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2:32 turning off lights is my destiny, i've never felt it more. turning off lights is my destiny, i promised, i swore.

hide my face with my hand when i'm too far from the switch, at the party with the guests, who don't share my vision.

when the power was out, i was blowing out candles. hanging up curtains, blackout and blocking.

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drop me off a block away, two blocks in the summer. i could have been a lot of things if i was brighter than the others. but turning off lights is my destiny, what i want to be remembered for. turning off lights is my destiny, blinking to the core.

"you still have a hell of a future ahead of yourself" i'm gonna hold your hands when i'm sayin this..

imagine talking shit about me and i'm just in my room, thinking that i have less than of 2 hands of ppl to attend to my funeral.

my favorite animal is me when i need to smoke. i will BARK for a cig.

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i can't stop thinking about all that i've lost.

2:55 the fate that eats me inside, it claws for my insides. my heart's one and true decline. a shadow in the back of my mind, in my darkest bind, in my heart.

i've tried to study all, men and women, because i am no longer human.

mine has been a life of so much shame. i'm a clown, laughingstock who can't take the blame.

the boy that you knew is a skin i wear, it's a shell living life in eternal despair. i can't stand to wait another day, unless everyone laughs to fill the blank.

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mine has been a life of such shame, i can't even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being.
clawing for answers, my arms have given out. the knowledge is nowhere, what is nature about? everything's unanswered for why we are. my vision doesn't help, i'd rather starve. pain is a necessary end to me when the violence is only internally.

i wish the sun had exploded already.

i may be crazy, but my sleep schedule is even crazier.

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leads me to decide between hate and wrath, leads me to decide how i'm meant to die.