a series of unfortunate events

so I stop and fill the gaps I'm sorry, but I have to ask If you could do me just a little favor tell me I'm no failure promise not to laugh I got it wrong let's run it back don't be a figment of my imagination but you are and I fucking hate it

guess I slowed you down when you planned on racing buckle up, kick me out I would've fought anybody who tried to tell me you wanted out beat to a pulp till I'm bloody oh god, you can bet, I regret it now, now

I'd rather get hit by a train than have to let go (😭)

my nightmare actualized got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right

I knew suddenly I would be leaving and neither of us saw it coming

but how will it end? how long will you give me til you twist the knife with a smile while you kill me?