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The universe and the cosmos are self-regulating.
They do not require God to play warden. God just IS.
And God extends love and continually sends pulses of consciousness in for manifestation and receives other pulses back home for recirculation, to go back home with Source...if you choose."
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Something to remember and reflect on continually.
In remembering there is an Attitude of Mastery which is about Integrity and really looking at how we interact with the cosmos and the world - we can choose to ignore what is an incredible opportunity to reclaim our Krist codes and our DNA and with it the VALUES of how we live and behave with each other.
In communities this is something I am writing about as it seems to have been often forgotten in the way that our Krystic family choose their conduct.
I have quietly observed for months going deep inward to look at my contribution and with this understanding realised that all is in balance and any other who chooses to ignore or justify poor behaviour to themselves is simply going to experience the effect.
This is a macro creation too - so our species is also responsible for its collective contribution to creation WITH CAUSE AND EFFECT. So when we look at planet or outside we should be deeply asking - what was MY contribution rather than abdicating it onto other structures.
If we collectively make better decisions and begin to EMBODY the Krist Code we will be able to successfully form co-creations and collective communities. Until then we are being hampered by wounding and ego battles that serve no ultimate purpose other than maintaining division.
I am here to form, build and contribute to real tangible community - I intend to work hard the next few years to do this. The six months I have taken to myself was necessary to go very deep and take a hard look at my life, and my creation and to release the chains of victim victimiser, and the various covert controls we use which create an imbalanced interaction with creation.
Life can be challenging if we forget these fundamentals - once we appreciate that EVERYTHING is conscious and alive and begin to deeply respect the larger creation, not just what seems solid and tangible we have a chance of really BECOMING and BEING in harmony with the structure of creation.
Free will is not about freely doing as we please. It is about recognising that we are ETERNAL and GOD SOURCE is moving through us as Consciousness and we are THAT and the identities and relationships we create simply serve a purpose in the moment for experience. It can be amazing and highly creative - or it can be really dark and destructive - this is what we agreed to.
PURPOSEFUL daily and moment by moment creation is a choice - be a passenger abdicated - looking for a better Mummy and Daddy or surrogate baby, servant, Master, or punchbag - Source Consciousness will manifest it all - or become the CREATOR and create with love, awareness, care and intelligence.
Life is for living - and grateful for all experiences which we have learned and grown from.
If a system appears to present in one way as it is imbalanced we can choose to become less bound by that presentation with the ENERGY states we hold inside - this is important - because we have repeated various cycles again and again - I will be exploring this is my series of posts which will on completion be recorded into an audio podcast.
With love and blessings always
Amara
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Graphical Image:
I reproduced with love from Exploring The God Worlds by Noel Tobin. This is a universal structure and l share my creation too with the intent and freedom such a fundamental structure has to share end enjoy. Simplicity is beautiful.
First steps of Pre Matter creation
Divine Trinity
| 2 | This one probably has too many trigger words to get any circulation on FB…
Something to remember - a daily reminder for when my ego gets in the way and starts chattering...
Quotes from Noel Tobin beautifully expressing the structure and nature of our reality and absolute creational structure in which our consciousness plays. There is a choice every day to play consciously or not - to play victim or become the Master of your chosen creation.
"There is a spirituality of recognizing the consciousness. The energy structures of the God Worlds are fascinating on a scientific level. It is fascinating to see the structure and how the structures interrelate with each other. But we should not forget while we are looking at these that we are talking about consciousness.
Consciousness in its pure form connects all. It is what jumps across with ease the various gaps we perceive in creation. Experience is directed by the Intent of the consciousness projected into the structures and the diversity it wishes to explore.
The initial projection into separation is still highly conscious. Structures are very free and open, and consciousness is still highly integrated.
Consciousness at this level is still highly creative and projects further into creation. It is also highly intelligent, carrying intent and information, to shape evolving structures to its purpose.
Consciousness implies a being, structures of being.
It is a whole different thing than if you are looking at something saying, “oh, I can play with that thing. I can make that do what I want it to. I can learn how to make those currents do something.”
You might try asking them first if they want to work with you!
There is a responsibility to recognize if you want to reclaim your consciousness and be whole and respected as the being you are, you have a responsibility to give respect to other forms of consciousness as well.
It is such a shame what our children are not taught in this society and what has become of this civilization.
Once upon a time it was not like this. Once upon a time people did not pick a flower without communicating with the whole bush telepathically, saying
“Is this all right, is this a good time for you? Because I will not do it if you do not want me to.”
