornography and sexual addiction: How constant sexual stimulation affects our consciousness and behavior.
The limitations of semen retention and neo-Tantra: Why sexual techniques alone don’t resolve underlying issues.
Sexual energy versus creative energy: How creative expression can help regulate compulsive sexual impulses.
The occult influence of media: How the content we consume affects us psychologically and energetically.
Inner differentiation: Learning to distinguish authentic desires, wounded inner parts, and possible external influences.
Entry points for occult interference: How trauma, unconscious agreements, and lower impulses create vulnerabilities.
The illusion of sexual empowerment: How using sexual magnetism for attention, power, or success can result in occult traps of agreemenr
The limitation of Entity removal and cord-cutting
How wounded inner parts can keep us attached to former partners.
Healthy sexuality and relationships: How self-knowledge, inner work, and alignment with the Divine transform our intimate relationships.
https://veilofreality.com/2026/10/13/the-shadow-side-of-sexuality/ | 1 |
| 11 | “A lot of people who woke up by questioning official culture and official narratives have fallen deep into the rabbit hole of conspiracies.
Obviously, there are conspiracies, but some people dove head on into it, and their whole focus remained completely external; suddenly everything became a psyop.
Everything is a trap, everything is scripted, but this too can be a trauma response, a kind of schizoid split rooted in hypervigilance and paranoia, because of the shock taking a negative turn.
It led to more disembodiment, dissociating, especially black and white thinking, meaning an inability to see nuance in events or in people. A highly dysregulated nervous system can also be a fear response in itself; it’s the black pilled mindset.
There’s a focus on endless exposure to how corrupt and evil the world is that leads to being stuck in a doom-and-gloom mindset. But others who were awakened used the shock differently. They didn’t just question the system, get into conspiracies, do external research and all that; they started questioning themselves.
They put the mirror on themselves, and that’s an appropriate use for a shock like that. They questioned their life choices, relationships, attachments, and their real purpose.
They asked the ultimate question, “Who am I in all of this? Why do I want what I want? What are my goals, or what is my aim? Why am I here? What is my life really about?”
For them, the shock became a disillusionment of their own lives, their own personality structure and identity, because disillusionment is a necessity on the path to awakening.
All spiritual traditions have talked about the death of the conditioned, wounded, or programmed ego personality that then opens the way towards a deeper level of awakening.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 165 – Spiritual Shocks: Why Souls Evolve Under Pressure
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2025/11/15/spiritual-shocks-why-souls-evolve-under-pressure-tcm-165-part-1
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| 12 | “With Venus retrograde in Scorpio, a lot of the issues we’re dealing with will evolve through understanding Taurus, the polarity point, from an evolutionary astrology POV. The Taurus side of Venus is your relationship with self-worth. In many ways, we get the relationships we believe we deserve, for better or worse.
If we have low self-worth, we tend to allow partners to treat us poorly because deep down and often unconsciously, we believe that we don’t deserve better.
Another key aspect of Taurus is our values in relationships, not only how much we value ourselves, but consciously or unconsciously how we choose relationships that match our values.
We might say we want a stable relationship. Yet we are repeatedly drawn to and choose to be with and spend time with chaotic people, because intensity is what our nervous system associates with love.
We may consciously say, “I value emotional depth. I want someone I can really go deep with.” But then we continually choose emotionally unavailable partners because the truth is that their emotional unavailability protects us from having to experience the vulnerability of true intimacy.
Someone may say they value honesty and authenticity in relationships, yet they avoid difficult conversations because they’re afraid of what might happen when they reveal their true Self. Most often, they’re afraid of being rejected.
The values we say are important to us are incongruent with the choices we’re making. Which brings me to the somatic aspect of Taurus. To be congruent, connected to our values, and have grounded self-worth in relationships, to make choices from that place, we need to be in touch with our body.
We have to be in touch with our needs, and we have to be self-reliant in the sense that you don’t depend on other people physically, emotionally, or even spiritually to sustain us.
When we're incongruent, we may say one thing, but our body gives a different message. Remember, we aren't just reading the words people say, we're reading their nervous system and people are responding to the state of our nervous system, not the words we say, or the faces we make. It's all happening unconsciously.”
-Laura Matsue
Episode 183 – Venus Retrograde: Review, Rewire & Rebirth Your Relationships
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2026/10/04/venus-retrograde-review-rewire-rebirth-your-relationships-tcm-183-part-1
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| 13 | In my recent interview on the Wild Sovereign Soul podcast, I explore spiritual warfare, how to discover and align with your Dharma, and what it truly means to be a spiritual warrior, including common misconceptions about it.
Some of the topics we discuss:
- Spiritual warfare as an inner and outer battle and why both require self-awareness and discernment.
