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Channel Posts
(Because now
that I've confessed it;
I'll live
even in my dying.)
#random #draft
(04.07.2026)
| 2 | So how did it come to this?
How did I come to think, now,
"It's alright;
I'll learn to accept death
again and again, again.
I'll do it
as many times as it comes."
Why...?
(3/4) | 113 |
| 3 | ... I was jealous
of living people.
Those who are free
to go where they want.
Those who are blessed
with bounty on their plates.
Those who can express
whatever and however they want.
I am jealous.
I'm suffocating;
I'm trapped;
My blessings are counted.
I'm jealous.
(2/4) | 114 |
| 4 | "We are the canary
in the coal mine."
"So tell me, little one,
as you are suffocating,
what would you like to do?"
"Know that you are
just the first among many;
many, that will follow you
into this grave."
"So tell me, little one,
as you are suffocating,
what would you like to do?"
I close my eyes
and start praying.
(1/4) | 102 |
| 5 | This ugly side of me is
a family heirloom.
But it doesn't matter now
where I got it from.
I have to decide
where to keep it,
how to live with it.
And that's
the wretched thing about it.
(Raven, 20.06.2026) | 261 |
| 6 | Who would have thought
to be unseen
is this painful?
Is this why
our oath
sounds thus?
"I bear witness..."
#random #draft (17.06.2026) | 250 |
| 7 | And now I realized:
this fight to understand
my value
has never been
to make me
valuable.
(Because I am,
always have been,
valuable.)
This fight will not
give me
what I deserve
or desire.
This fight has
always been
just the beginning;
and its end
will be
when I end
my betrayers.
#draft (16.06.2026) | 233 |
| 8 | #commentary It's just been in my mind these days. I should be grateful there's food prepared for me. But when it's not appetizing, for one reason or another, should I have just forced myself to eat it?
They say to cook is to love. There are people out there whose love language is cooking for their loved ones. But I have often found it... burdening, in occasions. | 260 |
| 9 | For a while, now, it has been nagging at the border of my mind.
There were food prepared for me. But it has gone cold.
I don't know how to enjoy it well. It should have been a blessing, a generosity.
But before I knew it—
It's become a burden.
How should I express this?
"I appreciate your care,
But I can't eat this anymore"?
What am I supposed to do with this food?
I don't have the heart to throw it away;
I don't know how to eat it without choking;
So will it only stay on my plate, grow mold, rot, and stink?
Then before I know it—
My house will be filled with rot and decay.
#random | 222 |
| 10 | I had a dream, Hell reviewed my case;
"You're better off humans," they said
Cutting off my horns.
But do I, really?
Whenever I walk down the street
Their stare tell me they know
I'm not quite the same.
Wake up, wiping my face,
Head too light, forehead empty.
Now when I get out the door,
I tell myself, time to hide my horns.
Because they know
I ain't no proper demon,
neither I'm a normal human.
Rough #draft | 252 |
| 11 | We walked into the kitchen
then stared blankly, wondering why
we stood where we did.
A few snaps of the fingers
to recollect the thoughts.
They are like the kids
frolicking noisily outside;
inside our head, there's always
woisy thoughts vying for attention.
It's easy to lose one of them
when you're not paying attention.
#random thoughts | 369 |
| 12 | It has been scientifically proven; heartbreak can
actually affect your heart.
Yet here we are, standing again
and again,
even with heart
in tatter,
slowly beating
into its death—
because we still want to live.
(I'm alive. I'm dying. I'm living.)
#random #draft, edited #excerpt of daily log 25.04.2026 | 354 |
| 13 | #commentary: 1) apparently there are people who reply to the saying "eat the rich" by saying "hey, you will be eaten next if you do that"
2) it has been said: today's culture is resistance. | 337 |
| 14 | "We are going to eat the rich."
"If you do that, you'll one day find it's your turn to be eaten."
"Joke on you, we are already being eaten alive.
Our sky, our future, our dreams, all are stolen from us.
We are caged by invisible strings, and drained out of our soul.
Then as empty husks, we are left to rot in a wasteland ravaged by their greed.
Our grudge has never been born out of nothing.
Our rage is waking up, from a long history with centuries and millennia of abuse."
#draft | 326 |
| 15 | And so I pray: good tidings to the strangers.
#commentary | 282 |
| 16 | Memory; of a child that never knew how to feel at home with the world. Of an "orphan" who never feel belonging except with themself. Of a drifting soul who, inevitable, has become intimately acquainted with loneliness.
#random #excerpt 25.04.2026 | 275 |
