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the end, everything's always so clear in the end. nothing to amend, never need to pretend.

4:14 buildings burn and people die, but real love is forever.

here i lose myself in what once was, nothing less than a mirror for my death. i stare at my reflection and this is what it said. tear drops fall but it can't rain forever.

you might say i shouldn't be in the cemetery tonight. i would say it's the safest place to be, cause everybody's dead.

a wise man once told me mother is the word for god, on the lips and hearts of all children.

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on hallows eve people come and go, but how they left always stays. nothing hurts me more than the things i don't say. only those who care can hear me when i'm silent.

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there's so much in head and so little on tongue.

there's so much in head and so little on tongue.

it feels like someone splash a gallon of gasoline on me and gave me the lighter to light it up by myself.

idk how much more can i fool myself to keep it up to the next sunrise, i'm already full of fools.

idk how much more can i fool myself to keep it up to the next sunrise, i'm already full of fool.

i'm not gonna lie but, i do think about it. all the time. when i eat, speak, seeing a movie or listening to a melody. i even do it in my head sometimes, it's good to feel it before actually doing it.

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my life makes me feel useless, my existence makes me feel miserable.

my chest pain makes me feel weaker, my body aches make me feel exhausted.

4:04 i'm tired of trying to control it, i'm tired to hold my thoughts back. i'm grabbing my blade finally and making new fresh cuts, hoping that that would numb my pain.

why are they happy? why do they smile? how the fuck did they make it? how can i make my fake smile real? why all this happens to me?

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