اگزیستانسیال

you′re on the other side, a strange and unfunny light. come here just one last time and i'll gear up to fight.

let me in again, a voice inside my head, i′ll give you anything, a hand that pulls the string. oh let me in again, i'll be my own best friend, i'll be my own dead end, happy in my head.

i'm tired of pretending that i have something inside. i'm empty, i'm faceless, a shell of what once was a human. i now hold just the silhouette, an empty shell, a faceless ghoul, unable to live. i'll take my soul.

i can't remember the last time that i felt the sun on my face. grey blankets the morning, grey blankets the evening.