❀✾Confessions 2.0❁❃

⭐️⭐️⭐️ I'm 32 years old. A guy. I'm bi and idk why. I wish I was not. Sometimes I think it's an advantage because atleast I'm also attracted to girls but I hate looking at a guy and feeling attracted. Ofcourse I don't get attracted to every guy I see but in a day when walking in a busy place I'll see a guy and like him. It's so weird because even watching football I'll see a guy who's not even that hot but I'm attracted. Like Jude Bellingham, Ben Chilwell, Mason Greenwood, Fabian Schar  etc. I wish there was like a week exercise that one does and gets rid of attraction to the same sex because I'd eliminate this so fast so I can be ordinary and happy. ✨✨✨ #0469

⭐️⭐️⭐️ I've been watching porn for what I believe to be 4+ years and I've been trying to stop but I don't think I'm doing enough or giving much effort to stop and I feel disgusted everytime I relapse. I think I hate myself and what I've become. ✨✨✨ #0468

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⭐️⭐️⭐️ A letter to Bikku. Hi ,it is almost 2 years ..of you moving on .But still I haven't or I can say I couldn't .you might think of many things as I made situations look like that ..that I am very determined,my goals and my family comes first .it's true it was very imp for me that time .It was my only way to get out the situation I was in.but it didn't mean u were not.i wish I could make u understand that at those very moments ...why I let u go. I m sure she is keeping u t happy. She is a loving girl.She was unknown to what we had .And suddenly when I make her aware we were together I can understand why would not she hate me? And at that very point when I got to know about her .My world shattered.Then only thing I could think about was ,aspirations to hide my tears.I actually don't know how u wanted me to react ..to beg for you or to fight for u against her.i did nothing to keep u and left . Reality is ,even I did ..even though I m happy today ,I still remember u everyday .Not a single day missed ,I don't have the courage to call u or txt .I fear the disrespect bikku.i fear those fights with her ,I fear I ll be lost again.After everything u did , I still love you and I have no idea till when I ll continue to do so.May you be always happy with her.My wish to hug u once still remains unfulfilled. -Drbo ✨✨✨ #0467

⭐️⭐️⭐️ So i am F and in medical school in a foreign country, in october i met this couple . The girl is from my home country while her bf is a foreigner. I don’t know how it came to this but i first noticed her looking at me a lot( mostly when she thinks i am not looking). I got curious and i started to observe her too then I don’t know but then i found myself getting attracted to her, thinking how beautiful she is. This is shocking to me because I thought i was straight plus i came from a very religious family and country. I tried to resist it but i even dream about her a lot nowadays. The tension in a room is high when we are together even my friend noticed and is making weird comments to me. But I don’t understand her at all, she is hot and cold, sometimes i think she is flirting with me and other times she is distant, i feel like she is playing me but the smiles she gives me are so genuine and i can see it in her eyes. Her boyfriend is confusing too, he stares a lot, I don’t get him( i think he sense what’s going on). Anyways since I don’t want to get in between a couple or sabotage her happiness, i am avoiding her these days but i am suffering in return. I am afraid i am starting to fall for her, i hate it. I want to forget her. Cancel the vent plesau. ✨✨✨ #0466

⭐️⭐️⭐️ One time I subjected myself to paying attention to someone that had a Champion like level of "Know-it-all" in his personality makeup. This experience took place due to a total of these factors. One being talking, two ignorance, and three obviously my attention capability. The ratio of participation wasn't at all balanced. The majority of effort involved in the psychological work was orchestrated by me alone. Factor one was forced into the deeper aspiration of the experience as it was manifesting. Considering the fact that factor one was forced factor three became extremely aggravated and had no cleaver release energy other than the default method of allowing spontaneous phenomenon to Carelessly flow In the direction of where factor one originated. The selection of default and the very mechanics of the selection function could have been completely understood as to call halt to the manifest and offer a natural opportunity to navigate internal energy elsewhere as to provide reassurance to the self that everything is going to be alright. Simultaneously both fortunate and unfortunate are to be accurately applied to this manifest because without Cause there is no effect and without having experienced something bad the idea of a good experience would not be understood at all due to a lack of Comparison function. Although a truth table would of got the job done still a means of comparison is required to differentiate between two elements of a statement. ✨✨✨ #0465

⭐️⭐️⭐️ Okay so I was really depressed last year but thank God I was able to confide in someone So I went for therapy and all Now everything is going fine Now the thing is, I've become too friendly with everyone or is it as a result of the antidepressant drugs ..like I will just be smiling a lot, I was a very quiet person..but now I'm always trying to talk to everyone I don't want this, I loved my mysterious self🥲 Idk again ✨✨✨ #0464