And the flower usually would say
“oh, just hold on, let me pull back my
frequency a little bit so it does not hurt.”
There was an open conscious relationship with everything.
People in those societies did not feel lonesome.
You did not have teenagers committing suicide because of getting bullied at school.
You did not have people shooting up restaurants because they were frustrated with their jobs.
There was a love in those times and spaces.
We have taught ourselves as a species many lessons about love, by allowing that state of “relative perfection” to go away. We have taught ourselves why it is worth standing for and worth working for.
The one way to do that is to recognize that this Krist template exists and it has a set of rules and balances.
They are not rules that say you have to do this and you cannot do that.
They are rules that every unit of consciousness of God that comes into the manifestation framework understands exactly: what the Krist is, what the template is, and how it works.
It works in a form of action and reaction.
There will be consequence to action, and even thought is action.
So everything, every being that ever came into this Time Matrix---it does not matter how much it might whine now about “nobody’s being fair to me.”
Everyone knew when they first came into manifestation what the rules of the game were, and the rules were: there is a certain way the energy systems here work.
There is a certain leeway to where they can be pushed into being used in ways they were not meant to.
But if you push too hard, the literal laws of inter-dimensional physics will push back, and you will get consequences you will not be happy with.
Everyone knew that when they came in. However, many people have forgotten it. | 278 |
| 3 | Anyone who has really begun to emerge from the Spiritual Blender of supposedly woke Ascension and stop drinking the juice might feel super challenged by this stage.
It re-defines relating.
For me it has brought radical forgiveness and release of cosmic tethers, and greater depth to my relating and connections.
There is a deep humility required to meet the parts that flip, and kick, and deny, or try and erase. Source knocks the wind out so the boat cant keep riding the wave that is not self nourishing or honouring what we have asked to experience.
This layer is the front end of the wave, but not trendy as it is a shocking kind of illumination.
It invites deep engagement, humble transparency and the ability to front up to and let go of self illusion and justifications without falling down the deep tempting well of victim victimiser too much (it is inevitable due to the nature of what we are releading from at times).
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How do we find an authentic voice from ANY spiritual position and be received, welcomed and heard when we have not learned to be in the body, to be present, to feel and self regulate, or appreciate the constituent structure of what lies behind all of those attributes of experience?
When we do find voice, it can come out in complex ways, unexpected, confused in communications as our systems have normalised covert control.
Then it is often received in "presence not presence" and "love not love", altered, transposed and misintepreted.
We might feel unheard when we were deeply received, and heard when nobody was in.
The conversations which are occurring are mostly around these navigations - as the veil begins to really drop for many - and it becomes more clear that nothing much is what it appears to be.
The avenues of traditional exploration often lead to more distractions and reality distortions that maintain the long cycles of looping, collapse and re-seeding - it comes back to some very simple practices and basics of self mastery.
What is my capacity to be fully present with all of my being m in this moment?
And being in authentic acceptance of this.
We can make it as complex as we like.
Creation is amazingly complex and layered.
Focus of awareness is simply that...the creating moves and it is witnessed.
In the bubble in the bubble in the bubble or becoming the liquid from which the bubbles arise and the space in between.
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Part 2 to follow
In Grace
Amara | 210 |
| 4 | The Wise, The Weary and The Wonderful Spaces of Creation
Rehalbilitation, Reorientation and coming to Radiance with grace.
Part 1
A written piece today in two parts, shared with my private group during a beautiful enquiry as we explore the deeper layers of ascension embodiment together.
This is an invite to enquiry, an exploration more than a statement.
I have had more raw and profound exchanges in the last few weeks than in half a century of Earthly life. Raw, real, around embodiment and our responsible contribution recognising the potency of our creation space and follies of human perceptions.
I share often l feel very very different now. The long inwards space now spiralling out too and meeting the world and others, with greater senses, and new eyes to meet complexity, but the noise has gone quiet and the connectedness of my body and creation is more present.
I feel a gentle compassionate witness for our creational space and finding new voice where I have maintained silence with good reason.
Existence can easily become a small bubble in ALL manifestations of reality. Even with a wise and informed perspective of structure and a landscape - it can still be nested in a grain of sand - even a whole Universe...the God World Domains are actively interacting alongside even the smallest focus. The dial is presence and degree of awareness (not traditional intellect).
For some the bubble bursts, and becomes another experience where creation may be observed with compassionate witness rather than immersion IN.
There many stations of identity playing out.
