اگزیستانسیال

all I do is wait and hope for the best. (any possible ways to die and leave this world behind)

all I do is escape my days to just find myself out being awake till the middle of the morning at 6am and relieving most stupidest moments of my miserable life again.

thanks for your death wishes on me are we flirting right now?

imagine hating on me and I'm just in my room also hating on me.

1:16 would you listen even if I said I lied? would you tell me even if you knew I tried? moving mountains just to help for me to see, I fell so easy.

there are only two things I ever need, a kiss on the forehead and a knife in my heart while my chest is opened.

the thought of having a future is so far from me because I couldn't even see myself entering my 20s and now here I am with zero experience.

do I love having a future? yes! do I try to have a future? fuck no!

all I do is watch everyone around me have a future ahead of them when I debate if I still want to live this life or not.

5:54 it makes us want to long for death. as our dreams burst, hope dies first.

2:17 my sorrow is an ocean, turn away from this.

2:17 my sorrow is an ocean turn away from this