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No, you cannot be mine. You are claimed by yourself, ensnared in that hard, cold persona you wield like armor. Beneath it, you remain just a boy—afraid of me, fearful of what I could unravel should you ever allow me to draw near. I see it in your gaze, in the way you keep yourself just out of reach, as if even the lightest touch from me might shatter your carefully constructed facade.
Oh, how I longed for your presence, craving the comfort of your being woven into my thoughts. I yearned for the taste of your lips meeting mine in the stillness of the night, beneath a sky too dark to betray us. I desired the weight of your hands on my waist, my neck, in those fleeting moments of intimacy.
But you awaken in me a desire for sin, a perilous sign I should have heeded long ago. I have traversed this path before—fallen for a boy who touched me but never truly held me. I vowed never to tread that road again, and yet, here you are, casting my resolve into uncertainty.
I wished to uncover the depths of your being—who you truly are beneath the bravado. I wanted to see the gentleness lurking within, the part of you that can steady my heart and drive me to madness. I sought the you that no one else sees.
Yet I recall how you departed, treating me as something easily cast aside. Now you stand before me, in some twisted manner imploring my heart. But trust is fragile, and I can no longer believe in its strength.
Despite it all, my heart retains its purity. I ponder whether I truly deserve you—perhaps I never did. Yet I wonder: who were you before you recognized your own power? I yearn to witness that side of you, to cradle you in your vulnerability. But you refuse. And, truthfully? I am weary.
I am weary of the games, of how you keep me at arm’s length while gazing at me as though I were the only thing that mattered. You no longer wield any power over me.
This time, I shall walk away, regardless of the pain it may inflict. I cannot linger in hope, waiting for you to offer what I rightfully deserve.
Do not deceive me. Do not feign ignorance of the feelings that passed between us. I know you felt it too, even if you could not admit it. Instead of claiming what existed between us, you built a wall of friendship, leaving me to wait, to wonder, to hope.
Or perhaps all was mere illusion. Maybe I was the fool, clinging to a dream that was never meant to be. Yet even if it were real, it matters not. For I am done waiting for you.
So this is it. I shall walk away. Perhaps one day, when you gather the courage to confront what you have fled, you will realize what you have lost. But by then, I shall be long gone.
~Some girls need to read this. Sharing is caring :)
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There was the shadow of herself on the wall, plain and invisible. A flicker of existence only revealed when the light dared to come too close. It lingered there, a quiet contradiction, like a secret everyone knows but no one dares to mention.
It is unloyalty, yet it demands allegiance, a reckless, impossible claim. Can you imagine the chaos it would unleash? To be one thing, to carry the weight of one truth, and yet demand another to hold you, to cradle you in the fragile arms of values you have never owned, never upheld?
It is madness and the madness no longer hides.It stands there now, unmasked, it's wounds raw and exposed, its ugliness no longer softened by the lies it once told itself.
The shadow is her, and it is not.
It is the fractured piece of her soul she cannot reconcile, the part that holds its breath when the light draws near, afraid of being seen, yet desperate for recognition.
And what is left, but this trembling chaos?The weight of contradictions, the fragile balance of a self that cannot decide whether it wants to be whole or simply to disappear.
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one more hater gone. thanks. i appreciate the decency you have to leave so that i could block you :)
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