- The trap of spiritual grandiosity and identifying as a "chosen one," "starseed," or "lightworker"
- How our inner work affects the collective and contributes to humanity's evolution.
- Finding your Dharma and soul purpose and why it's not necessarily a fixed career, identity, or spiritual mission.
- Aligning personal will with Divine Will rather than trying to manifest the ego's desires.
- The danger of living someone else's Dharma through social conditioning, expectations, and comparison.
- Why all life is yoga and how even ordinary work can become an expression of our soul's purpose.
- Inner differentiation: How to distinguish wounded inner parts and unresolved trauma from possible external entity influences.
- The dangers of obsessing over hostile forces and falling into victim consciousness and paranoia.
- What it truly means to be a spiritual warrior. Why the spiritual warrior's path isn't about constantly fighting darkness, but about developing self-responsibility, discernment, and the ability to face adversity without losing our orientation toward the Divine.
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| 14 | “Authenticity doesn’t mean just expressing any desire, feeling, thought, opinion, or compulsion you may have or acting out from your neurotic narcissistic entitled ego of what people most often call “speaking their truth.” It’s not a “cult of personality” based on ego inflation.
In short, authenticity doesn’t give you permission to be a jerk or project your shadow on others.
Authenticity means acting from your true Self and your values based on higher Truth. There is no division between your outer and inner life.
You are not hiding or living “two lives.” Nor do you separate the outside world from your inner life, as you know and experience that there is no separation, as all is interrelated.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 126, Part 2 – How to Live a More Authentic Life
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| 15 | “When Venus moves retrograde back into Libra, we may need to look at how we tend to project in relationships. Libra represents the other. When we encounter another person, we aren’t always seeing them exactly as they are, we see them through the lens of our own personal history, our wounds, and our attachment history.
A huge theme of this is to learn to withdraw your projections and see the person as they actually are, not who we imagine them to be. That’s the biggest lesson: learning the difference between, “ am I relating to the real person in front of me,” or “am I relating to my projection of them?”
This relationship theme is extremely important right now because so many relationships have changed radically since 2020. For many people, their social lives and relationships have not returned to what they were before. A lot of people have lost important relationships, and they may not have found new ones to take their place.
The world has also become increasingly polarized, causing people to divide others into us-versus-them categories. There’s a sense of mistrust and paranoia that’s become so pervasive, fueled in part by people refusing to have relationships with anyone whose opinions differ from their own.
So, we want to work on all these relationship issues by going through a review, maybe rewiring, repairing, and rebirthing our patterns in alignment with this Venus retrograde cycle.”
-Laura Matsue
Episode 183 – Venus Retrograde: Review, Rewire & Rebirth Your Relationships
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2026/10/04/venus-retrograde-review-rewire-rebirth-your-relationships-tcm-183-part-1
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| 16 | “In contemporary conspiracy culture nowadays, highly complex events are often reduced to one totalizing explanation. People jump to conclusions quickly. Questioning the official narrative is not the problem; it’s replacing one rigid narrative with another and then becoming equally identified with it.
We live in a complex reality that requires us to tolerate uncertainty, to stay in the unknown, to deal with contradictions without falling on one side or another. For example, complex reality says several things may simultaneously be true, but the threatened mind wants to come to a conclusion and says, “just tell me who is behind it.
Complex reality tells you, we don’t have enough information yet; let’s wait, but then the threatened mind says, “they’re hiding the truth,” instead of realizing that we’re still trying to figure out what’s happening. This is very popular nowadays, especially in social media conspiracy armchair activism.
The need for certainty can create the illusion of understanding, and having a definite explanation may feel very satisfying, psychologically, but that is not the same as knowing what is true.
Greater psychological maturity includes the ability to remain in the unknown with uncertainty, to admit you don’t know yet without immediately filling in all the gaps with all kinds of premature conclusions just to feel psychologically safe.
Which reflects more maturity, discernment, and also wisdom than confidently insisting on an explanation when there’s actually not enough evidence, but just assumptions, for the most part.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 182 – Why We Don’t Understand Each Other: The Confusion of Tongues
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2026/09/17/why-we-dont-understand-each-other-the-confusion-of-tongues-tcm-182-part-1
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| 17 | “From an occult perspective on psychic attacks, it doesn’t just happen through people who have negative projections towards you. In other realms, and in the lower astral, some beings feed off of lower vibrational emotional loosh, and they want to trigger you via a psychic attack.
The shadow dance happens with all this friction, and the triggers create a certain frequency that these beings feed off of - all the anxiety, chaos, drama, and the shadow projections.
It also happens through other people, the Agent Smith syndrome, with other entities working through them, because you may be a threat to the matrix and establishment or consensus ego, the slumber of the masses.
