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having no will to live at my own grown age is like being in a cage with the door wide open.
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somewhere far behind your dreams and nightmares, i will stand there with a gun in my hand. first for you, then for myself.
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i don't blame you nor hate you, but it makes me comfortable to know you have them somewhere deep in your wild-open chest for me.
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and you didn't like dark holes, just like the way your mother was afraid of what it was going to deliver in this world of agony and full despair.
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i couldn't end it, so i let it start, again and again and again, until it drains me and makes a hole.
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you don't have to do this, you never did. but you chose, and all i did was stand, starve, and wait for it to happen.
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i am nothing but the objective interaction of your life, you know that i can disappear into thin air any minute.
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let it grow, let it run in your veins and root inside your soul, as if it makes you stay, to keep, to lose something.
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2:39 they say “oh lord, the devil went down to a deep, dark lake, where my body lay drowning, held me under the sea and i point to the river like the ocean was my body.”
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i feel like a big graveyard most of the time, full of bodies and corpses of what i could be, for myself or anyone else.
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“if I were you, i would set myself on fire.” well, get your matches ready cuz you’re next.
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yes, girl blame it on the breeze of autumn since you can't find anything better to blame it on.
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i am so good at blaming that sometimes i just blame myself to nerf myself from blaming others.