How extraordinary and amazingly complex and individual the journey in physically expressed creation can be.
Our world is a bubble bath literally 🤣
I was lost in a few of my own the last year or so! and it has taught me much needed and valuable lessons of how we connect, feel a resonance, jump in, consent, and BAM that bubble becomes yours and you dont even know its not yours until you figure it out.
We can be way more savvy and aware but get side swiped by covert behaviour and especially areas that target our weakness or unhealed shadows...it iS Source simply lovingly creating a mirror to signal "Hey! Pay attention!"
This is the amazing power of reality creation, but if we are not aware we are iN we are adrift in the bath and get comfry, even normalising dysfunction.
Current Human BEING is really just like our "concept" of a "body" or "love" or "God"...amazingly variable and beautifully fickle with many contradictions.
We are pleasers, showers, rebels, maybe wanting to show only the faces that work for us in some way. The more authentic heart longs for transparency as this 'act' of many faces creates entropy.
This time is here now with opportunities to get raw and naked to the core.
For so many reasons we are tender and delicate. Weary from many long and short cycles, missions and getting lost or finding the way and getting tripped up on the invisible wires and hung out to dry.
We are incredibly beautiful and our SOULS are incredibly resilient to agree to come in and play this God World initiate experience.
Especially now that our human voice and presence is drowning more and more in synthetic optimised to be attractive machine generated alternatives.
We hold on to to much subconscious /parallel woundings in the identity game, it can tether the wing.
We entangle past present parts of ourselves reflected through other with impossible and often unreasonable expectations, yet cry freedom and plaster social media with the "act"
I feel many have felt like often pressing that "GET ME OUT OF HERE" button more than once in last months.
Riding the pastel train of sparkly love light knowing it is simply a 'fix' and that empy feeling will return soon, but make a smiley face anyway and "l am doing GREAT" when inside is crying.
The degree of distortion really hits home now.
Hard.
Deeply felt in metting self, a post or a human. | 194 |
| 5 | I only have this public account on telegram.
1. I will never offer any private chat or product leading you away without making a public video so you can see my face.
2. I dont work with investments or crypto.
3. All of my events are shared accross social media and always available only on ticket tailor under The Light Evolutionary.
4. I will not contact you in a DM via telegram through this group.
Be savvy to bots, clones and hackers.
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| 6 | Video and light language to follow soon 🙏 | 351 |
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| 9 | Everything is like waves reflecting and we are experiencing all distortions coming back on themselves with an opportunity to recognise, engage and withdraw consent.
Most things on Earth are tacit or hidden spells and sophisticated, dressed as pleasure and pain, misplaced love and desire, attachment and built on safety and survival.
There is nothing there to hold on to. It is like drinking a coffee, a meal, an orgasm. Or flying in a fantasy, a utopian ascension dream, a being, or blazing in the light of the sun. A quick hit of dopamine bliss...it feels good but it will never last. It is a finite connection and highly addictive.
The addiction of mind body threaded in a trillion connections of influence.
This realisation can hit hard. Like an implosion because it is not just this life, relations, actions, and creations we are brought before. It is time itself. Construct. The root operating system.
So we go back again and again...looping.
The matrix is a word have we really considered why we came? To play?
Appreciating this is perhsps the most besutiful process l can recall, being in many layers at once and yet not of it.
Every thought, every breath, every body.
Here.
Learning again and again to be extremly humble to what unfolds.
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Amara | 351 |
| 10 | Resting Space
This is my witness space. It is silence.
I observe the huge space of smashing through illusion and resistace, grief and solitude, release and illumination.
A month of incredible shift.
So much gratitude for every moment of existence in all creations from this body.
What is it we are witnessing? Creating?
Who is observing? What?
Information...to be informed? Innner Formation...Structure...Resturucture.
All mirrors, interactions, experiences and reflections invited are simply presentations we might reflect on and explore.
It is a path to choose to go in and discern and allow change to seed, and flourish.
6 months of this, like being tossed around, spun, respun, through eons of time.
Every play, every story simply a piece of mystery we dressed up and over in ignorace. I have cried more, laughed more at this continual intensity. The majesty of being served and choosing to step back, and deeply reflect on my contribution.
It cannot be done in busyness, contraction, fear, shame or stress.
Holding on to relationships which we might unconsciously control...self or other.
I resisted at first, this is relics we carry and have given consent to even if we were not aware. It runs through our senses, our perceptions and all the constructs of safety we have built.
In EVERY relationship inner to outer, outer to inner, every facet of construct.
