❀✾Confessions 2.0❁❃

⭐️⭐️⭐️ A letter to Bikku. Hi ,it is almost 2 years ..of you moving on .But still I haven't or I can say I couldn't .you might think of many things as I made situations look like that ..that I am very determined,my goals and my family comes first .it's true it was very imp for me that time .It was my only way to get out the situation I was in.but it didn't mean u were not.i wish I could make u understand that at those very moments ...why I let u go. I m sure she is keeping u t happy. She is a loving girl.She was unknown to what we had .And suddenly when I make her aware we were together I can understand why would not she hate me? And at that very point when I got to know about her .My world shattered.Then only thing I could think about was ,aspirations to hide my tears.I actually don't know how u wanted me to react ..to beg for you or to fight for u against her.i did nothing to keep u and left . Reality is ,even I did ..even though I m happy today ,I still remember u everyday .Not a single day missed ,I don't have the courage to call u or txt .I fear the disrespect bikku.i fear those fights with her ,I fear I ll be lost again.After everything u did , I still love you and I have no idea till when I ll continue to do so.May you be always happy with her.My wish to hug u once still remains unfulfilled. -Drbo ✨✨✨ #0467

⭐️⭐️⭐️ So i am F and in medical school in a foreign country, in october i met this couple . The girl is from my home country while her bf is a foreigner. I don’t know how it came to this but i first noticed her looking at me a lot( mostly when she thinks i am not looking). I got curious and i started to observe her too then I don’t know but then i found myself getting attracted to her, thinking how beautiful she is. This is shocking to me because I thought i was straight plus i came from a very religious family and country. I tried to resist it but i even dream about her a lot nowadays. The tension in a room is high when we are together even my friend noticed and is making weird comments to me. But I don’t understand her at all, she is hot and cold, sometimes i think she is flirting with me and other times she is distant, i feel like she is playing me but the smiles she gives me are so genuine and i can see it in her eyes. Her boyfriend is confusing too, he stares a lot, I don’t get him( i think he sense what’s going on). Anyways since I don’t want to get in between a couple or sabotage her happiness, i am avoiding her these days but i am suffering in return. I am afraid i am starting to fall for her, i hate it. I want to forget her. Cancel the vent plesau. ✨✨✨ #0466

⭐️⭐️⭐️ One time I subjected myself to paying attention to someone that had a Champion like level of "Know-it-all" in his personality makeup. This experience took place due to a total of these factors. One being talking, two ignorance, and three obviously my attention capability. The ratio of participation wasn't at all balanced. The majority of effort involved in the psychological work was orchestrated by me alone. Factor one was forced into the deeper aspiration of the experience as it was manifesting. Considering the fact that factor one was forced factor three became extremely aggravated and had no cleaver release energy other than the default method of allowing spontaneous phenomenon to Carelessly flow In the direction of where factor one originated. The selection of default and the very mechanics of the selection function could have been completely understood as to call halt to the manifest and offer a natural opportunity to navigate internal energy elsewhere as to provide reassurance to the self that everything is going to be alright. Simultaneously both fortunate and unfortunate are to be accurately applied to this manifest because without Cause there is no effect and without having experienced something bad the idea of a good experience would not be understood at all due to a lack of Comparison function. Although a truth table would of got the job done still a means of comparison is required to differentiate between two elements of a statement. ✨✨✨ #0465

⭐️⭐️⭐️ Okay so I was really depressed last year but thank God I was able to confide in someone So I went for therapy and all Now everything is going fine Now the thing is, I've become too friendly with everyone or is it as a result of the antidepressant drugs ..like I will just be smiling a lot, I was a very quiet person..but now I'm always trying to talk to everyone I don't want this, I loved my mysterious self🥲 Idk again ✨✨✨ #0464

⭐️⭐️⭐️ I'm in a relationship with a guy for the past 1 year, he treats me well, he does all the things I wish him to do from his side. I know he is very loyal to me.. One fine day I had to see his instagram that he was using the id for adult contents like porn star videos and some adult videos. Shockingly I saw a comment that he posted to a picture of a porn girl saying " Hi, come to India, luv you".. It hurts me. I asked him the next minute I saw it, he used to defend himself saying its just a comment. It doesnt mean I'm cheating on you and eventually he asked so many heartfelt sorry and said I won't do it. There after I would uninstall my Instagram.. Like any guys he used to watch adult content, I have no objection on it. Yet it gives me thoughts like, Am I not enough for him? Am I not satisfying him physically? Kind of thoughts. I'm so obsessed to him that I even get possessive if he sees a random girl casually and after these incidents it gives me so many thoughts of him. I can't take it easy and just forget about it. He asked me so many apologies and tries to explain it and accepts his mistakes. Yet I feel the insecurity of those incidents.. What do I do!!! Open Comments. ✨✨✨ #0463

