Akemi Under no Halo (dead)

but yeah.. You’re still where my thoughts go. Not because I’m desperate. Not because I’m stuck in the past. ..Because once, I was seen. And the brain doesn’t unlearn that shit. Today doesn’t break the glass. Doesn’t pull me out of the water. It just reminds me that what we had was real.. and real things don’t vanish just because the world keeps moving like nothing happened.. Now.. here I am, confessing to ya again and again.. but you're not here anymore. ...

... ... ... ..Grief feels like living in a fucking aquarium. Life’s out there, doing its thing. People walking around, falling in love, fucking it up, moving on like champs.. Same rhythm, same noise. And I’m here.. underwater.. watching it all through this thick blue bullshit like time just… skipped me. Sound doesn’t travel right down here. Everything’s muted. Slower. Heavy in that annoying way that never fucks off. Like the moment you left never really let me rejoin the timeline... hah the fuckin timeline.. i wonder if all of it really worth anymore without ya..

Valentine’s Day again. Of course it is. Years ago, right about now, we were together. Not because it was some stupid holiday with flowers and fake smiles or i donno like some pink-washed bullshit.. pfft.. but because of the way you looked at me. steady. unguarded. Bare. Like I didn’t have to prove a damn thing or perform being lovable for once. What I miss isn’t the dramatic crap. No grand gestures. No poetic nonsense. I miss your eyes catching mine in a room full of nothing worth remembering. That look that said I see you without asking me to explain myself.. or clean my mess first. That kind of seeing sticks. Whether I like it or not.. I don’t know what the rules are anymore. I don’t know what love is “allowed” to look like when one person’s gone and the other’s still here, still breathing, still pretending they’ve got it together. So yeah ..no promises. No declarations. Fuck that. Just the truth.. and hah! you knew the truth babe..i just..loved you..

-ma luv language:

Anyway, this was prepared before everything so-.. Thank you, I enjoyed it~ Maybe my foolishness with poor Lucien was really in pride..

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پ.ن: بین خودمون چهارتا مشکلات داخلی پیش اومد، واسه همین ادمین‌ها هم برداشته شدن 😂🪡

فعالیت چنل تا اطلاع ثانوی متوقف می‌شه. از طرف هر چهار ادمین. پستی منتشر نخواهد شد. در صورت تمایل می‌تونید لفت بدید؛ کانال حذف نمی‌شه.

سلام همگی راستش خیلی خبری از اسکای و بقیه ندارم و این مدت فقط نت من وصل بوده امیدوارم این روزا بگذره و روزای روشن تری برسه~

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I did this shit, but then the internet cut off and I regretted it in the worst fucking way...

‏اصلیه اونیه که تو این شرایط واست کانفیگ v2ray میفرسته.

بی نتی بهتون چطور گذشت؟🤡🫶🏻