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2:16 and I will leave you with a bad taste in your mouth.

infection, my bacteria, always give you all to me. old aches from your new mistakes, same mistakes.

here we are again, will someone find a cure? cause you know me and you know I am not well. I always knew I'd eventually hurt you.

میتونید پست یا موزیک پیشنهادی بفرستید و من ببینمش و اگر اوکی بود بذارمش اینجا

تلگرام‌تون رو آپدیت کنید تا آپشنش براتون فعال شه

دایرکت چنل رو باز کردم

I sleep in the middle of the morning after a full day being awake and doing abso-fucking-lutely nothing and often even eat my first meal when tf ever I wake up to survive, so don't talk about any scheduled related topics to me.

I start the next day at the beginning of the same day, hoping to end the day faster just to skip to the end sooner.

I keep comparing myself with others my age because I can and because I see how life is living for them and how numb and dead it is for me.

I hate reading novels and shit cuz tf am I supposed to do when it ends and now I have to carry the personality of a 55yr old fully depressed suicidal man that doesn't even exist?

I found a little bit of myself in every book I read and I fear the day I fully find myself in them, cuz there would be no more books to read and no more days to breathe as well.

2:26 I slowly tie my noose, careful to not ruin it like I ruin everything. laying in the bed you ruined, I have never been the same.