Until we meet

I hope you are happy. Do not be sad it ended, be happy It happened. I will miss those days.

Me when I become a husband :)

(Joke) Me calling my wife: honey, love of my life, sweetheart, my love, my moon... People think I am "romantic" But I actually cannot remember her name. 🤦‍♂😂

Sometimes I feel so tired, hopeless, sad, stressed ... I do not see the point of living in this life. But you yes you gave me that reason. You showed me there is more to live for and I am forever grateful for that. I want you to know that I care. I wanna see that smile 24/7 I wanna hear that sweet voice when I wake up. And more importantly I wanna look at those eyes silently not staring like a creep but with a lot of admiration and appreciation.

I do not know what is gonna happen in the future but I wanna be next to you no matter what happens.

When I see you smiling, I know for sure . . . life is good :)

Menga sendagi eng yoqadigan narsa bu — sen meni o‘zgartirishga harakat qilmasdan, o‘zimni yaxshiroq inson bo‘lishimga undading. Sen bilan men sevish faqat chiroyli so‘zlar yoki katta va’dalar emasligini tushundim. Ba’zan sevgi — kim bilandir hech narsa qilmay, shunchaki uning borligidan xursand bo‘lish ekan. Agar mendan sen menga nima berganingni so‘rashsa, bitta javob topolmasdim. Chunki sen menga bitta narsa emas, butunlay boshqacha bir dunyo bergansan. Va shu dunyoda men eng ko‘p qadrlaydigan narsa — unda sen borsan.

Sensiz hamma narsa men uchun oq qora filmdek edi sen bilan hayotim nurga to'ldi. Hayotda har xil ranglar borligini ko'rsata olding menga. Hamma atrgulni gulini sevadi ammo sen menga usha atrgulni bargidan ham go'zallik topishni o'rgatding. Oddiy narsalardan ham zavqlana olish mumkinligini ko'rsata olding. Sen bilan o'tgan eng zerikarli oddiy suxbatlarimiz ham sensiz bo'lgan ba'zimlardan ming marta maroqliroq edi.

I hope she is a book lover. Lately all I do is reading and reflecting. Now I am 21. I do not like people anymore. I am tired of talking to them. It seems no one can understand me. So I am reading. Books are great. They do not lie to me. They do not hate me. They do not need anything from me but always with me.

Moving on. Anyways we have a lot to do :)

"Ba'zida seni o'ylasam beixtyor sababsiz tabbasum qilaman keyin esa o'zimni telbadek his qilaman. Hayotingda tabbasuminga sababchi bo'ladigan odaming bo'lishi ham bir baxt aslida."

"Seni xatto ko'zlaringa qarab turib ham sog'inaman. Ba'zida esa o'zimdan ham qizg'onaman seni"

Your smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my entire life.

Wherever you are take care of yourself. I hope you are happy and smiling :)

It does not matter how stressed, depressed, sad, angry you are, life goes on. Nothing matters.

"Sometimes Spider-Man has to do the hard thing, even if it breaks Peter Parker’s heart.”