To be present is a foundation easily said and declared, yet the identity, and mind constantly filters.
If the root, the base is leading off a distortion, deeply threaded how do we begin to unthread? Or evaluate?
The landscape is so full of distractions.
A beautiful time to realise this and give space to it all allowing things to fall away without worry or measuring against "past" or blaming self or other.
Change is a process within creation we decreed and brought in. It is not confined to cell or atom...our consciousness is the flow which is everlasting.
Every choice, in every moment communicates with the whole.
There is no justification for pride or rigidity or demanding entitlements. It is for each one to find their way in grace.
A space is a moment, there will be another until we return to a place with no body and no time.
The landscape too feels often intense when the desire to covet, to bypass, to mask or offset experience and dwell on insecurity stops.
There is a fire behind all solidity. An eternal river and a heap of support.
Is that voice truly yours? Or just echoes? Fragments wanting to grip on because they are afraid of a perception of death?
Death is what? An end? Where was the beginning?
Deep questions relating to every aspect we might think we are and identify with.
In silence, we might find a unique space of meeting the darkness. A place we have been taught to fear because the light is bright.
Through that light is sound, not just audible sound. Vibration. Harmonics. The first constructs and signals.
If our first ear was not quite tuned in, and we lent on that wave to create with bum notes and built worlds and planets and all manner of oddments to immerse in it cannot be wrong, it is simply part of what we were IN.
Refinement and impecability is a constant space of retuning, and allowing the grace of process to release these houses. The temples and templates we held on to, ate from, siphoned from are still beautiful but if they come by to appear now defunct it is a gift to allow dissolution.
Only then can we truly birth and do it nakedly, and humbly with grace.
All the constructs on present Earth are initiation opportunities of learning. Even concepts of God, structure, history (time), and body....all sound moving multidimensionally.
To recognise we might believe we "see" but are predominantly blind, and "hear" but are predominantly deaf...and even "feeling" is governed by a nervous system operating off receptors and molecules which are influencible until we take charge of our creation and become responsible. | 247 |
| 11 | We are not put here to give into our fears, stories and insecurities, nor to blame others for creating them.
We all mess up, fall down, miss stuff,go down bizzare roads, hurt people we did not mean to, end up in a pickle, feel ashamed, react and make rash decisions or wish we could have done something better in hindsight.
That is life in the 3D crazy world of humanscape. To try and escape this without recognition of the courage it takes to take on the mantle of becoming human as an infinite consciousness is missing the very point of free will.
Most perception of free will is far from free, it is like free not free or free with a thousand invisible strings being pulled in different ways by the jigsaws of creation we are yet to complete.
Our family are often the string pullers but really just providing a service we signed up for and subscribed on auto renew each time we revolved around in the washing machine.
So fears stalk us, hunt us in the night like hungry shadows casting clouds where there is the brightest starlight.
Regret eats away when we run from accountability gnawing like a teething dog on our hearts
We are not here to make that the landscape, or to be lazy or procrastinate to the completion of this mighty jigsaw.
We have the scalpel to those strings, and the radiant river of light to the shadow right here.
We are all fallen. We are all ignorant. We are all brilliant. We all have a choice in how we receive and perceive experiences and either hold up ego or let it fall and be humble to it.
The breakthrough does NOT occur flying high in the ether.
It occurs deep at the root, in the basement, in the body.
Only then can you know,truly know what it is you are releasing from.
Stay there a while but do not linger as the seed of those wings will flourish and carry up a strong stem, and stable river of eternal flow.
Wise being made flesh and bone, before sound made slow and fast at the same time.
A living paradox of wonder.
We ARE here to use all of our experience as wisdom wherever it has been served, to find our strength, our potential, our ORIGINAL origin and discover our greatness and shine it out.
Realness is the greatest gift we can give to this world, without it the creation remains to be smoke and mirrors survival dressed up as love and fancy words of validation.
🙏💎🗝💎🙏 | 195 |
| 12 | A colouful celebration of joy.
Spread your wings.
Your voice matters.
So many ways our expression is muted or modified through fear of being measured, or not fitting in the structures being sold.
Your love is so powerful.
Your joy is a balm of wonder.
Your individuality is unique.
Just as every little part of the caterpillar getting fat on the leaf was a small unique bite, a way of sustinence without knowing the journey of dissolution is coming.
Then, to dissolve and rework the structure.
Symbolic of the stages of our collective evolution.
To measure the caterpillar to leaf to the root and element.
