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I asked for love he gave me
For friends he gave me
But it’s just seems unreal to me
All of this
Sounds like I don’t deserve that ; so somehow i just destroyed it with my own hands .
When i was younger i asked god to help
He did help me
I fucked it up
I grew up
Again he helped me and i just again fucked it up.
That sense of guilt is heavy on my shoulders.
That sense of animalistic acts that i do to everyone i have ever loved.
That pride .
That arrogant.
That selfishness.
I can’t even understand why even people have me as their friends ; i cant even think about someone love me
Behind this mask ; there’s broken person who just act that nothing can get though inside his heart
The truest thing about people is when you break them. They’ll never go normal to you.
I break someones heart what kind of foolishness i was thinking with myself that i could have her back.
Im not even worthy of that.
Now i truly understand.
She was the one. The one who could make my brain stop and relaxs it.
But she’s long time gone.
I lost her.
Let go of me, my friend
You do not understand
The pain I'm going through
Is only because of you