dream.

careless words become a dangerous weapon for the dignity of ephemeral humans.

without thinking, anyone at anytime could be the perpetrator.

if i told you about the darkness inside of me, would you still look at me like i'm the sun?

it's impolite to look for someone in someone else, isn't it?

full moon.

it's okay, you've done well. now it's time to take a rest. your eyes begin to dissolve tiredly, dawn awaits you tomorrow. sleep tight and have a nice dream.

and tonight, like the nights before. let me meet you in my dreams, see your smile, and hold your hand.

it's been a year, i still remember the jokes we had, i still saved your schedules, i still remember your favorite food. my fingers are still trying to type, arrange a few words, make a series of diction, and everything is still about you. 'cause sometimes feelings are easier to express in detailed words. don't be surprised if your name is in every of my writings.

the reason you keep things that make you blue is also the reason for something that makes you pleased, don't you?

je t'aime.

setelah senja, ada juga keindahan fajar yang harus diperhatikan. cahaya kemerah-merahannya yang terbit setelah gelap menenggelamkan, seolah memberitahu bahwa ada secercah harapan dalam kesulitan. likewise the darkness nothing lasts forever, unless you lock yourself in. gelap 'kan lenyap berganti terang.

kita menyangkal bahwasanya ada keindahan senja yang perlu diperhatikan karena sejatinya ada perihal rindu dan merelakan di sana, mengajarkan bahwa di dunia tidak ada yang abadi dan keindahan bersifat sementara.

i still clearly remember how every night we were always grateful for each other's presence, how every day we thanked each other for the love and affection we got, dan bagaimana setiap saat kita menghiraukan segala kemungkinan buruk terjadi. we never allow our minds to be filled with all the bad possibilities that'll happen, yang membuat kita tenggelam semakin dalam.

do you remember that midnight dialogue we talked about? you were telling how beautiful and shining the full moon was, dazzling every beholding eye. since then i always think of you every time i look at the moon. kita hanya selalu berbicara tentang bulan, sebab bulan kerap diidentikan dengan keharmonisan. dengan sengaja membiarkan diri kita tenggelam dalam rasa saling memiliki, mencintai, dan menghargai.

tonight's moon phase is a full moon.

dusk'll pass soon, the sun slowly returns to the bed, in the embrace of the horizon it blends to pick up the moon as an adornment of the night, leaving dim streaks of orange but colorless.

happy eid al-Adha mubarak.

ㅤㅤthe sword that is held in high esteem, turns its stance as it becomes a sin.

it's better to choose gardening, planting all kinds of sacrifice, liberation, willingness. let the land that'll remember everything as a fertile field.

the soul will always demand the liberation of things that are important and isolated in the eyelids, in the recesses, behind the hollow that ends from the tightness of the chest. liberation of something that in daily life piles up like paper, arranges like a task, and emerges as inhaled oxygen.