Comparison is a folly.
You are here now as you are.
You can choose in each moment to find the core beyond the physical and sit there.
Root there.
This is a gift of stepping back and finding joy in this space of being.
Celebrate this. The journey is simply a way of experiencing something of choice.
All others are in their space as one big movement.
Accepting this is liberating and enables real love to evolve through you touching delicatley those wings.
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Amara | 208 |
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| 15 | If you would like to support this work and creations or feel you have received and would like to offer contribution you can do this here. I deeply appreciate this. I am serving at a higher capacity behind the scenes - in groups and supporting a wider form of creation - this has meant I run less events, and one to one sessions. This support means alot to me and I will always share as much as I am able to.
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| 16 | AUDIO NARRATION of "The Invisible Cage - A tale of liberation" by Susanne Amara
I am recording my long posts because people enjoy listening to them. You can hear the intenation in my voice, the energy between the words in love. Whether you simply enjoy audio or find writing overwhelming - I really enjoy reading my pieces of writing and I plan to do more. Thank you. | 179 |
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| 18 | Precise keys set into a hologram of chaos and order living substance in the greatest masterpiece of word as spell and unconscious mind as bots trawling the corridors looking for attention.
We have divine attention.
We have conscious breath.
We have sacred sound.
We have intention and creative ability.
We have perception and cognition.
We have aligned action.
We often break out of one confinement into another...and another, believing that, or making that space free when it is simply another vessel, or containment.
Do we continue to look back?
It helps us see HOW we got here, and what is stored in that great abandoned wonder...the skewed operating system, and software we installed. Apps that harvest data and attention grabbing games that feast on emotion and time.
It has no bearing on what we can choose, our potential.
We were never lied to, we tell those untruths to ourselves because it is comforting and convenient. Normalised dysfunction. Yet it is also beautiful. We are toxic to the Angelic realms and higher dimensions as we carry this thought pollution. Yet we are embraced and loved unconditionally. We are able to reboot and restore but it means death to many of those historical characters we have cosseted as heroes and villains, absent parents and ancestral guides.
Our future present selves, our past present family rooting for us to get out of the nest redrawn as that invisible cage, to finally take off the mask, and fledge off the ledge of time, as our wings are strong enough to fly.
💎🗝🔥🗝💎
In grace of my Mothers and Fathers
In grace of my Daughters and Sons
In grace of all of my families
May this love divide become one.
Universal keys to unlock the prison of illusions our mind might create, and then hold to ransom that most precious jewel of flight.
In grace
Amara | 158 |
| 19 | I catch the edge again and find l feel my structures. Breathe again and pray, meditate moving the infinite current of life.
To choose to let go is to forgive God, forgive Source as oneness and all. Forgive the whole not the part and really there is nothing to forgive ultimately. The River is intact and l remember again the grass, my tiny radiant feet and a leap which enabled me to fly.
To release. I become liquid once more. Dissolving the confinement and realising suffering is momentary but as we are erased to time, in erase and repeat, we have been suffering a very long time.
I look out. At my life. There is nothing to forgive. No other to hold ransom or demand to.
I will not shackle or give rise to that wall again.
The silent spectre of Victim Victimiser dressed up in fancy dreams and ceremonies. In the rubble I find the unused muscles, the sinew and tissue of my etheric majesty.
In this type of release, the current flows, and we are able to receive support from our higher bodies and councils to restore equilibrium in timeless states. It comes in waves.
Child is simply Soul, Spirit beyond identity maybe danced in different ways, sibling, attacker, jailer, father, friend, teacher, mother, lover, guide...we simply are shape shifting and custodians for this wonder.
I wish l could have known this wisdom when l came to have this gifted role of Mother, and l hope in the spaces of restoration l choose that this flows, like a river through all of my lineages.
A powerful voice.
We have power in our voice, as it is Sound in timeless state to first creation.
Prayer from LOVE, as reclamation and invocation is more powerful than any form of regret or fixing, repenting, or being sorry.
In Reverence.
In Gratitude.
In Joy.
In healing and restoration.
One self as One Source.
Eternal no time Krysted Spirit restored and renewed.
It is easy to forget this when we hit these huge waves of release in the current body identity, role, and life relationships...it sneaks in like an invisible captor and steals us into stories we can shrink into.
Everyone did their best.
We have had many iterations of humanoid forms, and animal like forms, shapes and firms not familiar on this planet, pure geometry, light, crystal and firery forms.
We played in it all with wonder.
We are the original pure form Dragon dancers of creation.