There’s also an occult law from an esoteric perspective. When you’re on the path of truly sincerely wanting to awaken, seeking truth, and coming closer to your inner being, there will be interferences from other beings and entities that don’t want you to wake up because they don’t want to lose their food source.
And these forces don’t want you to speak truth or wake up, hence a psychic attack happens to weaken you, to discourage, or implant fear or paranoia within you, tagging into your insecurity.
You have to understand these forces are most often more aware of your weaknesses, blind spots, and inner issues than you are. Especially at the beginning of your journey, if you have no self-awareness. And that’s why they target you, to keep you quiet, so you don’t step out of line.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 116, Part 2 – How to Protect Yourself from Psychic Attacks
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| 18 | “You need time alone to clear the psychic debris in your mind and the thoughts and ideas you pick up from others. You need silence and boredom to tap into your creativity.
Most people are terrified of being alone with their thoughts, never mind plumbing into the depths of their psyche and all the memories and images that reside there.
So they fill their lives with noise, information, social media, YouTube, and podcasts, constantly keeping themselves busy. They are often running away from themselves and their feelings.
Yet it is only through quiet moments of self-reflection, where you are willing to explore your deepest fears and confront yourself, that you also discover your deepest gifts. It is in this silence that you can begin to hear the voice of your soul again.
You need silence and solitude to remember who you are. When you take time to change your inner being, your whole life changes afterwards.”
-Laura Matsue
Episode 179 – The True Self, The False Self, and Finding Yourself Again
Listen to this podcast episode by clicking the link below or by searching Cosmic Matrix on iTunes, Spotify, or any other podcast streamer. https://veilofreality.com/2026/07/24/the-true-self-the-false-self-and-finding-yourself-again-tcm-179-part-1
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| 19 | “The more sincere you are with internal inquiry via psycho-spiritual inner work, the more you will realize that many of “your” thoughts, feelings, desires, wants, needs, etc., are not your own. They have been conditioned or inserted “externally” via “suggestions” which you have accepted (unconsciously) as your own.
The person who you think you are (who you refer to as “I” or “me” and identify with) – meaning, your persona – is made up of or influenced by these unconscious programs (social/cultural conditioning), memories, biological drives, wounds, traumas, fragments, and experiences (which you judge as “good” and “bad.")
Once you embark on this inner journey and reach a higher level of self-awareness and self-observation [establishing the impartial witness within], you will also realize that you have different personality parts within yourself that most often contradict themselves.
Many people even admit to these different parts when they say, “A part of me wants/thinks this…, but another part wants/thinks this…”. They don’t realize that they are referring to the different subpersonalities living within them, which they mistake for their true self.
There are many different subpersonalities; for example in Internal Family Systems, they refer to wounded inner child parts as “exiles,” shut off from conscious awareness. These inner child parts tend to be “stuck in time” at a particular developmental age due to trauma from childhood wounding.
Everyone has these wounded parts. Each part has its own personality, voice, thoughts, needs, and desires, and they affect and influence you more than you are consciously aware of.
All these parts also seem very contradictory, and if you are somewhat conscious and have the capacity for self-reflection, you may start to question who the real “I” or “you” is.”
-Bernhard Guenther
Episode 134, Part 2 – Unveiling The Psyche: Sub-Personalities And Invisible Influences On The Mind
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| 20 | “Say someone who carries years of childhood trauma and very deep shame, which many of us carry, goes to an ayahuasca retreat. During the ceremony, they suddenly feel very loved; maybe their grandmother comes in and pours unconditional love onto them, and they feel cosmically significant and connected to the universe.
Their fragile ego, that is unable to tolerate the idea that they have flaws or that they are just ordinary, can latch onto that experience and inflate from it.
The experience doesn’t soften their ego; instead, it hardens into a new inflated identity. The feeling of being loved turns into, “I am special, God has chosen me, the divine Mother is speaking to me only.” This becomes a new identity that further prevents them from feeling the underlying shame of childhood trauma.
Then they come back from the ceremony and maybe they give themselves a new name or say they are the divine Mother or they are a channel for the divine Mother. They present themselves as this “chosen one,” or maybe they believe they’ve been given a special mission.
If you believe that you’re cosmically chosen by God, the wound itself doesn’t need to be explored; it’s running the show from the unconscious. It’s the need to feel superior to others because this feeling of unconditional love is a defense around the wounded child that still feels inferior to others which hides under this new identity.
You see this chosen one narrative in spiritual communities. The depth of the grandiosity of the personality is in direct proportion to the shame it’s covering up, and what the ego is doing is identifying with the archetypal experience rather than witnessing and experiencing it.”
-Laura Matsue
Episode 177 – Spiritual Awakening or Spiritual Psychosis?
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