⭐️⭐️⭐️ I was 13 years old and we've been traveling to our native village in a train actually. We didn't make any planning before and simply boarded the general compartment, it was very crowded and we couldn't get a seat to sit, just travelled all the 4 hrs standing. Soon some transgender boarded the train and started clapping for money. While moving through our compartment that transgender accidentally stepped on my mom's foot and apologised politely for doing that, my mom was still angry though. When she asked my mom for money, my mom just burst out all the anger. My mom was like : "these are not even transgendered people, they're just male beggars with getups" that triggered that trans and a heated argument began between the two, when that trans tried to use some derogatory words like prostitute, mother fucker etc.. My mom gave her a tight slap. Before the next station could arrive she gathered all her transgendered beggars and they just barged into our bogey and surrounded us. My mom was afraid this time. And they all were using slurs at my mom. That transgender who got slapped came to us and started a notion with my mom like : "are you even a woman? I highly doubt it" my mom shouted at her and this time they caught hold of my mom's hands and pulled her saree up to her hips and started making fun of her. 😭 My mom literally begged them to let go off her saree, but they were just laughing at her. Even the crowd didn't pity her, and just kept staring at it. They finally agreed to let go of her by saying " we will let go off you, if you prove us that you are a woman" my mom was shouting, I am a woman check my aadhaar card etc.. And those trans turned towards me and said : " beta, we are having some doubts about your mom why don't you pull her chaddi down and clear those doubts" my mom was tired of all this ruckus they were doing and asked me to do it. With profound sadness I was pulling her panties down and those trans were teasing my mom like "look what your madarchod son is doing" etc. And they paraded my semi nude mom in the boogie while spanking her and left us after looting 2000₹ from her. I felt soo powerless that day and still feel soo low for not doing anything that day 😔 ✨✨✨ #0462

⭐️⭐️⭐️ Around 4 years ago, I used to take  tuitions from a girl in my neighborhood (she was 24 at that time, fair skin tone, bit chubby with perfect curves, also their was only 2 member in her family, she and her mother) My tuition timing was 11am to 12:30pm in summer vacations and she is used to take shower around that time, sometime she shower when I was their in her room (bathroom was in different room, never get to see her going or coming out of bathroom) One day i went to the washroom for piss and saw her dry used bra hanging on the back of door, it was plain black bra that almost every girl have in their collection. I took that in my hand and feel it's fabric and get hard just by imagining her in that bra. However I didn't did much and left quickly. As day passes, I start being more n more comfortable with those bra's Like rubbing my cock, sniffing them, wrap around my cock and lot more things also, mostly her undies are socked in water but few times i get to see her fresh undies and bra right before her shower All these continue for some days as I was enjoying her crazy collection, one day she scolded me and ask me why I took that much time in washroom. I somehow get out of that situation and minimize my stay in her washroom, because after all I don't want to my family to know all these stuff. That specific incident develop this kink in me. Yeah, I know it's kinda a creepy that's why I kept this a secret for awhile. ✨✨✨ #0461

⭐️⭐️⭐️ This isn't a confession, i need some advice. I really like a guy but things went sour between us. He treated me badly ( don't want to blame him) It's just that he had no serious feelings for me. I know he must be flirting with other girls and enjoying, however I miss him a lot. Now, I am in a dilemma. Should I stalk his socials and see whatever he is doing ? Will seeing his bad deeds   help me in moving on? Or i should completely cut off each and every source from where I can get his information? Will seeing him having fun and flirting with girls help me in moving on? Please open the comments. ✨✨✨ #0460

⭐️⭐️⭐️ I have a confession to make. We were a rich family once, but my father got loss in a business and our life turned upside down. We moved from a rich locality to a slum area in a very small house when I'm in 9th class. That house didn't have proper facilities and even the bathroom ventilator was broken giving us no privacy. Me and my brother didn't have any problem, but our mom suffered the most. Teenagers used to climb the opposite building and tease my mom while she's bathing, she just faced those embarrassments with her head down continued bathing while every pervy teenager was looking at her. We didn't know about it. I eventually made friends with them without knowing all these. We played cricket, volleyball, football etc... And vibed together. One day they told me that they know a way to see a beautiful aunty nude and took me to that opposite building, I couldn't recognise it was my mom as she kept her head down and joined them in teasing her and said " aunty you are showing everything, show your face also naa" she recognised my voice and looked at me. I was shocked and ran away from there quickly. To this day I still feel guilty for doing that. My mother didn't talk to me for a month after that incident. I think she lost her trust in me that day. 😔 ✨✨✨ #0459

⭐️⭐️⭐️ There was a guy I met online. Initially i was really skeptical of online friendships and relationships but he was the first guy with whom I talked so much in DM. I got attached to him, started feeling anxious about it, so decided to leave this platform. When I returned after sometime, I saw that he was changed completely, didn't even talk properly with me, and after a while he completely stopped responding to my messages. It was Durga Puja, I went to 3 temples , asked Devi maa to bring him back in my life, cried a lot. Finally i confessed my feelings to him. Then he reached out to me, and we had a cute phase ( less than relationship, more than frndship) he apologised to me and told me he would never leave. One day my insecurity took over and I said that I think you are with me only because of the affection I give you and not because u like me. We had an argument and from the next day again he started avoiding me , stopped responding to my texts. I apologised a lot but he did not respond much. Finally i stopped making efforts. It was a huge breakdown for me. I went to a religious place and prayed to god that he comes back Finally after 2 months he came back, apologised to me, i gave in after sometime and again we had this cute phase 😄 of situationship. This time we exchanged pictures for the 1st time. But again the next day my insecurity took over ( cuz he started replying late ). I told him that i think ur behaviour has changed since you have seen my picture. He became really angry this time, and blocked me from everywhere. I apologised to him a lot. I even asked our mutual friends to contact him and tell him that i would surely change myself , i was completely determined to change myself...but he did not wish to give me a chance. I don't know whose fault was it, but i think i deserved a chance at least. ✨✨✨ #0458