We got burned and turned. We tried to correct and reconnect and created more and more. We loved, laughed, lost. We got wasted, distracted, twisted, and forgot love, remembered, and forgot again.
Coming here to call TIME on the invisible prison. A paradox.
We said things, like l remember things l said. Just a sentence or word that had me condemned. Or a rash decision as simple as "go left" or "don't pick up that message" or "saying yes"
Or created ripples that lasted generations.
How can l, We, You possibly ever know every permutation ? Yet WE are this.
What a legacy to release.
Our 12 star tribe lineages relate to our first pure forms, our pure tones, and origins which result in the formation of a body.
We forgot what the body is whether it is genetically one or other in manifest form it is just a small, tiny part of ONE creation of an Eternal fabric of Source connected.
Yet it is my vehicle, now. Yours, as it is.
Our temporary gift like a great repository, a lost ancient relic and magnificent temple, we have an ability to restore.
This is our invite, our small role of restoring our Genetic fabric as we are restored of planet, star, galaxy, and universe, dimension and time...we release this legacy of inheritance and restore our full Krystic connection.
Maybe just a step in this life.
Ready for another.
There will always be another until time is no more and we return to the pre matter state once more before Soul, before this Eckasha.
What a gift we have in this possibility.
I do not believe Source made it complex.
We did a great job of this. By design. | 111 |
| 20 | It took me back through eons of time we have taken on gender because it has not always been that we are this way or experience structures like this in creation.
Time and time and time breath in, breath out, different hearts and civilisations rise and fall. I am responsible for my family, tribe, my planet, my system and it fell again and again and again. We tried our best. We fought as that is all we could do in the face of such adversity, to live, to survive as an imperative. I have many children and great responsibility.
I took oath and principles to maintain safety and order yet chaos still found its way into time like a drunken interloper bribing its way through security, disguised as the jester or captivating entertainer, and vomited all over the floor releasing some plague.
I see my people l know in human now, playing characters as friends in other bodies, conspiring to topple my reign and close lover turn and plunge knife into my swollen belly to install his lover in my place. Time and time again the wheel turns its keys.
Which hand was l? Which time?
Again back eons move. Stars are born and implode, galaxies merge and trillions of voices sing like notes in an ornate box, full of ashes on a shelf somewhere in a far off realm.
I laugh at this and have visions of us playing, in such beauty, liquid light, beyond what word can form and describe. That love of wholeness and such care and precision of tone.
I dream again and find my liquid being nested like a baby bird in a child with radiant silver blue eyes, white blonde hair, and pale blue silver skin...everything is sparkly and luminescent, cooler, spacious, peaceful. I am playing in long grasses running through little openings, laughing with the creatures and in telepathic connection. Watched over by a loving mother and connected to many others too. As a young child never once knowing hardship or lack of love being in total connection to my planet and everything l knew to be alive.
I feel time suddenly shudder like an invisible smoke machine blew dust into a clear sky. I saw the ships arrive above casting shadows and felt things l had no structure for, no facility to process. I ran home quickly to much movement ushered deep underground with my family. I watched my parents and elders come together in meditation and try to cloak the planet, to shut the gates, to shield our homes. We had no systems to withstand what came, no experience.
We were rooted out. The treasure hunters not respecting life seeking their prize of Angelic DNA. We were herded together, they used sound technology to block our telepathy, destroyed our crystal technology . We were taken away as merchandise. That moment is etched like a fracture in a pain of glass that cracked and cracked until it exploded exponentially.
What occurred is a legacy to this time frame. The origin of the hybridised genetic form. The split and divide we all live in and play in. A legacy we did not ask for but are part of. The invisible prison. To touch it was like grieving every child l had been, every mother, every father, creator, founder...God witnessing it all.
Does God weep?
Does God grieve?
I cycled some days here coming to realise my creations and expectations of God were parts of displaced familial longing. The basis for our distorted human relating profiles.
So it is PAST but plays out in the present, in our family, our partners, our friends, children...groups and society.
The inaudible whispers delivered in random tik tok reels, butt implants, sugary drinks, and little eyes fixated on a bright screen now its parent, superficial swipe lefts and emotional shallowness.
Is that our Jail? This hidden shared collective trauma experience?
Go deeper, deeper still...before.
Pause.
Our first causal creations in that we divided, we made senses and body and galaxy and star and time to experience something.
This memory.
This invisible ghost.
Like trying to catch reflections of light or believe the shadows on the wall are real. | 110 |
