✧️Starselle's Cove️✧

Strap in everyone, this is a looong one.. Hi! You might have seen that I've been missing a LOT these past two years, I've barely been posting or doing anything around my channels consistently.. Sadly, that has a reason and it's a really bad one. I feel like my passion for drawing has been tanked really really bad due to my bad mental health and the stress of all the commissions I have pending, since the first moment I grab my stylus I get so overwhelmed by the huge amount of drawings I need to finish and deliver, thus making me want to step away from drawing to avoid that stressfull mental state. Does this mean I'll stop making art? No. But it does mean that any kind of commissions are closed permanently until I get to clear my FULL queue. How long will it take? I honestly don't know, the overwhelming feeling of having a huge list of things to do stresses me to the point of bringing me to tears since I don't know what to do or where to start. What's the plan? First, I will be having a talk with my Manager to figure out where's the best part to start without feeling so overwhelmed and stressed. Then after that I will revamp my Trello so my full queue is public and everyone can see where in the list they are placed. I honestly had stopped drawing completely these past two months but I'm tired of being a pussy and being afraid of drawing altogether. So what I'll do from now on is going back to drawing but at my own pace, however, there will not be any "warmups" or drawings for myself since those take up almost half of my day to complete and I want to be as eficient as possible. I feel so so SO bad having to release this message, I don't like talking about my struggles and my bad mental health but I felt like you guys and SPECIALLY my commissioners needed a real explanation of my sudden disappearance. I'm sorry for taking too long to release this tho, it's really hard for me to open up without feeling like a dumbass. If you have any questions or anything you wanna say please leave it in the comments. I'll see you guys soon.