اگزیستانسیال

currently attending a funeral in my head, they belong to a version of me that is no use anymore.

all the previous versions of myself are inside of me and i must dig and dig to pull them out again.

you don't realize how bad it gotten until you find yourself on the floor.

1:30 do you remember what it felt like before the sadness consumed your heart?

i feel so many things all at once and it's ruining me.

i'm all the over-feelings you can imagine. overwhelmed, overjoyed, overworked, overheard, overseen, overjudged, overcared. i am so fucking over.

you will never know what's going on in my head, because if you did, you would run.

i can kill to get what i want, even if it's my own self.

i have a very unhealthy relationship with my obsessions. you can't imagine what i am capable of when it comes to the things i want badly.

you have the right to cry, but you don't have the right to die, not now, please not now.

5:40 i can stay forever and you will know what it's like to not be blamed, you will know what it's like to have the right to be right.

if you have no friends, please, have me. please know you have me, you do.

just imagine, just dream a little, just for once. at night you don't anymore, so daydream and rest, you deserve to breathe another air since everything around you is toxic.