Requiem

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A dead start in my head And the day's been laid The things i really want Always torn from my heart You never saw the way How i wanted you to stay And now you're gone I'm on my own When i was thinking this Was something permanent You were already thinking Of going away

Oh, I've got something in my throat I need to be alone While I suffer Oh, there's a hole inside my boat I need to stay afloat For the summer long Son, you'd better wait to fall They'll tell you where to go

There's things I wanna say to you But I'll just let you live Like if you hold me without hurting me You'll be the first who ever did There's things I wanna talk about But better not to give But if you hold me without hurting me You'll be the first who ever did Hold me, love me, touch me, honey Be the first who ever did Hold me, love me, touch me, honey Be the first who ever did Kerosene in my hands You make me mad, on fire again All the pills that you take Violet, blue, green, red to keep me at arm's length don't work

So leave my broken bones I'll take a load of your skin Throw me all your stones You need a sinner I'm in Every time I walk on by Stroll along your street Can't believe there's not a thing in the world A thing left to repeat So leave my broken bones I'll take a load of your skin Throw me all your stones You need a sinner I'm in So leave my broken bones I'll take a load of your skin Throw me all your stones You need a sinner, I'm in

And if I die I die Nigga I don't mind, yeah I smoked a blunt tonight, yeah I lost my sight, yeah You know my type, yeah And if I die I die Nigga I don't mind, yeah I'll smoke a blunt tonight, yeah I lost my side, yeah You know my type, yeah Whoah I think a nigga lost his soul Have been on the low With the pills, overdose Shorty on the phone And she tellin' me come home I don't need it now

I have often told you stories about the way I lived the life of a drifter Waiting for the day When I'd take your hand and sing you songs Then maybe you would say "Come lay with me and love me" And I would surely stay But I feel I'm growing older And the songs that I have sung Echo in the distance Like the sound Of a windmill going round Guess I'll always be a soldier of fortune

Built an opera house for you in the deepest jungle And I walked across its stage singing with my eyes closed I've got a love for you I just can't escape All of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire I was meant to love you and always keep you in my life I was meant to love you, I knew I loved you at first sight I'd rather be out there staring death right between its eyes now And I can still hear the sound of you crying through the night There in the opera house with no one else for miles

I surrender to the current Let the water pull me in I promise I will continue But at the moment, I'm not in the mood to live I know it's startin' today The heaviness of all of this can take a lot away And when it gets on to me The only thing that I can do is simply wait and see Don't get me wrong, I don't want to die, or breathe, or move I just wanna live, wanna live to see

life is a waterfall we’re one in the river and one again after the fall swimming through the void, we hear the word we lose ourselves,but we find it all cause we are the ones that want to play always want to go but you never want to stay