solitude

I walked the paths I said i’d never take. I was forced to see the people I never wanted to see. I didn’t even make a sound through the pain I thought I couldn’t bear. - what i’ve realized is this: Allah gives His servants only the trials they have the strength to endure.

you, me, and hours of talking?

if you want to shine like the sun, first burn like the sun.

if you want to go back to the past, remember why you left it behind.

she was like the moon-part of her was always hidden away, yet she still managed to shine.

poyezd ketsa, g‘izillab ketib qolsin! agar u baxtsizlik manziliga ketayotgan bo‘lsa, unga qachon chiqqaningizning zarracha ahamiyati yo‘q. muhimi-u sizni qayerga olib boradi. shunisi muhim. hayotdagi eng katta xato “vaqt o‘tyapti” deb, noto‘g‘ri odam bilan yo‘lga chiqishdir. barmoqqa shunchaki uzuk taqish-yutuq emas. haqiqiy baxt qo‘lingizni shunday bir insonga berishki, u sizni tushkunlikka emas, jannatga yetaklasin. baxt yosh tanlamaydi, baxt sherik tanlaydi)

don't look back, you're not going that way.

you cannot heal in the same environment that made you sick.

“how are you?” the most useless question in a conversation. no one who asks it actually wants to know the answer, and no one who answers it ever tells the truth.

faqat sen nasibingni kutmayapsan, sen ham kimgadir nasibsan. seni ham kutishmoqda…

qiyomatda haqlar ado qilinadigan kun bor. bu dunyoda kechirilgan, unutilgan yoki aytilmay qolgan narsalar ham Allohga ma’lum. shuning uchun birovning qalbiga ham ozor berishdan oldin, bir kun o‘sha haqqingiz haqida so‘ralishingiz mumkinligini unutmang.

don't talk to me about loyalty. your behavior already spoke for you.

the dunya is like a shadow. if you try to catch it, you will never succeed. if you turn your back on it, it has no choice but to follow you.

don't run back into the burning house, from which you escaped just because you were cold outside.

you only fail when you stop trying.

what you afraid of losing, when nothing in the world actually belongs to you.

...turmushda kuzatilgan eng qiziq narsa nima, bilasizmi? -ikki xil xarakterli (fikrli) insonlarni birga qilib qo‘yishi! shunda hayot yurarkan. bir xil fikrli insonlar birga bo‘lsa, ba’zida zerikib qolib aksariyati (hammasi ham emas) ajralib ketar ekan. ikki xil bo‘lsa, ularni xuddi chiroqqa o‘xshatishadi: plyus va minus bo‘lishi kerak, bir-biriga urilgan holda chiroq yongandek... taqdirga ishongan inson esa o‘ylashi kerak: “nega Alloh taolo menga aynan shu insonni nasib qildi?” demak, buning ham bir hikmati bor. balki o‘zim istaganimdek bo‘lganida, hayotim bunday bo‘lmas edi. Alloh iroda qildi va bo‘ldi tamom...

-Anvar Ahmad ustoz.

the scariest version of me is not angry... it's silent. Because silent means you'll never get my effort again.