creative space

but who knows if anyone will ever understand how that feels

I am the kind of lover who'll stand below your building and count the windows up to your floor to see if you're still awake

🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️

been hating my body lately lol! so taking a look back

I need to reread Pride and Prejudice

extremely tired of watching my female friends perform disproportionate emotional labour for their boyfriends

doing things that are Good For You is such a test of faith. trusting it'll pay off

been exercising hella self-restraint lately... which is so amazing and so Good For Me... but resisting all my impulses throughout the day is so draining! and sometimes the urge to say the bitchy thing or send the risky text is sooo strong....

inspired also by: a conversation I overheard where a guy was discussing how his girlfriend accused him of cheating. with. Annoyance. incomplete context but enough to make me throw up in my mouth

I do think lack of accountability is symptomatic of male friendships, stubborn male individualism and the male refusal to get up close and personal but... personally my male friends have had no reason giving me shit for my bad impulses. so maybe it's really about the company you keep

I think it says so much about the quality of my friendships that my friends are always keeping me accountable (🫶). I am extremely grateful. although it feels shit in the moment when your friend is reminding you to find your empathy and think of where the other party is coming from, but the other party is forcing you to type long-winded explanations to justify why you've been hurt by their actions.... lol. my friends hold me extremely accountable and I'm grateful and I wish it was that way for everyone. I wish more grace was extended to me.

what it’s like to have a best friend studying law

Sue me?

Whats she gonna do

Ok lor

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