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Channel Posts
| 2 | or should i open another channel for that | 65 |
| 3 | i just wanna experiment look | 67 |
| 4 | should I turn this channel into an 18+ channel and post explicit degrading stuff | 70 |
| 5 | No text... | 1 |
| 6 | if any one of you have heard this do react, just one fucking reaction matters to me idk why the validation im seeking | 2 |
| 7 | No text... | 35 |
| 8 |  No text... | 200 |
| 9 | i don't remember i can't read i can barely read anything ADHD is sucking the life out of me | 162 |
| 10 | No text... | 169 |
| 11 | tobacco smoke and red lipsticks | 173 |
| 12 | When you love someone, time is no object, but the memories are always stamped in your heart. I
think it would be foolish for you to be so young and try to escape already what love has to offer.
Don’t make the same mistakes I made in my past! Go out there and live and love. In the end, we
always regret the choices we didn’t make, the love we didn’t accept and the dreams we didn’t fight for.
‘When feelings are pure and the heart is true, even God is forced to change destiny, | 144 |
| 13 | Love is the strangest thing. When you have love, you will be over the moon
and it will seem as if nothing can stop you. Love is something that opens your eyes to new
discoveries, even in old places. You want to discover the wonders of the world all over again with the
person who holds your heart in their own. When you lose it, all that once seemed to make the world
around you will shatterLove is the strangest thing. When you have love, you will be over the moon
and it will seem as if nothing can stop you. Love is something that opens your eyes to new
discoveries, even in old places. You want to discover the wonders of the world all over again with the
person who holds your heart in their own. When you lose it, all that once seemed to make the world
around you will shatter | 145 |
| 14 | i slit my wrists and walk in the shower, its blood going down the sink, there's sickness inside me that you wouldn't wanna know | 181 |
| 15 | my google searches have lately been:
what is the difference between rage and anger. how do i stop my rage from banging the door of my mom's room and begging her to listen to me. reasons why people aren't listening to me. today weather. rented rooms near university that feels like home. will i ever find a home. ways to not miss your dad. why does my mom lie. there's a sound of static in my head all the time. when does a house become a home. difference between schizophrenia and a borderline personality disorder. schizophrenia quiz. facebook login. today weather. what will happen if you bottle your feelings. i'm too occupied with my issues, am i selfish. how to make phone calls. how to ask for help without feeling guilty. how to stop feeling guilty. what does it mean when your mother says she never wanted children. how do you stop hating yourself. | 178 |
| 16 | step 1 wakeup but don't look at your fan. get up straight and brush your teeth. go to the left washroom, it doesn't have mirrors. it's okay if you haven't looked properly at yourself in months. wash your face, you still look like the mistakes you made yesterday. nobody cares if your t-shirt is wrinkled. go straight to your class. make sure you smile at everybody you look at on the way. stop. take your pills. don't take them in your class because a boy will ask you for what they are and you'll not want to tell him.
step 2 it's okay if you don't want to eat. there's nothing more lonely than eating alone and watching a group of friends laugh. you always wanted to fit in the dustbin of your childhood room anyways. no don't say a word when your batchmates introduce themselves and say what kind of family they belong to. your mouth will not stop bleeding.
sit on an empty bench in front of your lecture hall. walk around if your legs ache while you sit there for 2 hours, it's okay. it's empty.
step 3 lie about your name. they will not remember you tomorrow anyways. give a fake name smile like you mean it. say you're older than how you look. lie. ask them where they get high. it's okay to not be sober for a day. throw your phone hard, don't break it. the pain in your heart feels so real. you think if you feel things, it's gonna hurt so much it'll kill you. | 137 |
| 17 | so i've been crying a lot which is to say my eyes have become rocks and moss has grown over my face so i don't stop. i cry even more bcs it makes me feel so my mind is bending itself and rolling over the floor of my childhood room and i feel unspeakably alone which is to say i don't feel special anymore so i'm waiting for love to knock my door which is to say i know my love broke it's knee and it won't stand for me so i'm here on the floor of my childhood room begging for love to save me save me so i push love away which is to say i don't have anybody to say i'm so scared i'm so scared i'm so scared so i cry but my eyes have become rocks so i force my brain to work which is to say i'm still on the floor of my childhood bedroom howling for this pain to stop stop stop. i know love needs to run, so i push love away bcs my body has grown thorns and nobody loves a cactus which is to say i can never be what you want and i know it which is to say i read eulogies at my funeral every single night | 126 |
| 18 | living lately feels like jumping off the sixth floor and slowly dying out of pure agony before you suffocate on your own flesh and bleed out through the holes made by your broken bones. i stare into the nothingness that lies in front of my window and count the number of times I've felt like digging my eyeballs till they pour out all my pain this week. i run out of fingers. i'm the only one in a four seater room and all i can hear is my breath getting shallower and shallower, i hope i don't cry. i pray that i don't cry. i beg that i don't cry. so i get on the bed and stare the ceiling. i close my eyes, i see myself hanging from the fan over my head. i open my eyes i see my empty bags in the closet. i hope i fit in them someday, for now i just turn off my fan and hope to wake up in my childhood bedroom. | 128 |
| 19 | the counselor asks 'what all can you do in a minute'. and i count the number of ways i can stop my heartbeat. i can overdose and stare my fan till life crawls out of my veins and disappears into the crowd i am with. i watch my phone ring when a girl from room no. 305 calls me for an event, i don't answer it. i want to answer it. i really want to pick it up. i want to go this concert that ends at midnight i want to be there like the world's ending tomorrow. i want to talk about what's going on in my heart and forget about it in the morning. please knock my door. please look at me in the eye and say 'i want you' please hold my hand and force me to do things. i can't get up, i'm so tired. please knock my door. i want to go to this concert. hold my hand say it'll be okay. i keep staring my fan and the call ends. she doesn't call back. | 133 |
| 20 | here's the thing about depression, it kind of collapses time. suddenly you find your whole days blending together to create one endless and suffocating loop. so you find yourself trying to find things that made you happy, but slowly your brain began to erase every memory that ever brought you joy. | 142 |
