ɴᴏᴛᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ

I want to say I can write a whole essay about Charlie but the truth is I in fact did write a paper about it I still think about how I initiated the begining of the presentation of the paper giving a scenario that plays into who Charlie is -who I am- then saying

you see things you keep quiet about them and you understand you're a wallflower

Presenting my paper felt more like a door for the whole class to who I actually am yet I'm pretty sure no one caught that early on Charlie was never noticed was never given a chance to be himself with people with all of the interesting aspects of him he was all alone in better words lonely left in solitude to suffer on his own Charlie will always hit home close with almost everything he felt expressed and did

In the perks of being a wallflower the 2 colours that dominate the cinematography is blue and yellow Blue represents the rough patches that Charlie go through although too when he's feeling inner peace -a moment of distraction- while listening to music Yellow demonstrates the hope that finally comes when he knows he's not a sad story when he's living in the moment although it also conveyed the nostalgia in some scenes and somehow I feel that and I'm still trying to figure out how that can be

try and think of something colourful for this season

The way some science fiction does my love

And send out hidden messages

But in a sexy way where it's not obvious

I wanna make a simple point about love

"You are my best friend You are my only friend"

Have I told you all about the time that I got sucked into a hole?

Es ist so traurig, sich allein zu freuen. G. E. Lessing

Blacking out is so real I'm about to die