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هرکس بدون حضور دیگر / t.me/loyrex

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i need to belong to something when actually the fact of belonging makes me feel sick to my stomach.

every place i'm in, i feel like out of place. i've never felt in the place at all.

I don't belong, and that's all i know about it.

always remember:
always remember:

versions of you are fading away. your ash on my shoes, it all feels the same🧍.

versions of you are fading away. your ash on my shoes, it all feels the same.

nobody dies, nobody's questioned how you're still alive, correcting all that's been tainted.

i wanted to hand out all of my importance. i'm not a hero, i'm just a topic. i wanted to break down and cry in your arms again, but i took the latter and held the weapon😀.

we could've fought more, we could've done less, it's all making sense and there is no prospect. i'm just a roach now, i'm lying on my back, it's crawling all over me.

nobody dies, nobody's longing. it's just you and i, and i am the weakest version of you and everyone else. this is my last entry for now and forever yet, i should've wrote more 🦴.

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i keep attending social communities to prove myself that I'm nothing but a fucking outcast.

i need to get excited for something. it's been years since i gasp so hard for anything.

please let me have my floortime or otherwise, I'll complete my last stage of decaying in my bed.

ife is short and you'd better open yourself to the concept of accepting things before you die.

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is it a strange obsession? yeah, a sort of addiction. a bit of a kink for self-affliction. is it a bit of lust for misery? because her and i have history😀.

1:07 / resting in the coffin. i just let the soil fall and i could cry out save me, but i don't bother to call. i fear it's my own doing. the rotting, the decay. cause i forced myself to take it when i didn't need to stay. now i can't swallow. the truth tastes awful📺.