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1:26 been crushed, been fucked, been used, new man born from all of this. saw it coming for a long time. punishing me no more.
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i tried to escape from it, but i failed. too many times actually. it's like a never ending cycle of existential crisis.
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i never tried to fully explain how i feel since i knew i'd get executed for it or sent to a mental hospital for it.
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it doesn't matter what it would cost, the matter is to feel. rather alive or dead. just to feel something.
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everytime i finally get close to explaining it, i realise i don't even feel that way anymore.
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and i can feel my influence dpreading out around me and living on my guilt. and i can feel how real it is saying, “we don’t know anything”.
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1:39 i’m calling, and i’m calling, but not no one is standing at the river bank calling out my name. and i can feel the soil and silt, i’m calling and i’m calling like no one ever did.
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i feel so designed, so made to know, that there is no place in time in backwards-flow, and this is all there is. and i close my eyes, and i’m not depressed or anything, i just close my eyes. this is all there is.
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imagine what they did to us that we're manifesting a fucking war so they can all die, or luckily us too.
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we may not be in a war but we have the mentality of it and who knows, maybe we WILL be in it soon.
