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hari ini 3 january 2026. setahun tanpa kamu, and somehow i’m still here, carrying your name quietly. aku ga hancur, tapi juga ga sepenuhnya utuh. hidup jalan terus, hari-hari keisi, tapi ada ruang kecil yang masih inget kamu tanpa ribut. kamu udah pergi lama, and i’ve accepted that, i’m not asking you to come back, i’m just being honest that loving you was real, and real feelings don’t disappear on command. kadang aku keliatan fine, ketawa, ngobrol, pretending everything’s okay, but deep down there’s still a soft ache that knows exactly who you were to me. maybe you’ve moved on, maybe this date means nothing to you anymore, and i don’t blame you for that. it still means something to me, because it was the day i learned how quiet losing someone can be. so yeah, it’s january 3rd, you’ve been gone for a year, and i miss you in a calm way now, without anger, without hope, just a gentle reminder that once, i loved you fully. Minji, i loved you then. i still do, Peter.

—Minji, for Peter. always.

hari ini 3 january 2026. setahun tanpa kamu, and somehow i’m still here, carrying your name quietly. aku ga hancur, tapi juga ga sepenuhnya utuh. hidup jalan terus, hari-hari keisi, tapi ada ruang kecil yang masih inget kamu tanpa ribut. kamu udah pergi lama, and i’ve accepted that, i’m not asking you to come back, i’m just being honest that loving you was real, and real feelings don’t disappear on command. kadang aku keliatan fine, ketawa, ngobrol, pretending everything’s okay, but deep down there’s still a soft ache that knows exactly who you were to me. maybe you’ve moved on, maybe this date means nothing to you anymore, and i don’t blame you for that. it still means something to me, because it was the day i learned how quiet losing someone can be. so yeah, it’s january 3rd, you’ve been gone for a year, and i miss you in a calm way now, without anger, without hope, just a gentle reminder that once, i loved you fully. minji, i loved u then. i still do, peter.

miss u dimas

libur.

hai, gua sampe 3 Maret

“2025 ini akan berakhir, tapi cintaku belum habis ke kamu, even though you’ve left me. aku masih suka keinget kamu tanpa alasan jelas, lagi diem, lagi capek, atau pas malam terlalu sepi. aku ga nunggu kamu balik, aku cuma jujur sama diri sendiri kalau rasa segede ini ga bisa langsung dimatiin. kadang aku keliatan baik-baik aja, padahal di dalam masih sering nyebut nama kamu pelan, sendirian. kalau suatu hari kamu bahagia tanpa aku, aku harap itu beneran bahagia. dan kalau aku masih kangen, itu bukan karena aku ga bisa move on, tapi karena dulu aku cinta kamu sepenuh itu. aku minji, always mencintaimu Peter.

— minji”

merry christmas guys. semoga hari ini kalian dikelilingi hal-hal baik, hati kalian tenang, dan ada banyak hal kecil yang bikin kalian semua senyum. semoga apa pun yang lagi kalian jalanin sekarang pelan-pelan dipermudah, dan semua selalu diberi damai di setiap langkah🤍🎄

malam natal

main Roblox please

guys

kalo udah di posisi bahagia kaya gini, selalu banget tiba' reflek keinget dia, how could that be?

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